episode_0075

Dragons have no sexual desire. It’s a given.

If you ask why, it’s pretty simple.

They do not leave offspring, so there could not have been a sexual desire for procreation.

Although the tail is said to be sensitive, it is only a characteristic of the body part and does not emit sexual desire separately.

That’s why even though they are beings close to omniscience, they said they don’t know much about sex.

maybe.

“What..what did you say..?”

“Do it with Marie too.”

Mari, with her eyes shining, wants to make love with Athena like we did at night.

I was dumbfounded by her words, like a cuckoo struck by lightning.

‘Marie… me… with me..?’

I was quite shocked by her words.

Hmm… was Marie looking at me as a sexual object too?

My mind became even more confused by thoughts I could never have imagined.

Perhaps because it had not been long since he had confessed to Athena, whom he had thought of as family, absurd thoughts were surfacing in his mind.

All sorts of sinister fantasies came to mind at Marie’s words.

I shook my head vigorously to shake off the thoughts.

It’s not just anyone. It’s a mother and daughter having sex.

It was an immoral act that would not be strange to receive divine punishment. Even thinking like this would make me unworthy of being called a mother.

For a long time, I tried to figure out Marie’s intentions again.

I was able to discover something strange.

Athena had clearly stated that dragons had no sexual desire.

But I couldn’t understand why I had such a desire for myself.

Is it just simple curiosity?

…or maybe?

“Ma..Mariya. Do you know what that is?”

“Yeah! That’s what people in love do!”

When I heard her answer, my doubts turned into certainty.

It seemed like Marie had misunderstood.

She thought that Athena and I’s nightly antics were an expression of love.

It’s not wrong.

But the problem was that the love Marie spoke of and the love I thought of were different.

I love Marie too, but my love for her is distinctly different from the love I have for Athena.

It was just a mother’s love for her daughter. It was definitely not a lover’s feeling.

However, in Marie’s eyes, Athena’s love and her own love must have seemed the same.

Because the dragon tribe cannot discern the fine details of human hearts.

That’s probably why he said he wanted to do it too.

It’s not that you have a sexual desire for me.

Because of the desire to prove that the relationship was one of love.

I felt reassured.

Well then, that’s right.

There was no way Marie was looking at me sexually.

My lovely daughter, you know.

I took a deep breath and held Marie’s hands tightly.

“Mom..?”

He looks at me with his cheeks flushed, wondering what he is expecting.

Marie still lacks knowledge about love.

It may be a bit presumptuous, but I felt like it was time to give my daughter some sex education.

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Some time later,

“Sigh…”

I sighed deeply, fiddling with my fork.

Now I was in the dining room of the mansion.

Originally, I would have come with Marie, but Marie was in a really bad mood right now, so I had no choice but to come alone.

I explained to Marie in detail about family love and love between lovers.

He explained to her one by one what it was and how it was different. He said that the scene that Marie saw that night was an expression of love shared between lovers.

So in conclusion, I said I couldn’t do it with Marie.

When Marie heard those words, she looked as if she had lost the world.

“…Then I want to be your mom’s lover too!”

“Ah..No, Maria. Aren’t we family..?”

“Why? Why not family?”

“Huh…? Well…of course it is..?”

“I don’t like it..!! Marie will eat her mother’s naked body too..!!”

“Ma Maria?!! You shouldn’t say that to your mom..!”

“….I hate you, Mom.”

“Ugh..”

Thinking back to that time, my head started hurting again.

I never knew raising a daughter would be this difficult. Even teaching her common sense was harder than I imagined, since she was a different race.

Another sigh escaped my mouth without me knowing.

In order to maintain an ideal mother-daughter relationship, it seemed necessary to slowly introduce Marie to the love of family for the time being.

She was clearly a pretty and kind daughter, but how did she end up like this?

“…It was my fault for getting caught in the first place..”

The reason why Marie suddenly changed.

That must be because Athena and I mingled.

When I thought about it that way, I was speechless. How shocking it must have been for Marie to see such a sight at such a young age.

Although I felt a bit wronged, I was still certain that it was my fault.

‘..you can do it Hera.’

Didn’t you decide to be a good mother?

It’s still too early to feel guilty.

Although I have now rejected Marie and made her sad, as time goes by, Marie will surely come to understand how beautiful the love between family members is.

When that time comes, wouldn’t she be able to change from being a grumpy mother like she is now to being a true guardian of Marie?

I made a firm resolution, imagining Marie running towards me with a bright smile one day.

‘Just wait, Marie. I’ll be sure to be a good mother!’

Of course, I had no idea.

While I was making this promise.

In my dark room, Marie must also be making a deep commitment.

Inside the writhing blanket. A pair of blue eyes shining menacingly in the pitch-black darkness.

“..rejected me..Mom Marie…..”

The little girl was in an empty room, muttering to herself over and over again.

“Marie doesn’t know anymore..It’s Mom’s fault….It’s Mom’s fault..”

Should I change the ingredients of the medicine I’m giving her a little? Or should I gradually acclimate her body while she sleeps?

He had already learned all the knowledge about taming beasts. He was more than qualified to be his mother’s master now.

‘….It’s okay. I can endure it. I’ll wait.’

I wanted to share with my mom the thoughts that came to my mind right away, but I was able to hold back by thinking about the future.

Time is on your side.

If a thousand years pass by, in the end, you will be the only one who will be by your mother’s side.

When that time comes, I will release all of my suppressed desires.

The little girl smiled as she thought about that moment.

“..Wait, Mom.”

Because I will definitely become a daughter that my mother can’t help but love.

* * *

While sitting in a restaurant, determined to maintain a harmonious mother-daughter relationship.

The chef who brought the food came into the restaurant.

It was a familiar face, though I don’t know the name.

The person who helped me make chicken before.

And on the contrary, I was one of the many people in this mansion who had let me down.

While the cook was silently placing food on the table.

I had no choice but to bow my head.

Even though I told myself countless times that it would be okay, I was still afraid to look at their faces like this.

“Okay..I’ll eat well..”

As the chef finished setting up the food and started to leave the restaurant, I timidly thanked him.

He paused for a moment, wondering if he heard my tiny voice.

When I saw him suddenly stop, my body trembled and I had no choice but to look down again.

“….”

The cook, who couldn’t see his expression, looked at him silently for a while before leaving.

Only when the restaurant became quiet was I able to raise my head again.

‘….I should have said I would eat in the room.’

Since I always took it for granted that I would eat with Athena and Mari, I found myself heading to the restaurant without even realizing it.

But now that Athena is gone, I think it might be a little better to eat in the room.

I tried my best to calm my trembling body and started putting food into my mouth little by little.

Without Athena, who had always eaten with him, the food tasted a little bitter.

“Athena will be okay..”

He muttered quietly to himself.

I was worried even though she told me she was fine.

Well, it was under the pretext of arrest. And the opponent was the powerful imperial palace that ruled this empire.

Of course, even the Empire could not mess with Athena, but it was still inevitable that she would feel uneasy.

I brainwashed myself into thinking it would be okay and put food in my mouth again, but once again I felt lonely and desolate.

‘…..It’s been a long time since I’ve been alone like this.’

Maybe it’s because I had some time alone for the first time in a while, but I had quite a few emotional thoughts.

I remembered the moment when we first met.

At that time, I clearly promised myself that I would not interfere with the original work. How did it end up like this?

If my old self saw me now, he would definitely grab me by the collar and yell at me, asking if I’m in my right mind.

A snicker escaped my mind as I imagined the scene.

Even though it didn’t go as planned, I don’t regret it.

Well, I was able to meet many precious people.

Now, it’s a relationship that only exists in my memories. My older sister Dania, who always cared for me and looked after me warmly, and my younger sister Lily, who I love.

My daughter Marie, who believes in me and follows me, although she’s a little twisted now, and Sephir, who is a little sloppy but is actually good.

And finally, the woman who is now my everything.

To Athena.

I felt a warm feeling inside when I imagined Athena smiling at me.

At first, I clearly hated her to death, but before I knew it, I had become a person who couldn’t live without her.

Even though I was such a miserable person, I was able to live without any anxiety as long as I was by Athena’s side.

“…I’m full.”

For some reason, I have no appetite today.

I put down my fork, feeling like I couldn’t eat any more.

Looking at the table, I noticed that the food was almost the same as before.

‘Athena would hate that..’

On days when I didn’t eat properly, Athena would always sit next to me and force-feed me food.

He said he was too skinny and needed to eat more.

…I miss you already.

Thinking back on that time, I missed her again.

He said he was coming tonight, so maybe he’ll come soon?

Thinking of her, who had not even been gone half a day.

I tried to get up from my seat.

“Cool.”

I started coughing, feeling like something was flowing back out of my body.

My throat felt as if it was burning, but at the same time, I felt a warm and sour taste in my mouth.

A drop of cold sweat ran down my back.

When I slowly rolled my eyes down, this is what I saw.

A significant amount of red liquid, soaking the ground.

It didn’t take long for me to realize that it was my blood.

“….Huh?”

Cool-

Before I could even figure out what was happening, I was vomiting massive amounts of blood again.

My body just fell to the ground.