episode_0013

The second morning of the apocalypse dawned.

“Oppa!!!!!! We’re in big trouble!!!”

And for the first time, I encountered a zombie.

Thump, thump.

I heard an unexpected noise in the morning, so I hurriedly checked the CCTV, and found a zombie banging its head on the CCTV next to the house.

I think this is quite strong…

Thump, thump.

No… just put it in moderation!!!

It’s so fucking loud I’m dying.

It feels like we are in a siege.

“…What should I do?”

“I have to kill you”

For Sohyun and I, who already knew the situation in the world, the problem was what to do with the zombies.

The two women stood in a daze, not knowing what to do at the shocking facts they suddenly realized.

His eyes were wide open, as if he had lost his mind.

I didn’t tell you because I was afraid he might commit suicide.

A zombie came to my house and rang the bell, so even if I didn’t want to, I couldn’t.

You’re not really committing suicide, are you?

I feel anxious, like a child who might lose a toy.

A life virtually equivalent to a sex slave.

The fate of all the family members outside is unknown…

What remains is a bleak future with no hope.

…I might die?

I whispered carefully into Sohyun’s ear.

“They might commit suicide, so please pay attention.”

“Yes…”

At a time like this, it would be the turn of Sohyun, the mascot of our house!

It would be a great help to have a cute younger sibling chatting away next to you.

“Sohyun, could you please prepare some food for me first?”

“Yes…!!!”

Sohyun listened to my request and carefully headed to the food warehouse.

Thump, thump.

Every time you hear the sound of a zombie’s headbutt attack, you are startled but move slowly and carefully.

“Well… there won’t be any zombies climbing over the wall, right?”

“If you had been there, wouldn’t you have been knocking on my door by now?”

“That…right?”

I stuck my head out the door and looked in all directions several times before taking a step forward.

I tried to head outside to kill the noisy zombies, but

Nayoung grabbed me and stopped me.

“Hey… please explain.”

“That?”

“Yes…”

When I ask, pointing at the TV, Nayoung nods.

Well… I guess I can’t understand everything if I suddenly see that.

I denied it several times in my head and recognized reality again with my eyes.

Denying it again.

Recognizing it again.

The process may have been repeated several times, but Nayoung still looked like she couldn’t understand.

Even though Aram couldn’t ask me directly, he stood by Nayoung’s side.

It must be a similar situation.

“Because it’s better to see something once than to explain it a hundred times. Leave it alone for a moment.”

“Yes…”

I led the two women to Sohyeon’s room.

I was thinking of showing a video using the computer.

What should I show you…?

Strong one?

Weak?

I’m worried that I’ll be shocked if I show my strength,

I’m worried that if I show I’m weak, they’ll start whining and say I’m going to see my family with false hopes.

This is all because of that damn zombie bastard.

Thump thump

The fuck is still fucking me.

When in doubt, a gallery is the answer.

It seems like the news will somehow make you happy, right?

Even on the brink of destruction, there is still hope for humanity! I feel like I’m going to fucking tremble.

Several articles from the gallery were displayed on the screen like a PPT and explanations were added.

★ I plan to commit suicide when I run out of food.

There is a military base around my house. no help whatsoever

Today I didn’t even get a safety text message.

The news says to trust the military and wait a little longer…

What do you believe?

This is an organization that can’t do anything even though the residents right in front of it are dying.

You guys must be busy living.

It seems difficult to save their families.

Fuck.

You fucking bastards.

↳ It seems to be very different depending on the region… But in my neighborhood, they at least bring a bag of rice…

↳ Me too… I barely have any food left haha… I don’t want to die…

↳ Let’s rob a convenience store as soon as possible. I went to rob today, prepared to die. But there was already nothing… Shit.

★ I think we really have to live individually now.

The internet will be cut off soon.

Electricity too.

Water too.

Everyone, take a bathtub full of water,

Finally, I took a shower…

Let’s live if we can.

I want to live too…

I have to live so that my daughter can live too.

I have to survive…

Please support me, even if only in your heart.

People’s reactions changed a lot in one day.

Yesterday, there were some jokes and hopeful writings, and even though only a day had passed, the gallery almost had the atmosphere of a funeral home.

First of all, conveying the situation was more urgent than understanding the situation, so I skimmed through it and began to inform Nayoung of the facts.

“Now, do you see this list of posts?”

“…Yes.”

“Seoul is in trouble. Because of zombies. Anyone have any questions?”

It’s neat. It’s a perfect explanation.

“…So soon?”

“They say all modern firearms don’t work”

“That means…”

“It’s true that it doesn’t make sense, but is it reality? I don’t believe in God, but… I guess I’ll be punished by God.”

“Watch the video.”

I played the firearm experiment video I saw yesterday to Nayoung.

There was clearly a bullet inserted into the bullet case, but it only made a clicking sound and did not fire.

“… … .”

“If a zombie bites, it will infect you. Well, it’s common sense, so let’s skip it. Seoul’s population density was so high that it spread quickly. In an instant, it became chaos. This is it.”

“Then where is this place?”

“Gangwon-do.”

“Gangwon-do…?”

“Yes.”

“But thanks to me, you don’t have to worry about dying, right? Look at that wall~ Isn’t it reassuring?!”

“… … .”

He seemed embarrassed, so I noticed that he was dumbfounded and didn’t respond.

Nayoung glares at me as if I’m dumbfounded.

“Nayoung.”

“Yes?”

“Whether the world is crazy or normal, it doesn’t make any difference to you. You have to be dumb, bitch.”

“…Woof.”

“Okay, why do you want to be a jerk for the rest of your life? Are you saying you’re good at it?”

“Meow. I’ll do well…”

“I hope the world will be fine in a month, right?”

“… … .”

Nayoung, who only then realized the meaning of one month, lowered her head and began to shed tears.

I didn’t even think about stealing it with my sleeve and just stood there quietly.

madam. I thought I would be nice to him because I was afraid he might commit suicide.

I couldn’t bear it any longer and committed the crime.

I’m sure Sohyun will take care of it.

There is nothing I can do if I die.

… When I looked at his face, it seemed like he would be very disappointed.

Save me!! Save Sohyun!!!

“Go in and rest.”

“Oof…”

Unlike Nayoung, who seemed to have lost her temper, Aram did not seem to be very shocked.

“Do you think Aram is okay?”

“Maybe your mom has already passed away…?”

I don’t know what the cause is, but if something like this happened while surgery was scheduled… the outcome would probably have been obvious.

There is no way the hospitals in downtown Seoul are in good condition.

“…I guess so.”

“If possible, I wish my dad would die too.”

“Did you live together?”

“For now.”

… Was it only on the outside?

Every word Aram spoke contained deep-blue despair.

The real thing was not Nayoung, but Aram…

Tears flow from Aram’s eyes as if he is remembering his mother.

When I pulled its face and buried it in my arms, it quietly rested in my arms.

“…I’m sorry.”

“It’s okay.”

I thought if my mom died, it would be my fault. They seem to think it’s the zombies’ fault.

Are you wary of being instinctively hostile toward me?

Whatever it was, Aram was cute as he was quietly held in his arms.

“Oppa, eat!!!”

“uh~~”

Thump, thump.

Look at the knocking on the door asking for food.

I don’t fucking do business here!!!

Breakfast is a retort diet of warm beef stew and rice.

Considering the situation, this is a feast.

“Sohyun, if it’s okay, would you like to eat with Nayoung? I think he’ll be very depressed…”

“Yes! I understand!”

“Shall we eat too?”

“Yes.”

Aram picked up his rice with chopsticks and chewed it as if he was eating it.

If you starve yourself like that, you might lose all your breast meat.

Since I’m thin, if I get any thinner here, I’ll lose something.

It’s the heart.

Because I couldn’t let such a sad thing happen, I called Aram.

“Aram. Come here.”

“…Yes?”

Aram, who didn’t immediately understand what I said, stood there awkwardly, as if he was puzzled.

First of all, he came because he was told to come, but he didn’t seem to know what to do.

He tapped my knee, and then he seemed to understand what I meant.

“Ah…!” Then he got on top of me.

A posture where the legs are wide apart and facing each other.

As our crotches meet, a strange thought naturally comes to mind.

“No, I have to eat…”

“Ah…! Well, it’s the opposite…”

Even though Aram, who is 160cm tall, was placed on my lap, it wasn’t much of a hindrance.

Is it because I have long legs? It seems like he looks shorter when sitting.

He carefully scooped up a generous spoonful of rice wrapped in beef stew and put it in his mouth, and he took the rice I offered him and ate it.

It’s like feeding a baby…! cute!!!

“You eat well~”

“Well… I can eat it alone.”

As if my actions were burdensome, I took a bite and immediately tried to get up.

He wrapped his arms around his waist and held him.

“Eat everything and leave.”

“…Yes.”

I don’t know why, but it seemed like he was finding peace in my arms.

I am the absolute leader of this house.

It seems like he feels like I am protecting him.

If you leave it alone, you will only continue to have depressing thoughts.

Today, I will have to hold Aram close to me all day long.

Play around with your hands a bit.

I go into my room for a bit and play.

Oh, we have to kill zombies first, right?