episode_0075

gray.

I am gray.

It is colorless, odorless and gray.

A person without any characteristics or characteristics.

A boring person.

I wasn’t very impressed by anything in the world, so I wasn’t very worried even if the world was going to end.

For me, who was already dead, death was not something I was afraid of.

To be exact, that was until Winter appeared in front of me.

When I was dying alone at home. Winter burst through the door with warm sunlight.

Colorful winter.

Wouldn’t his name be more appropriate for spring, not winter?

I still think that way.

“Are you okay?”

A strange woman I see for the first time.

I couldn’t even wash for several days, so my body stank.

His appearance probably wasn’t in a state that was worth looking at either.

Still, he spoke to me with worried eyes.

Kind eyes.

soft voice.

At that moment, for the first time in my life, I had something I wanted.

It was the first time I felt possessiveness.

My heart beat faster, my body started secreting love juices and I started wanting him.

‘I was a woman too.’

Suddenly, that thought occurred to me, and that feeling instantly colored my entire body.

“Good.”

So, on a whim, I confessed.

Fortunately, he didn’t take my words as a confession.

“Thank goodness. Can you get up?”

“Yes.”

A very bright smile colors me.

With warm sunlight, with spring colors.

I think it could also be dyed gray.

When I look at his smile, something warms up underneath me.

It soon becomes soggy and wet.

This must be what love feels like.

It was a very strong and passionate feeling.

“Thank you.”

The moment I held his hand and tried to stand up,

He caught me as my legs gave out and I fell down.

The moment I was held in his wide and warm arms,

The shiver running through my body… .

I stop… .

“…. I feel very unwell.”

Even after seeing my wet yellow skirt, he took care of me first.

I’m glad you didn’t think of my confession as a confession.

Confession and incontinence… .

This must be a feeling of shame.

Wash yourself thoroughly and put on makeup.

When I matched with him who was so clear.

I plan to confess again then.

Then we can love each other.

*

Many people were gathered in the shelter created by Summer, Winter’s older sister.

However, they all had the same odor as me.

“…Does your nose hurt? Where did it break?”

“It’s a bitch”

Winter looks at me with concern as I keep covering my nose.

My heart melted at his warm consideration and concern for me even for the simple act of covering his nose against a bad smell.

No, it was already melted.

But that illusion only lasts for a few days.

It wasn’t difficult to figure out that I had some special ability.

Enhanced sense of smell.

It was nice to be able to help Winter, but it was painful to smell everything in the world.

So from then on, I started covering my nose.

“…Thank you”

Still, it is impossible to confess with a clumsy, nose-blind voice.

Even if it looks pretty, it’s not enough… .

So I made a card full of my love for him.

[i like you.]

[love you.]

Every day, I repeat him in my head alone.

Swipe and touch the card.

I put my heart into it.

When a set of cards is worn and worn.

I showed him those words and confessed.

[i like you.]

[love you.]

[love me.]

[♡♡♡♡♡♡♡]

“….Sorry. I have a girlfriend.”

I was sure that Winter would like me too.

Staring at my chest too.

Look at the butt, look at the legs.

When we’re together, I get excited and sometimes run away… .

It was definitely like that.

Uh…I’m sure it’s because it’s awkward.

*

[i like you]

“…. I have a girlfriend?”

once a day.

It’s already been over 30 days since I met him, so I’ve confessed about 30 times.

The answer is the same every time.

winter.

His name was Winter.

“And that feeling is just because of pheromones.”

[no.]

It won’t be such a simple excitement.

Even though I’m holding my nose, I want him so desperately.

every night.

No, every day, every hour, every minute, every second.

All my time is spent with Winter.

So, pheromones are nature’s way of making two men and women want each other.

It’s fate that wants to connect the two of us.

This is proof that they are a perfect pair.

Winter’s… that bitch.

That bitch can’t feel anything.

I can’t give you anything.

I can’t help you with anything.

Just a lump of luggage.

It’s a waste of food.

A lump of nuisance.

I wish it would just go away.

It would be nice if a zombie bit me and killed me.

No, it would be better if no trace or existence were left behind.

“… … .”

Someday, my heart will be conveyed too.

someday.

Anyway.

I will tell you.

*

“… I have a girlfriend, but it’s a bit bothersome for me to get excited about other women.”

With those words, Winter began to distance herself from me.

What a girlfriend.

It’s clear that I misspelled my girlfriend’s friend.

It makes no sense to take a woman who cannot bear children as a lover.

This should not happen.

I’m excited.

Those words alone made me happy.

Winter also excites me.

[I’m excited.]

It feels quite different from what I knew as a simple fact.

This probably means that winter can definitely feel this emotion that I feel.

[Sister, please talk for a moment.]

“Huh? What’s going on? okay. Just a moment~”

If I could feel this happiness and this emotion more deeply, even winter would understand my feelings.

No, you have to understand.

I’ll make you understand

*

I don’t know where it went wrong.

I don’t know where Winter is going and whether this man is standing in front of me.

why?

why?

From head to toe.

All body and spirit belong to Winter.

It doesn’t belong to that nasty guy.

But I was hanging from the ceiling like a piece of meat.

It became his eye candy.

My toes, which were barely able to support my body, are becoming increasingly numb.

If I relax my toes even a little, my chest tightens as if it will explode.

“Baekhwa, right?”

“It would be better to answer.”

“Baekhwa, right?”

I asked him one more time and gave a surprising answer.

“Good job.”

I don’t know what I did well.

With an eerie grin, he touches the winter thing.

The skin that I massaged every night for winter became dirty in an instant.

Chest, waist, and hips.

entire.

It has been defiled.

So easy.

In an instant… .

I held back my tears.

Even if your body gets dirty, your mind will not get dirty.

Even if I don’t like it, no matter how much I reject it, I am his forever and ever.

forever.

The moment I made up my mind and glared at him,

he asked me.

“Hey, do you want to get along well with Winter again?”

“… … .”

“Shall I call you?”

“Yes.”

Even though I knew it was the devil’s whisper, I foolishly answered.

…I can’t help it.

Because it’s winter that’s at stake.

After hearing the answer, he smiles and plays with my nipples.

It was nothing.

I’m just being touched without any feeling or pleasure.

I listen to his words with such a fragmented feeling.

“Let’s play a light game. Winter was tied up for 3 days, right?

You too will be tied up and tortured for just three days.

If you endure for 3 days without begging, I will let you go.

No, I will kill Hayun so that we can continue with winter secretly.”

Are his words true? Maybe.

After worrying about the truth, I realized that it was all pointless and answered.

“I will.”

Even if it’s a rotten rope.

Even if it’s the devil’s temptation… .

“I will.”

“You chose well. Then you have to decide when you lose, right?”

“Yes.”

“The moment you ask me to save you, or rather ask me for anything.”

“I’m going to kill Winter.”

I was about to snort at the man’s foolishness. If I hadn’t been wearing earplugs, I might have laughed.

Putting your winter teeth on the line?

There is no way I can lose.

“Joahyo.”

When I answered, he took out a towel.

“You also tortured me with pheromones, right?”

Pheromones between talented people.

However, excitement without emotion will be nothing.

The earplugs that were blocking my nose fell out.

As I was exhaling through my mouth out of nervousness for some reason, he covered my eyes and nose with a towel.

In an instant, my vision went dark.

The world turned black.

A wet mucous sensation is felt in the nose.

Semen… I guess.

“Now, start~”

“Eup… !!!”

A thick hand covered my mouth.

…breath.

I need to breathe… .

I have to breathe through my nose… .

“Why do I have to breathe?”

I knew it even if he didn’t say it.

breath… .

If you breathe.

Why am I so anxious?

…why?

It’s just a pheromone.

There’s no way I could get excited by pheromones that don’t belong to Winter.

“Breathe.”

I’m getting more and more out of breath.

‘are you okay. are you okay. are you okay. are you okay. are you okay’

With self-hypnosis,

I took a deep breath.

“Hehe♡”

Uh…huh???

What…what is this?

This…is strange, strange.

Winter…winter…

Just barely

“Heee will be will help please