episode_0132

“Sigh…sob…sob..”

Late at night.

A place where the bright light of the full moon beautifully illuminates the riverside.

This place offers a charming sight that will touch anyone’s emotions.

Two beautiful women were exploring each other’s mouths.

“Sigh…sob…sob..”

I could feel Lily’s warmth on our skin as it touched.

In my mouth, her tongue was running wild.

As if they were greeting each other again after a few years.

Lily’s tongue was entangled with mine like a snake, as if it wouldn’t let me go.

The strange sounds of saliva mixing and tongues tangling spread through the forest.

Before I knew it, Lily was completely wrapped around me. Her warmth was transmitted to me from head to toe.

And through our touching chests, even her racing heartbeat is transmitted.

Everything was being conveyed to me so clearly.

Churp- chuup-

How much time has passed?

Our saliva mixes so well that I can’t tell if the saliva coming out of my mouth is Lily’s or mine.

At the moment when I was about to suffocate due to my breathing becoming increasingly rapid.

Only then did Lily take her face away from my mouth.

“Haa…haak…haa..”

As air began to flow back into my mouth, I took a sharp breath and began to regain my composure.

When I opened my eyes a little later, Lily was looking at me with a strange expression that I couldn’t tell if it was happy or sad.

“…..Sister.”

“Lily..”

I wanted to get up and face her, but Lily held me tightly with both arms, preventing me from moving.

As if to say that there is no escape.

“….Why did you abandon me?”

A voice full of suppressed emotions came out of her mouth, and I was startled and answered her right away.

“I didn’t… throw you away..!! I.. I you..”

“Lies….You promised to come see me..You said you would definitely come see me..”

“Lily… I.”

A tear ran down Lily’s cheek and landed on my forehead.

“How did I live during the three years without my sister…”

“Lily… Liya…”

“I saw it…but I pretended not to know….”

That’s not it, Lily.

I didn’t know.

You’re such a bright and lovely child. I thought you’d be happy and make friends without me.

I never abandoned you.

I was also very miserable without you by my side.

There were so many things I wanted to tell her.

But Lily didn’t even wait for my answer. She continued talking.

“I thought it would be okay no matter what happened now. I thought I should do as I please….”

As Lily gripped my body tightly, I felt a sharp pain.

But I was so focused on Lily that I didn’t even feel any pain.

“But..”

Another drop of Lily’s tear fell down my cheek.

I also looked at her with moist eyes.

“But…saying you want to see me with that kind of expression…isn’t that cheating…”

“….Lily.”

When I looked at her face, I felt a sharp pang of guilt stab me deep inside.

….I know.

It’s all my fault.

I made all sorts of excuses for not going to see Lily.

I know.

The truth is that I was just a coward. Nothing more, nothing less.

I’m just afraid of getting hurt. I imagine Lily is doing fine.

In the end, I ended up causing her so much sadness.

Just out of fear.

I ended up making Lily cry.

‘…..Pathetic. Stupid.’

Didn’t you say you would make Lily happy?

Didn’t you say you’d try to make her smile all the time?

But what is this?

Hera, what on earth have you done?

‘We need to fix this from now on.’

I reached out my hand and placed it on Lily’s cheek.

Then Lily opened her eyes wide for a moment, placed her hand on mine, and stroked her own cheek.

“Lily, can you trust me one more time?”

“…….”

I won’t act like a coward anymore.

Even if I am lacking and Lily ignores me. Even if I am despised. Even if I am hurt because of it.

I will never avoid Lily again.

Until Lily kicked me out.

I will stick by her side persistently and make her happy.

The happiness of the people I love. That is the driving force and reason why I live in this world.

“I will never… ever turn my back on you again.”

I looked at Lily with a deep determination in my heart and said:

As if my intentions had been conveyed, Lily’s pupils began to shake.

“…Don’t…lie…”

“I’m not lying, Lily. Trust me just this once.”

I held her hand tightly and looked at Lily clearly with longing eyes.

Some time passed like that.

“…….That’s foul play.”

Lily muttered in a small voice. Soon, she released the grip on my body that was so tight.

I wonder if my sincerity was conveyed.

Eventually, she was able to break down her walls.

Lily wiped her tears and hugged me tightly with that lovely smile she had always had.

“…..Let’s sleep together today, sis.”

I smiled in relief at the return of the pretty Lily I had known before and patted her head.

“….Yeah.”

And so the reunion with Lily.

Only after both sides shed tears did the curtain finally come down.

* * *

Ugh….

“…..Lily. But aren’t you too attached..”

“Didn’t we sleep together like this before?”

“Um…that’s true, but…”

….I don’t think I’ll be able to sleep like this.

Early morning.

I took Lily’s hand and walked towards her room.

Should we really call him a warrior?

Lily’s room was incomparably larger than my room, and was decorated extravagantly.

And a large bed to match.

But despite the vast space.

Lily was completely pressed against my body, holding me tightly as if she would never let me go.

‘…It’s a little uncomfortable..’

Of course, I used to sleep like this often too…

Lily has grown a lot since then…

Above all, knowing Lily’s feelings for me, I couldn’t help but approach her in a rather embarrassing manner.

“…Lily. Do you really love your sister..?”

“Yes.”

Lily’s answer comes back immediately.

I was slightly taken aback by her answer, which was so clear.

“That..That’s right.. not loving as family.. but as a lover-”

“I love you. I want to marry you. I want to take you as my bride and touch you, lick you, eat you… no. I want to mix our bodies.”

“Huh…Huh?”

My pupils began to tremble at her declaration.

Mom… mixing bodies…

It was so shocking that I couldn’t believe that those words came from Lily, who I always thought was so innocent.

“Li..Lily. You’re still a student..-”

“Yes, I know. That’s why I’m holding on to it like this.”

‘Is this what you were referring to?’

But Lily’s eyes, as she spoke like that, were burning intensely, as if she was holding back a truly deep desire.

Lily…really me…

You really love me with your heart.

I didn’t notice it at all.

‘Am I…the type that lacks common sense..?’

Athena too, and Lily too.

He said he loved me as a man, but I didn’t notice at all.

‘No, but it’s unfair…!’

In the novel, Athena and Lily were not set up as homosexual characters.

They clearly had feelings for the man.

Lily has shown herself to be obsessed with Robin, and Athena has also shown herself to be quite interested in Robin.

How could I possibly think that those women, breaking through the thick wall of homosexuality, would like me, a woman like me?

It was an idea that I had naturally ruled out.

Actually, I couldn’t quite understand why it happened like this.

‘…What did I do to make you like me..?’

No matter how much I think about it, I still don’t get it-

licking-

“Hyat?!”

A high-pitched groan escaped my lips reflexively at the sudden, alien sensation in my throat.

I turned around in surprise and saw Lily licking the back of my neck lecherously.

“Li…Lily?”

“Why?”

I looked at Lily as if demanding an explanation, but she just looked at me as if nothing had happened.

“I told you to do it before.”

“That…”

Well… that’s true, but…

That wasn’t a wrong statement.

When I was with her at Drax before, Lily would often do this kind of skinship with me.

At first, it was so hard to accept, but as time went on, I started to get used to her behavior.

But now, things feel a little different than they did then.

While I was thinking deeply about what that might be.

An idea began to form in my head.

“Li..Lily.”

“Yes, sister.”

I asked Lily with a trembling voice, tilting her head as she answered.

“That…that…that’s what I said women can do together..”

“……”

“Is that really how it was originally..? You didn’t lie because you wanted to touch me, did you..?”

I was dumbfounded even after asking.

It was an absurd assumption.

It’s so embarrassing to ask you directly like this.

There’s no way innocent and kind Lily would do that.

It was just a sudden assumption that I had made because Lily said she liked me as a man.

‘I asked for nothing.’

Lily was just teaching me common sense-

“No, Lily. It was my fault-”

“I got caught.”

After Lily finished speaking.

For several tens of seconds.

There was no exchange of words between us.

Only a cold silence covered the space between us.

….uh?

Her words felt like a powerful blow to my brain.

Like that, 10 seconds. 20 seconds.

The words that finally came out of my mouth after being silent for a while.

“…….eh?

It was just a thin, weak voice, as if it were coming from a deflated balloon doll.