episode_0038

#38

“……Phew……. ……Hey. You, by any chance. ‘This’?”

I… no, Jinharin looked at Producer Park Dongcheol’s hand gesture.

Park Dongcheol was wiggling only his pinky finger.

I wasn’t completely unaware of what it meant.

In fact, because I knew, I answered clearly.

“Yes.”

For the first time, I revealed feelings I had never disclosed to anyone before—not even to the manager.

Park Dongcheol’s eyes widened into circles before he blinked and slowly began to chuckle.

“Hah……. Heh heh. Ah. Really? Heh heh heh….”

What’s so funny?

My face twisted in displeasure.

It felt like this man was daring to mock my feelings.

But Park Dongcheol paid no attention to my mood and kept laughing.

“So that’s how it is, huh? ……Heh heh heh heh! Man. This situation just got interesting. Huh? Keh heh heh…!”

As Park Dongcheol said.

A part of me worried that I had just handed him another source of amusement.

Still, I spoke up.

Because insulting the manager was one thing I couldn’t tolerate.

This man before me wouldn’t care—or even need to understand—what we were thinking or why we were here now.

No matter how much this man humiliated and soiled us.

As long as the manager trusted me and I trusted the manager, nothing would shake me.

We never said it aloud, never confessed our feelings to each other…

But surely, we knew—and trusted each other that much. …At least, that’s what I believe.

That’s why… even when I sucked and stroked this man’s cock right beside the manager, we each did what we had to.

The manager pretended not to see me despite this man’s filthy tricks.

And I did what I had to.

Because, in the end, it was for .

For our dreams.

“……If we spread the word to the sponsors, there’ll be a line of people volunteering. If we just handle this properly……”

“……I’m fine with it. ……I’m prepared.”

So, I can do anything. Endure anything.

As much as the manager wants.

Surely, it would all be for .

“But…… Hah…. Guess we still gotta finish today’s business, huh?”

“……Ah.”

Of course, today’s ‘business’ wasn’t over yet.

“Seeing you guys today, y’know? Huh? It got hard again. Heh heh heh…. What should we do about this?”

Park Dongcheol lewdly thrust his dripping cock back in front of my face.

*Gulp.*

I swallowed.

If he wants it, I’ll give it.

Fake affection, vulgar body movements.

……Even sex… I’ll do it however he wants.

No matter how disgusting and filthy it is, if I just endure this moment, can return to music shows.

The manager can smile again.

We can take one more step toward the manager’s dream.

If I think of this as a trial for that, then spending a night faking affection and acting for Park Dongcheol is nothing.

I climbed onto the desk and bent over.

Lowering my torso, I raised only my hips.

These kinds of men all like the same poses, the same words—it’s obvious.

“PD-nim’s cock……♡ Please put it in Harin’s pussy quickly…♡”

“Keh heh heh heh heh!!”

He liked that.

“Bend your waist and lift your ass higher. Heh heh….”

“Ah… Yes♡”

I arched my back completely and lifted my hips even higher.

Embarrassed? …Of course, but it’s no different from dancing in front of this man earlier.

He already took my first time too…….

“Heh heh… What a vulgar way to stick your ass up. You really want it that bad?”

“Yes…♡ PD-nim’s cock…♡ Ah, I’ve wanted it inside since earlier♡”

“Heh heh. What should I do?”

Hurry up and do it instead of pointlessly teasing and groping my ass.

“Ngh…♡ If you keep touching…♡”

“Ah. Must be because this big thing’s right in front of you, huh? Shake it and beg me to put it in faster.”

*Smack!*

“Ugh!”

He spanked me again.

Just put it in already—this guy’s a real sadist.

“H-hyuh…♡ Y-yes.”

I shook my hips as ordered.

Swaying my ass left and right toward him, I put my pussy and asshole on full display.

Not like this bastard hasn’t seen it all anyway.

“Hyaah! Yes… Like… this?”

I moved even faster side to side.

“More.”

“Like this? ……Like this?♡”

This time, I shook up and down too.

“Heh heh heh…. No shame at all. Weren’t you just talking about trusting your manager or whatever earlier?”

Bringing up the manager again…

“……Because I trust them. That’s why I’m doing this.”

“Serious words, but doesn’t sound right coming from someone shaking her ass for another man, huh?”

“……That’s….”

*You’re the one making me do this.*

“Ah~. ‘Because the manager told me to’?”

The manager never told me to shake my ass.

Just… to follow this bastard’s orders.

So it *is* because of you, you bastard…

“…Yes.”

“Heh…. Our Harin’s totally that guy’s bitch, huh? And hey, that manager. Huh? Thinks just ‘cause he’s got a pretty face, he can fuck his own idols. What a scumbag.”

“M-Manager-nim… isn’t like that!”

Insulting the manager again.

I can’t take it.

“Huh?”

“Manager-nim doesn’t… do things like this to me….”

The manager strictly separates work and personal matters.

That’s why I never dared confess my feelings.

I don’t know how they’d react—honestly, it scares me.

“Wait, didn’t you just say ‘this’……. Ah. What? You two some kinda… plastic something?”

“……Platonic.”

*Ignorant bastard.*

“Right. Whatever. That thing. Whatever it’s called. Ah. Wait, you *were* a virgin back then, right?”

“…….”

Hitting a sore spot.

I followed orders because the manager said so…… but I wanted my first time to be with them.

If only I’d left 1 hour… no, even 30 minutes earlier.

I regretted it for weeks after.

“So what? Now that manager’s pimping out his virgin to me, today to me, next to some rich bastard… That the plan?”

“……D-Don’t… say it like that.”

“Heh heh… You ordering me around now?”

“No…… No. ……Sorry.”

This man is slick yet terrifying. Has a nasty temper too—like he’s got anger issues.

What scares me most is that if he *really* snaps, he could seriously hurt me, the manager, or .

If it’s because of me, because I upset him… I have to stop it.

“Heh heh…. Then you better apologize properly.”

*Motherfucker….*

I reached back toward my raised hips.

Grabbing both cheeks, I pulled them apart with my hands.

The chilly air brushed against my exposed flesh.

“Harin’s pussy…♡ is wide open for you♡ A pussy ready just for PD-nim♡ Hurry and take it while it’s warm…♡”

“Keh heh heh heh heh! Then don’t mind if I do….”

“Hyah…!”

Something hard pressed against my ass.

I tensed.

I’ve done this a few times before, but this sensation still isn’t familiar. I don’t *want* to get used to it.

*Grind♡! Schmack♡ Schmack♡ Schmack♡!*

Without inserting it, he rubbed his dick against my outer lips.

The wetness from earlier began coating his shaft.

“Keh heh heh. Floodgates are open, huh? Huh? You like it that much? Ditching your manager for me…!”

*Hold it in. Keep acting.*

“Yes… I-I do♡ Rubbing it…♡ Your big cock going in…♡ Feels so good I keep dripping…♡”

“Raw too… no condom… Heh…! And you still want it?”

“Yes…♡ Harin’s womb…♡ wants PD-nim’s cum♡ Nghhh…♡ It’s been begging…♡ since earlier…♡”

“Keh heh heh heh…! That so…?”

*Obviously a lie. Today’s a safe day.*

No way I’d let this bastard knock me up.

But if I suggested using a condom… I was afraid he wouldn’t be satisfied.

So… this is just service.

“Then here it comes.”

*Squelchhhh!*

“Hngggg…!!”

I clamped a hand over my mouth.

Still, uncontrollable moans spilled out.

“Nnnggghh…♡! Uuughhh…♡!”

Stifled cries and escaped gasps tangled into strange noises.

“Ghhh…. Damn, you’re burning up! So *this* is ’s Jinharin’s pussy…!”

“Nnghh♡! Ughhh……♡! Nnnhhh…♡!”

*Gotta hold it in gotta hold it in gotta hold it in*

*Hold it in……♡*

The foreign sensation drilling into my lower belly is unbearably painful.

So hard it’s like ramming a rock inside me.

And too fucking *big*…

Stretching me wide open, the tip pokes against my cervix……

I *hate* this.

“Heh heh… Time to move now?”

“…Nnnngghh! Uuughnn…♡ Hngg…♡ Y-Yes, yes….”

*Thrust!*

“Hnnnnggghh♡♡!!!”

Against my will.

I hate that it starts feeling good.

“Keh heh heh heh! You like it that much? Huh!”

*Ram!♡*

“Hyaaahn♡!!”

Moans I don’t want to let out escape on their own.

Pleasure I don’t want to feel floods my mind.

Last time with this man.

I remember the sensation this awful intrusion gave me.

I *hate* it.

So damn much.

Worse than the filth and stench, worse than fake begging and degrading myself—*this* is what I hate most.

*Squelch! Squelch! Slam! Slam!*

“Hyaaahh♡!! Nnghhh…♡! Uuughh…♡!”

“Oh. Got real loose now. Heh heh…. Relax.”

“Ye-Yeshhh……♡ Hyahh♡! Hnghh♡ Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah♡!”

*It’s really…… starting to feel good……♡*

I *hate* that so much.

I don’t wanna feel good from this bastard’s dick…

“Louder! Huh? No one’s listening anyway. Heh heh….”

“Hyaahh♡! Hnghh♡! Uuughh…♡! Ahhn♡! Hyaaaah…♡! Nggghh…♡!”

With this scum.

With *this* scum……!

On this man’s desk.

Impaled on this man’s cock.

Against my will.

My body screamed in pleasure with every fiber.

“Hyaahh♡! Haaaahhh…♡! Uuuuhhh…♡! Nggghh♡ Ugghh♡!”

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