episode_0018

Even the most mentally exhausted hikikomori could not resist the one thing among the necessities of life: food.

Even people who are thinking about dying want to avoid starving to death.

That’s why I take full advantage of that gap.

I was thinking of narrowing the distance between me and Choi Yoon-ha with food.

Choi Yoon-ha herself was completely unaware of my intentions.

“I. Okay. Okay… … .”

Just open your eyes wide.

But, with shame and the thought of being a nuisance, they just want to reject me.

The more I thought about it, the more I approached her and said,

“I’ll let you go when you get a little healthier. Until then, Choi Yoon-ha is just like a baby to me.”

Dalgrak-.

I put the tray on my lap.

She tucked her side hair behind her ear with one hand.

“… … .”

Choi Yoon-ha was once again taken aback by that graceful gesture.

Then again, I doubt if I am a woman or a man.

To be exact, it was a look that made him think she was a woman.

But the driver’s license I showed you included English.

Because of that, I couldn’t completely believe it, and I felt a mixture of doubt and questioning, so I didn’t feel much resistance to the situation, but rather curiosity.

That made me approachable to her.

“Okay. Ah… should I do that?”

“Ugh. Ugh. Ah… … .”

Surprisingly, when they grow up, they act like this to their parents.

It is difficult to rely on it blindly.

Rather, because it’s the first time I’ve seen you today.

It was possible to show one’s weaknesses even more nonchalantly.

Dalgrak-.

“Is it delicious?”

“… … Yes.”

And when one of the three major human desires, appetite, is satisfied, the mind and body naturally become somewhat affluent.

“Thank goodness.”

“… … .”

“Eat as much as you want. Have a bite of soybean paste stew here.”

“Ah. I… … um.”

Still feeling embarrassed and sorry.

After a long time, Choi Yun-ha started putting proper food in her mouth, so she couldn’t resist and finished all the kimchi fried rice and soybean paste stew she had prepared in advance.

actually.

I deliberately prepared just enough for her to empty out.

“I ate it all.”

“Ah… .”

“Well done.”

Because for this.

Myself.

To make people think that they still have a strong will to live by seeing that they, who had wanted to die, ended up consuming all the food.

“Then that’s it.”

“… ?”

He said with a grin.

“Should I wash up?”

“… … !”

“Don’t worry. I’ll just wash your hair, face, neck, and feet while you’re still dressed.”

“Ah. I. That… … .”

Even though I may be a man, I said I would wash her.

Choi Yoon-ha didn’t feel any fear from me at all.

The blushing face and the trembling of the skinny body were the reactions of an embarrassed person.

I guess we’ve become a little closer.

To begin with, Choi Yoon-ha’s trauma was from being raped.

It wasn’t that I had any aversion to being washed gently.

I don’t know if it would be different if it was a man who touched it.

and.

“Let’s check it again with something like this.”

“… … !”

“There are some differences between men and women in how they wash, right?”

“… … Yes.”

This time too, I was able to easily get permission by stimulating Choi Yoon-ha’s curiosity.

[Use the skill ‘Bath Attendant’.]

[Effect: Become a pro at bathing.]

Honestly, even without this skill.

‘Whoaaah! Hyunwoo. What if this guy comes in with a water bomb!’

‘Heeheehee!’

When I was young, I went to the bathhouse with my three older sisters.

Even if that weren’t the case, I didn’t mind washing a woman’s body, considering that we used to bathe together at home.

“Feet first.”

“Ugh. Ugh… .”

Let’s carefully touch the feet, which have no flesh and the bones are visible, and move them to the basin where we had previously filled it with warm water.

Choi Yoon-ha was at a loss, constantly trembling.

“… Heh. Heh. Heh.”

Shudder-.

Throb. Throb-.

It was a lewd movement accompanied by lewd moans.

I wasn’t shaken at all.

I just did my best to wash her feet thoroughly, mindful of Choi Yoon-ha’s gaze as she looked down at me from above.

With the utmost delicate touch.

“Next, wash your hands.”

“… … .”

I took out a cute teddy bear face band and put it on her forehead.

And she washed my face like a mother would wash her daughter.

“Next is the head.”

“Yes. Yes… .”

I try to make sure that she is not burdened as much as possible.

They even brought a chair so I could lie back against the sink and had my hair washed like at a hair salon.

“Haaa… … .”

Choi Yoon-ha’s breath escaped from her mouth naturally because she was so comfortable.

Because, on top of his already outstanding skills, he also has the power of the useless skill of ‘bath-attending’.

It must have been an overwhelming force for an ordinary person to experience.

no.

In the first place, it feels really good when someone washes your hair at a beauty salon.

Originally, it felt much better when someone else washed my hair.

Sack. Sack-.

Bubble bubble-.

“Guest. How are you feeling?”

“Okay… Okay.”

But small.

Looking at Choi Yoon-ha, who was smiling, I smiled back and washed her hair with delicate yet considerate hands, trying my best to make sure she didn’t have to worry about her own hair.

While doing so, he secretly washed the nape of his neck, which had turned completely black.

Because it’s really so fragile.

It was in a condition where it seemed like it would break even with just a little force.

Wooo-.

Woohoo-.

I asked her while drying her hair with a gentle breeze from the dryer.

“How was it? Did you hear that I was a man?”

“Ugh. Ugh. I. All… at all.”

Only after washing up did Choi Yoon-ha realize belatedly why she had entrusted her body to me when she was so defenseless, and she didn’t know what to do.

“I. I don’t think a man could do this well.”

“Huh. Then I guess I’ll have to try to check a little more later. Like I said before. I’m a guy. ”

“Wow. Wow. Wow. I can’t believe it… .”

Choi Yoon-ha was fidgeting with her fingers together without realizing it.

The moment I saw that, I turned off the hair dryer.

“I’m sorry… Ugh.”

“Sorry, that’s enough. Something else.”

“… Thank you… very much.”

I chuckled and patted her head.

“Well done.”

Treating someone like a baby.

If you were a normal adult, you might actually feel bad about it. Furthermore, many women don’t like having their heads stroked as much as you might think.

but.

To Choi Yoon-ha right now, this kind of small warmth felt incredibly great.

“Ah. Hehe.”

“After washing, you should change your clothes. Right. I guess I should change all my underwear too. This. Is this what you like?”

“… … !”

I’m more of a match underwear person.

When I handed her a bra and panties that were comfortable to wear at home, along with the teddy bear pajamas that I had prepared in advance, Choi Yoon-ha’s face turned bright red.

“Huh. If I wasn’t a guy, I would’ve dressed you all up. Do you think you could dress yourself?”

“… … .”

As I say that, I get up carefully.

Hug-.

Choi Yoon-ha, who had grabbed my collar, spoke with trembling eyes and sobbing.

“… … Please put this on. I think it will be okay if it’s you… ”

If it is an addiction, then it can be called an addiction.

In a way, I guess I want to make it clear that I am a man.

If I hadn’t been cross-dressing, I would never have done it this quickly.

I wouldn’t have been able to get close to Choi Yoon-ha like this again.

“Yeah. Okay.”

I patted Choi Yoon-ha’s head again and went to her room to undress her.

“… … .”

and.

The moment when Choi Yoon-ha’s naked body is slowly revealed.

When I bowed my head slightly.

I felt a tremendous gaze from above.

I deliberately did not raise my head.

“… … .”

If you look up now.

Because there will be Choi Yoon-ha with a more sinister expression than I imagined.

It was shocking even to me.

It was definitely a face you would see in a horror movie.

That’s why I’m so calm and composed.

Swish. He put her panties on and skillfully put her bra on too.

“… … Of course… there’s no way my sister… would… have a boyfriend. Ah.”

“Still far?”

Choi Yoon-ha flinched in surprise and yawned without realizing it.

“Ahhh. Huh.”

“Even though you slept earlier. You must still be very tired. I think it would be better to sleep a little more. I ate, washed, and changed clothes, so I can sleep better this time.”

“… … .”

Choi Yoon-ha, who was forced to lie down on the bed, looked at me with trembling eyes.

“Don’t worry too much. I’ve decided to stay here for a while starting today.”

“Ah… … Yes.”

I sang a lullaby to Choi Yoon-ha, patting her hand, which had become much softer than when we first met.

-♬♪♬♪

Choi Yoon-ha, who was very tired, fell asleep against her will shortly after.

Squeak. Boom.

I carefully closed the door to her room and left.

“After… !”

And today, for the first time, I took a deep breath filled with emotion.

[Thank you for your hard work.]

“Yeah.”

To be honest, it was definitely not easy.

If it weren’t for me, no one else would be able to do this.

Even I, who has three older sisters and has had a variety of experiences, was already so tired that my eyelids began to feel heavy.

“Ouch.”

But for the first day, the results weren’t bad.

The distance has already narrowed considerably.

I’ll keep doing this over and over again for a while to make Yoon Ha Choi lose her guard against me as much as possible.

After making her body itself healthy.

All I had to do was to overcome my trauma by proving that I was a man and gradually establish a lifestyle that was closer to normal.

“But that doesn’t mean you should become too obsessed or dependent on me.”

Even if you say it like this.

I think a certain degree of obsession and dependence is inevitable.

In the name of minimizing that.

“Is this a school?”

“Yeah. I have class on Monday.”

“… Yes. Sister. Uh… I can’t help it. Oh. Rather, I feel like I depend too much on you, Sister… I’m sorry.”

“No. See you later.”

Because there’s nothing I can do on days when I have classes.

And today was the day when I could actively heal from the stress I had been feeling while taking care of Choi Yoon-ha.

because.

[Gayeon University]

“I will call your attendance. Kim Hyun-woo.”

“Yes.”

The professor flinched.

“Kim Hyun-woo?”

“Yes.”

“By any chance, Mr. Kim Hyun-woo, do you have twin siblings?”

“No. If you mean Kim Hyun-woo who came last week, then it’s me.”

“Ouch.”

The professor furrowed his brow.

“Is it time to retire?”

Why?

I looked to my right, chuckling and smiling.

There, Han Chae-yeon was seen, trembling but holding back.

At least I got a promise that I wouldn’t have to cross-dress to school while I was taking care of Choi Yoon-ha.

That’s not all.

‘Hehehe. I’m finally getting to hug Han Chae-yeon like this.’

Han Chae-yeon decided to go on a date with me without cross-dressing.

of course.

This was also a means to treat Choi Yoon-ha.

“Let’s stop here for today. Hmm.”

After the professor’s lecture ended, he kept frowning at me until the very end.

I approached Han Chae-yeon and held out my hand.

“Shall we go?”

Han Chae-yeon looked at my hand for a moment and then puffed out her cheeks a few times.

I let out a small sigh.

“Yeah. But. Remember? I like you, after all! This is for Yoon-ha, after all!”

no…….

That’s me.