episode_0574

“···Hello. This is Gosun, who will be in charge of escort for the time being. If you need anything or want to go somewhere, just let me know.”

“Ah, yes.”

Just by looking at the face, it is clear that someone has pushed his back.

As soon as I saw that face, I felt it right away.

Lu Bu is still suspicious of me, and Gosun is not just a escort, but in fact he is a man sent to keep an eye on me.

Well, I pushed as hard as I could, but the weight of the word amnesia is too heavy for me to believe what he said.

So perhaps they are trying to attach Gosun next to me under the pretense of guarding him, have him observe closely, and then decide whether or not to believe what I say based on that.

“Also… If you have any questions, feel free to ask at any time. Actually, the reason I took on the role of escort included that purpose to some extent.”

That’s probably why he talks like that.

If I were really faking memory loss, I would think that loopholes would inevitably be revealed as I spoke.

“Oh, I see…Then…may I ask what kind of relationship we had?”

“···Us?”

“Yes, seeing as he put Gosun next to me earlier, I wondered if we had a close relationship.”

“Uh, um…”

Just now, he said that if he had any questions, he could ask as many questions as he wanted, but I guess he never thought that he would be asked such deep questions right away.

Gosun, who was kneeling on a cushion that wasn’t uncomfortable for a moment after talking quietly, shook his head.

Her short black hair swayed and swayed with her movements.

“To be honest, it wasn’t a very close relationship. To begin with, not only was I not a sociable person, but we also did different things.”

“Ah… I see.”

“I think you can think of it as a relationship where you just bump into each other once in a while.”

Whoa, are you going to defend it like this?

“···But why are you writing that down?”

“Ah… You may already know this, but the truth is, I have no memory of the situation before I fell.”

“I heard that. From what I heard, it is said that although it is not common, it does happen sometimes.”

“The lawmaker who examined my body said that the cause of the problem was a large impact to my head and a fall from a horse… Anyway, I don’t remember anything, so I was worried that I might be rude to others. .”

So, I try to prevent such situations as much as possible by recording newly discovered facts from time to time.

Gosun’s expression became slightly ambiguous at my explanation.

How can I say that it was a look that seemed to be looking at something pitiful and pitiful.

Well, the fact that Go-sun doesn’t completely trust my claims of memory loss may not be any different, but if it is true that I have truly lost my existing memories, then from Go-soon’s perspective, I have suddenly started living as a completely different person. Because it’s no different.

Of course, I can’t help but feel sorry.

“Well… it’s a good thing to work hard no matter what.”

“Thank you for your understanding.”

“By the way… Is there a place you want to go or something like that?”

It’s only been a day since I came to my senses, but wasn’t it frustrating to stay in my room for so long?

So, if there is a place you want to go, please tell me.

Questions like that poured out of Gosun’s mouth.

At first glance, these remarks seem to be carefully examining my position.

But when I saw it, it was clearly a trap.

From their point of view, who still do not trust my words 100%, the easiest way to prove that I am actually lying would be to catch me when I try to run away.

So… if I accept that offer, wouldn’t he at first stick by my side as if he were sent as an escort, and then at some point he would make an appropriate excuse and leave for a while?

And then I’ll hide myself somewhere and observe how I act when I’m left alone.

In a dark way.

‘It wouldn’t be a bad idea to use that plan in reverse and increase the level of trust even more than now…’

The problem was my physical condition.

I don’t know what happened while I was running automatic hunting through self-hypnosis, but my body was not healthy at all.

Of course, the condition of the head was the most serious.

I guess they hit me on the back of the head with a rock or something, but the wound was so big and deep that I couldn’t sleep while lying down.

The moment I lay down with my head on the bed, I wonder if I can sleep when tremendous pain rushes through my body.

So last night, for the first time in my life, I had no choice but to lie down and sleep.

If the back of your head is a problem, shouldn’t you just sleep on your side?

It’s not that I haven’t tried that method.

As soon as I realized that I could not sleep on my back like usual due to the wound on the back of my head, I immediately tried to sleep on my side.

I somehow managed to fall asleep.

Unfortunately, I don’t have very good sleeping habits, so I kept tossing and turning while I was sleeping, and eventually the back of my head fell into bed again, and as soon as I could kiss him, I woke up with tremendous pain.

After that, I quietly laid down on my stomach and went to sleep.

Of course, it was easier said than done.

First of all, lying down and trying to sleep is something I’m not used to, so the position felt strangely uncomfortable, so not only did it take me a long time to fall asleep… but somehow, when I woke up, my back was in trouble.

It wasn’t to the point where I couldn’t get out of bed, but I should say it was a time when I learned why people sleep lying down most of the time.

What kind of person is going out when I’m so exhausted that I can’t even sleep right now?

Frustration is something you can only feel when your body is in good health, but to be honest, I was in a more urgent need of recovery right now.

‘Fortunately, investing in my body’s endurance through the app may have had an effect on things like recovery, but I am healing much faster than I expected…’

Still, it seemed like it would take at least a few weeks for it to heal completely.

“If possible, I would like to try something like a walk… but unfortunately, my body is not fit.”

“Ah, like that…”

“I think I will have to stay in my room until my physical condition improves.”

“Okay. Then, I will be waiting outside your room so that you can rest comfortably. If anything happens, please call me through the maids or servants.”

“Yes.”

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“So, what do you think?”

“What do you mean?”

“No, I was wondering what it was like after observing it for a day.”

“No matter how I slept, there was nothing special.”

“Nothing happened?”

“Yes, he seemed to be in very poor health, and he didn’t want to get out of bed.”

“Ah… Wow, really?”

I definitely hit him a little hard.

But she also had something to say.

At the time, it seemed like it wouldn’t be effective at all if I didn’t hit it that hard because it was so wild, like a person who had lost all sense of reason.

“Was there anything else strange?”

“What’s strange?”

“Well…you know. It seems like he’s watching me in a strange way…”

“Well, not really?”

“Okay…?”

Have you really lost your memories?

The doctor also said that although it is not common, it does happen occasionally, and considering the condition at the time of the first examination, he said that there was a good possibility, so I think it could really be the case.

Should I say that the situation itself felt so complicated that I didn’t readily have faith in it?

It must have been a moment when I was thinking the same thing in my mind.

“By the way, General.”

“···Hmm?”

“Is this something you really have to do?”

“Do you really have to do it?”

“No… Looking at it, I don’t think my personality is that bad, but trying to deceive someone like that makes me feel a bit…”

“So? Tell me the truth right now? After already giving it a name?”

It’s obvious that the moment that happens, you’ll truly despise this side, but why?

This is a possibility that I found after a long time.

It might be a unique possibility, but I couldn’t miss it just for that reason.

At least that was her position.

“No… Then what are you going to do if that man regains his memories later? ”

It’s true that you’ve lost your memories, and what if you get them back later?

“Well, I’ll have to think about it then.”

To be honest… I didn’t think it would be that bad.

The moment that happens, I will attack her with as much sincerity as the betrayal I felt.

Just like he did with Seoyoung before.