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    “… What are you talking about all of a sudden?”

    Sohee was taken aback by what Sihyuk just said, but she spoke as calmly as possible.

    As expected from an actor, one thing was certain.

    If Shi-hyuk had been just a little more naive, he might have been fooled by her acting.

    But he was not a naive fool, he was a son who realized many truths.

    Shihyuk continued speaking as if he was sure of it despite Sohee’s acting.

    “Just looking at the expression, it doesn’t seem real.”

    “Why did you suddenly say such a strange thing?”

    Su-ah stubbornly acted as if she really didn’t know.

    Shihyuk, who was laughing while watching her acting, said briefly.

    “’My Love Kim Eun-bi’ Was that the title of that photo?”

    “… !”

    “I’ve heard that name somewhere before, so I wondered who it was. But it just came to mind.”

    The name engraved on the grave of my biological mother, which I visit once a year.

    “Kim Eun-bi. She’s my mom.”

    Sihyuk smiled as if he knew everything and then drank his can of beer.

    The new mother, Sohee, who had been pretending to be calm, showed a huge change in her expression.

    “That, that’s… .”

    “Oh, you might be wondering how I knew, so I’ll tell you. I saw it on my mom’s phone.”

    When I told her that I had seen solid evidence, Sohee bit her lip hard, realizing that she had nowhere else to turn.

    Sohee, who had been silent for a while, slowly opened her mouth.

    “… That’s right, I dated your mom.”

    -bang!

    “Then!!”

    As soon as he heard Sohee’s confession, Sihyuk stood up and hit the table hard, getting angry at Sohee for the first time in his life.

    “I wasn’t raised as a son, but as a replacement for the woman I loved?!”

    “No! That can’t be…!”

    Sohee shouted as if she was being treated unfairly.

    But Sihyuk couldn’t believe her expression.

    Shihyuk also knows her great acting skills.

    “The times when you would look at me with a longing expression, compliment me on my pretty eyes, and tell me you loved me, was it because of Mom?”

    “I said no… !”

    Sohee also got up and followed Sihyuk.

    And then she went straight to him and hugged him tightly.

    “I always thought of you as my son! I dated Eunbi for a short time, and I’m straight now. After breaking up with Eunbi, we were friends, but because of an accident, I adopted you! Please believe me… !”

    “… Look into my eyes and tell me.”

    Sohee held Sihyuk’s face and met his eyes.

    And he spoke solemnly and with a serious voice.

    “I bet everything on you, I think of you as my son. I don’t just think of you, I truly think of you as such. Not as the son of my friend Eunbi, but as my son.”

    Even though they met eyes at such close range, Shihyuk couldn’t believe her.

    For the first time in my life, I regretted the fact that Sohee’s job was to be an actress.

    The moment he found that photo on Sohee’s phone a few days ago, Sihyuk’s heart felt like it was going to break.

    I was so angry and scared at the same time that the girl I had a crush on might be seeing someone else.

    It felt like my girlfriend was seeing her ex-boyfriend who had broken up with her.

    He wanted to believe Sohee’s words. He really wanted to believe them.

    But… I couldn’t believe it.

    Because she just lied and said she was ‘straight’.

    How can you trust a woman who lies with such sincerity in her expression?

    Before he knew it, tears fell from Sihyuk’s eyes.

    He was afraid that the woman he loved might not even be interested in him.

    -pat pat

    Sohee patted Sihyuk’s back as he cried, with a warm hand like a real mother.

    “… Maybe it’s weird that I don’t know the gratitude and get angry when I raised an orphan who had no place to go.”

    “No, it was a misunderstanding that was enough to make me angry. But you are the child I gave birth to in my heart. I have never once missed Eunbi as a friend, not as a former lover, when I saw you. Because I don’t love women anymore.”

    Really?

    really?

    however….

    “Mom, you’re still a lesbian.”

    Sohee, who had been patting Sihyuk on the back, stopped moving.

    “… What is that-”

    “I know everything.”

    You see, lesbian porn.

    Sohee’s eyes opened wide.

    Shihyuk gave her an additional blow as she tried to say no.

    “Why did you lie?”

    “… .”

    Shihyuk’s voice was trembling. He was angry and sad at the same time.

    “If there are no lesbian porn on your phone, I’ll believe you. If there are no porn videos that your mom bought you with money, I’ll believe you.”

    Sohee closed her eyes tightly.

    Her son knew everything.

    Why did you look at your phone? That wasn’t the issue anymore.

    No excuses came to mind, and it seemed like even if I apologized, I wouldn’t be forgiven.

    “Do you know what would happen if someone found out you had that kind of footage?”

    “I know… .”

    If she were caught watching lesbian porn, she would be taken straight to a reeducation facility.

    Especially if they commit a crime related to sex, they are merciless regardless of whether they are a celebrity or not.

    ‘After being brainwashed in the facility, you will marry a man you don’t love, become pregnant with an unwanted child, and give birth to him.’

    And the children will suffer greatly.

    She knows that too, but she still buys the footage periodically.

    “My mom was taken to a reeducation facility, and my siblings and I were left behind, and we were going to get cursed at a lot. From then on, normal life was impossible. Especially since my mom was a famous actress.”

    You’ll probably get kicked out of the academy, your personal information will be leaked all over the internet, and people will always gossip about you when you go to the convenience store and avoid you.

    Maybe someone threw a rock and broke the window of your house, making it difficult to get out of the house.

    “… I’ll stop now. I’ll delete all the videos, I’ll stop buying them, and I’ll never watch those videos again.”

    “What would change if I did that?”

    Sohee shut her mouth at Sihyuk’s sharp words.

    “Mom, you’ve already lost my trust. Did you really love me in the first place?”

    “I’m serious about that. Please believe me.”

    Sohee said, looking up at her son who was a head taller than her.

    Then I made eye contact with Sihyuk.

    Unlike Su-ah, who has blue eyes like herself, Shi-hyeok’s eyes are black, as dark as darkness.

    When Sohee saw those eyes, she instinctively thought of a woman.

    She was always smiling, witty, and lovely.

    Eunbi, with her sparkling eyes, flowing hair, and bright smile.

    She, who had black eyes just like Shihyuk, envied Sohee’s blue eyes.

    On the other hand, Sohee liked Eunbi’s eyes.

    Sometimes it looked like a beautiful night sky, and other times it looked like a tunnel with no end in sight.

    There was a time when we would just make eye contact and laugh and be happy.

    When we lay in bed and made eye contact, I forgot everything else as if we were the only two people in the world.

    Eunbi is an incredibly special, precious, and beloved woman.

    Sohee desperately missed that time that would never come back.

    Ah… I’m sorry, I’m sorry, Eunbi. It’s all my fault… .

    Shihyuk saw Sohee’s eyes become longing and blank.

    He was convinced that Sohee was projecting someone other than himself.

    Perhaps it was his mother, Eunbi.

    When Sihyuk looked into Sohee’s eyes, his anger boiled over.

    He opened his mouth, suppressing his anger.

    “Did you love me a lot?”

    “… Huh, huh?”

    Sohee now realized that she was thinking of Eunbi when she saw Shihyuk and that Shihyuk noticed it.

    She was so sorry that she couldn’t open her mouth and just mumbled.

    “I loved you so much… .”

    Shihyuk muttered as if he was lamenting.

    And then… I kissed Sohee.

    -Sigh

    Sohee, who was drunk, was so flustered by Sihyuk’s sudden kiss that she couldn’t even react properly.

    While Sohee was doing nothing, Sihyuk put his tongue past the lips he had been licking and into her mouth.

    He sucked the mouth of the woman who had been calling him “mom” while making lewd sounds and pouring a lot of saliva with his tongue that had been thrust in.

    “Whew, huh, what, stop…! Thud, slurp…!”

    Sohee came to her senses only after their tongues touched and tried to end the kiss by pushing Sihyuk away.

    But it was simply impossible with her weak strength.

    Shihyuk held the back of Sohee’s head with one hand and hugged her waist with the other to prevent her from running away.

    As expected of a woman who takes good care of herself, her thin waist trembled and flinched as the kiss continued.

    Sohee’s eyes widened in surprise at her son’s forced kiss.

    And then she met Shihyuk’s eyes with those wide eyes.

    Shihyuk’s eyes were burning differently than before.

    At that moment, all the strength left Sohee’s body.

    Shihyuk’s eyes were exactly like the person she treasured the most.

    Sohee’s vision became blurred as if the past and present had merged.

    Shihyuk exuded primal desire with beautiful eyes like that person.

    Sohee was so driven by a spine-chilling desire that she unconsciously allowed Sihyuk to enter her mouth.

    It was a very sudden and impulsive decision.

    He swallowed his son’s spit and passed it on to his son.

    Her heart fluttered at the manly gesture of wrapping his arms around her waist, and her lower stomach quivered at the feeling of her son’s tongue swirling around hers.

    While saying that it shouldn’t be like this, Sohee was already hugging Sihyuk’s waist.

    As Sohee actively came forward, Sihyuk lowered the hand that had been wrapped around his waist and grabbed Sohee’s butt.

    She felt like she shared a heartbeat with her son and that she had found something she had lost.

    Sohee realized this while clicking her tongue.

    The fact that he can’t escape from this kiss.

    And… the fact that I don’t want to leave.

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