episode_0075

It was good that the old man came back to me. His cold hands were now warm, and it became clear that what had happened earlier was inevitable and had nothing to do with the old man’s true feelings.

Discontent and worries melted away like snow in spring, and instead, the soft, smooth feel of the sheets caressed my back.

The bed was soft and fluffy. It seemed like they used a good mattress.

Well, in this world, if you want to find a good bed, there’s nothing you can’t find. Moving it wouldn’t have been difficult since everyone was superhuman anyway.

Anyway, there was no special reason for me to keep talking about the bed. It was because I could tell from the way the bed was pressed that the man holding my hand was on top of me.

Whoosh, hot breath was blown on my face. It wasn’t mine, it was the old man’s. The old man, who would have been said to be attractive no matter where he was put, was coming right up to me.

The old man didn’t say anything. He just covered his lips. His lips, which had been tightly closed, opened and something hot tapped my lips.

Since I couldn’t help but knock and not greet the guest, I closed my eyes and accepted the man.

The inside of my mouth quickly became hot with a sticky feeling. The old man was so hot that I thought that maybe everyone’s body temperature was different.

I tried to sneak a peek at her and then back away, startled by the heat, but the old man skillfully grabbed me away.

Something tasted wrong. It was obvious that neither of us had anything in our mouths, so it couldn’t have tasted like that, but I knew that there was definitely something wrong with my head.

“Whew…”

Unlike the man who had been breathing hot air on me without stopping like a runaway train, I breathed out my breath through my nose for the first time while accepting him.

As I was having trouble breathing, I naturally tense up my body, and the hand I was holding with the old man was no exception.

I wonder if my sign was perceived differently by the old man, as he became more aggressive.

It wasn’t like we were mixing our tongues together, but rather, I forcibly dragged my tongue towards the old man as if I was trying to check out all the flavors of that person.

As I focused on that sensation, my head gradually became dizzy. Passivity is not my style, and I am not the type of person to be led around like this.

The thoughts I had before were pushed aside and the mainstream opinion was to let the old man do whatever he wanted because it felt good.

Just then, at the moment when things were about to get sorted out, something hard and hot touched my thigh.

I shivered in surprise at the unfamiliar sensation, and past experiences overlapped, and the thought that this couldn’t go on came to me.

If we continue like this, it’ll be just like last time. That’s absolutely not possible.

Strictly speaking, my uncle and I did not start off in a healthy manner in this relationship.

One side was dragged around by the other side without being able to keep up at all, and was treated roughly like a masturbation device.

It could have been like that at first. They were both immature… I’m not sure if it was the old man who was immature. In any case, it wouldn’t be strange if one of them went wild and caused something to happen.

However, as this phenomenon continued, it was clear that the relationship between the old man and I would end up in a very different direction than we had initially intended, so I needed to put the brakes on it here.

I like the old man, but it feels good to be with him like this.

Because whenever something like this happened, I didn’t have even the slightest desire to lose my senses and become a whining idiot who would get dehydrated.

The usual uncle is stupid, foolish, and indecisive.

However, at times like this, the old man could be evaluated as being bold, stupid, and closer to an animal than a human, so if I continued to give the initiative to that old man, there was a high chance that my position would be fixed to the one from my first experience.

That’s difficult.

With that thought in mind, I shook my head slightly and blinked my eyes in response to the man who was kissing me. At my gesture, the man’s eyes widened and he pulled away from me.

“Was it uncomfortable?”

As I watched the old man say those words with a face full of regret and worry, I began to feel sorry for myself.

It wasn’t that I was uncomfortable… I could have just left it to him, but what should I say? Should I say it was pride or a sense of crisis… Anyway, I felt that way unconsciously…

I muttered in my head how to bring up the subject, but I couldn’t form a proper sentence. This was probably because I was a little dumb because of the old man.

Didn’t they say that fools spread the disease? Even if you just stay together, the foolish disease spreads, so there was no way it wouldn’t spread since he mixed his lips and tongue together.

“That’s not it!”

“Then?”

The old man’s words sounded clever.

Judging from the expression he had on my face, it didn’t seem like he had said it with that intention, but I think it came across that way because he was at a loss for words in response.

“That, it’s reaching… and also, I guess it’s hard for me to keep up…”

“Reach…?”

The old man showed a strange reaction. I thought maybe he was just too excited.

It seems like I’ve been mixing it up a bit, but I guess that’s unconscious.

Since it felt a bit odd to directly ask him why he was rubbing my thighs like crazy and pretending nothing happened, he just gave me a quick glance at my thighs instead.

Only then did the old man realize the situation, get startled, and get out of the way of me.

The ceiling, finished with white wallpaper, caught my eye. I thought I wouldn’t be able to reach it even if I stood up from the bed. The ceiling was that high.

“Ah! Sorry.”

“I have nothing to apologize for…”

Something awkward began to flow between the old man and me.

It felt like, just a moment ago, both of them had been swept away by the flow and were losing their sense of reason, but now that the temperature had dropped, the sense of reason that had evaporated was returning.

“Or… Would you like to stop and eat first?”

“No!”

I responded to the old man’s words in a fit of rage.

“It’s not that I don’t want to do it or anything, I just want to be with you, but I don’t like it when you keep getting ahead of yourself…”

Even after I blurted out the words, my face turned red with embarrassment. I lowered my head for no reason and wiggled my fingers, not knowing where to put them.

“Ah…”

It seemed like the old man had realized something from what I said. Something about that exclamation felt welcome. As expected, the old man also knew what the problem was.

Well, even though I’m not very tactful, since the old man isn’t a wallflower, it was worth it for me to get over my embarrassment and speak up.

“Then, do you want to take the lead…?”

“Ah, uh… Yeah… Okay.”

I accepted the old man’s offer without thinking. It was something I accepted without thinking, but it was also something I had intended to do.

My uncle and I sat side by side on the bed, fighting the awkward atmosphere that had been enveloping us for some time.

So, what do we do now?

I had the initiative in my hands, but I panicked because I didn’t know where to start.

I wonder if I’ve ever done this kind of thing before. I’ve never had any experience with it! And I don’t really remember what I did with the old man last time…

“Hey, first! Lie down!”

I lightly pushed the body of the old man who was sitting there awkwardly and made him fall over. In fact, it was impossible for me to push the old man over due to his physique and strength, so the old man just fell over in line with my actions.

What next? What should I do next…?

It was a mountain beyond a mountain. Can I just kiss him like the old man did? Then wouldn’t it be too similar…?

The old man probably thinks that I asked for the initiative because I was dissatisfied with his methods. And it would be strange for me to follow his methods after receiving it…

I have come to the painful realization that leading, or taking the initiative, is not something you can simply do.

I even thought that I wouldn’t be able to do it well even after doing it once or twice. Above all, I didn’t really have a feel for how to do it well.

“It’s okay if you don’t push yourself. There’s still time next time.”

As I was stumbling around, the old man smiled bitterly and said those words. It was basically the same as telling me to break up. When I glanced at the old man’s tent, the tent that had been firmly pitched earlier was nowhere to be found, and only the calm sea was flowing.

Uh… This is not what I wanted.

It was not desirable. If I didn’t make an impression when I got the chance, I knew I would never be able to take the initiative again.

And I couldn’t even bring myself to ask for it because I felt sorry for cooling down the already heated atmosphere so quickly.

Of course, if I spoke, the old man would listen, and even if I didn’t speak, the old man would occasionally make suggestions, but it wasn’t like he was asking for something with any expectations of me, right?

I lowered my head. My body was reflected in my vision. My naked body without any clothes on was reflected. Beyond that, there was an old man. There was an old man who had not taken off any clothes.

I thought, this is it. Inspiration came to my mind. My emotions agreed with it and told me to do it quickly. My reason was pushed aside and I said that it was too much, but it was not the time to think about such things.

I sat down on the lower body of the man who was trying to get up. I unbuckled the belt that was holding his pants tight and grabbed the man’s thighs with both hands.

“It’s not fair that I’m the only one taking it off.”

Then I lowered my head and looked for the zipper on the old man’s pants. It wasn’t hard to find. After all, the zippers were all located in the same place.

‘Support.’

He brought his mouth there, bit the zipper, and lowered it.

“Uh…”

The old man’s dumbfounded reaction returned to me. Contrary to that reaction, I felt on my face that the old man’s dead body was coming back to life.

That was because the old man had poked my cheek through the open zipper.