The Absolute Beings Obsessed with My Defeat Addiction – CH 43 MTL

Started Masturbating While Admiring My Own Indecency
The first thought that crossed Yuris’s mind upon hearing Max’s claim of possessing the illusionary video she had witnessed was a surge of anger.
To continue holding onto such illusionary footage was simply unacceptable.
He had explicitly promised to keep customer information confidential.
Why?
He had sworn to secrecy.
She looked at Max.
Max nodded in response to her unspoken question.
“There’s absolutely no chance of it leaking out. I’m the only one who can handle this illusion magic circle.”
Yuris knew.
She knew how sophisticated the magic circle Max handled was.
It was at a level that most wizards wouldn’t dare touch.
Relief washed over Yuris, and a new thought began to fill her mind.
Curiosity about how she had looked.
As the thought progressed, her heart began to race wildly.
Thump-thump.
She wanted to see it.
She was curious.
She wanted to see what kind of expression she had worn, what kind of depravity she had displayed.
She wanted to experience, even just a little, a side of herself that she could never show to others.
That was why.
That was why she followed Max into his shop.
“The magic circle is temporarily offline for repairs, so the video is for viewing only, not for experiential immersion.”
“Viewing only means…”
“You can only watch it like a movie playing on a projector. You can’t share senses or become the person in the video.”
That was a little disappointing.
Simple viewing, without the experience, would definitely be less impactful.
“I guess it can’t be helped.”
“Then I’ll play the video.”
Max began to fiddle with something behind her.
Thump-thump.
Her heart raced.
The thought of seeing her own embarrassing self made her bite her lower lip without realizing it.
Even though she wouldn’t be experiencing it directly, she couldn’t help but feel excited.
Whoosh.
The shop darkened, and a video began to play on the wall in front of her.
Yuris began to appear in the video.
Not from her perspective, but from some independent viewpoint.
“It’s not my point of view.”
“That’s right. You can use this remote to switch to any perspective you want during viewing.”
Max pressed a button on the stick in his hand, and the viewpoint changed.
Seeing herself through the eyes of a third party felt very unfamiliar.
“You can also see it from the perspective of a regular soldier, like this. Or even from the perspective of the enemy forces attacking from outside.”
“H-how fascinating.”
Yuris stared blankly at the video, her perspective constantly shifting.
“Um, can you rewind the video a little bit?”
“I can. Where would you like me to go?”
Yuris bit her lip and hesitated to answer.
She was too embarrassed to say it herself.
She wanted to see herself defeated and submitting to the masked man, or rather, Max.
But she couldn’t bring herself to say it out loud.
“You want to see that scene, don’t you?”
Max, having sensed Yuris’s intentions, manipulated the remote, and the video fast-forwarded.
And in the quickly advancing video…
-Strong. But you. Goddess of Victory. Not.
The voice of Scar Max declaring victory could be heard.
The video was playing from Scar Max’s perspective.
Yuris saw.
Her own self in the video, barely able to stand.
So, I made that kind of expression in front of this man.
Yuris’s face was a mixture of emotions: fear, anticipation, and excitement.
“Ah…”
“Would you like me to change the perspective?”
“N-no, it’s okay.”
She wanted to see more.
She wanted to see how she looked from the perspective of the man, no, her master.
She wanted to see how much more of a spectacle she had made of herself, from a third-person perspective.
Sniff sniff.
As Scar Max approached, Yuris twitched her nose and sniffed.
She thought she was sniffing discreetly.
‘How embarrassing.’
In the eyes of a third party, she was clearly a female already aroused.
The woman in front of him was not the Goddess of Victory.
She was just a bitch trying to catch the scent of a male’s pheromones.
Gulp.
Yuris couldn’t take her eyes off her own image on the screen.
“Beautiful.”
She should have looked pathetic, but the way her expression relaxed to revel in desire was incredibly beautiful.
Yuris’s hand, staring blankly at the video, gradually moved downwards.
Forgetting for a moment that Max was next to her, Yuris recalled the experience she had had in the illusion.
Scar Max’s words, giving her the choice between captivity and death.
Yuris had chosen to become a captive in order to survive.
The Yuris on the screen was staring intently at the man’s crotch.
“I really was a complete bitch.”
After that, Scar Max, who had declared victory, tore her clothes.
Fwoosh!
“Ah ah.”
There was nothing to stop Yuris’s hand, which was already highly aroused.
Her hand naturally slipped inside her pants.
“Hngh!”
Yuris squirmed, tormenting her throbbing pussy with her hand.
Ah, I think I’m going to come already.
I feel like I’m going to come every time I remember that defeat.
I’ve become even more sensitive because of the sensation I barely reached in the Knights.
‘I want more.’
A little more intensely.
Just as Yuris’s fingers slipped inside her panties.
She unknowingly hunched over and made an animalistic sound.
“Ugh, hngh!!!”
That’s when it happened.
“I’ll leave the remote here.”
Max left the remote and tried to get up.
“W-wait a minute…”
Yuris grabbed Max’s wrist with the hand that wasn’t masturbating.
“Don’t go, stay here.”
“I couldn’t possibly. How could I possibly disturb the Goddess of Victory’s personal time?”
“C-can’t you? I mean, it’s better than doing it alone…”
Yuris looked at Max’s fingers.
Thinner than Scar Max’s, but much thicker and firmer than her own.
How wonderful would it be if he used those to rummage around inside her?
Shame was a word that didn’t exist for Yuris, who was already aroused to the extreme.
“I want you to help me.”
“You mean masturbate?”
Yuris nodded.
“…This is usually something that requires an extra charge, but since it’s your first time and you’re a regular, I’ll help you out as a service this time.”
Yuris bit her lip at those words.
“T-thank you.”
“How can I help you?”
Max came closer.
And at that moment, the scent of a male wafted into her nose.
Faint, but definitely there.
It was the scent of the dominator that had aroused her every time she experienced the illusion.
“Ah… C-can you sit next to me?”
“I understand.”
Sitting next to him, the scent became a little stronger.
Yuris brought her face closer to Max.
Sniff sniff.
‘Good smell.’
The scent, which she had never felt from the men in the Knights, made Yuris’s head spin.
“Hngh!”
As she smelled it, the movement of Yuris’s fingers also intensified.
“Haa, haa.”
The room filled with rough breathing.
Yuris looked at Max, who was sitting next to her.
He was sitting still, staring at Yuris.
At her body, her face, and her wet lower body, as she masturbated alone in front of a man without any shame.
“A-are you just going to stay still like this?”
“Haa, haa. T-touch me. Touch my breasts.”
“I understand.”
Max began to take off her shirt.
Yuris passively accepted his touch as he took off her shirt, and continued to masturbate with her fingers.
Yuris’s eyes never left her own image in the video.
Scar Max in the video revealed his face, and she was violated by Max, spewing out fluids.
“Ah…”
Yuris watched her past self and moved her fingers without stopping.
“Good. A little more…”
In the midst of all this, Yuris’s trembling grew more and more intense because she liked the way Max’s hands were fondling, sucking, and caressing her breasts.
“Hngh!”
Fluids dripped down.
In the faint wave of climax, Yuris felt it.
The increasingly strong scent of the man’s pheromones.
She could feel that Max was also starting to get excited.
Yuris’s eyes turned to Max’s lower body.
And she saw that it was swollen and wriggling up and down.
She could guess that a grotesque thing was hidden inside that wriggling lower body.
She wanted to open it.
She wanted to open that forbidden door and unleash the demon sealed inside.
Even though she knew she shouldn’t, the excitement that had been built up to the extreme kept urging her on.
Yuris’s fingers rested on Max’s pants.
Max, who had been caressing and fondling her breasts, raised his head and looked at Yuris.
“Yuris-nim?”
“I-is it okay?”
She asked in a voice full of shyness, like a virgin.
“Do as you please.”
“T-then…”
Yuris took off Max’s pants while still masturbating with her right hand.
As she took off the zippered pants and the throbbing underwear, a huge cock, looking like something out of a beast, stood up like a pillar.
“Wow…”
Yuris fondled the cock with the hand that had taken off his pants.
And she put the Cowper’s fluid that had formed on the tip of his glans on her finger and smelled it.
Ah ah.
“Good…”
She almost came just from smelling it.
“I’ll do yours too, Yuris-nim.”
“Y-yes.”
His thick fingers entered Yuris’s panties.
Yuris did not refuse that touch.
It was the first time.
It was the first time she had allowed someone else to touch her panties in reality, not in an illusion.
Squish squish.
“Hngh!”
Her body was heating up.
It was very awkward and exciting for her body to react on its own to someone else’s touch.
“Good…”
A completely different sensation from when she did it herself.
A familiar sensation she had felt in the illusion.
Leaving her pussy in Max’s hands and putting Max’s cock in her own, Yuris watched herself being violated in the video.
How lewd she looked as she panted.
She wanted to become that self in the video.
But unlike in the illusion, Yuris knew better than anyone that a virginity once lost never returns.
Therefore.
Squish! Squish!
“Hngh!”
They were satisfied with caressing each other’s genitals.
“I think I’m going to cum…”
“I feel the same.”
Yuris turned to look at him.
Max was also panting like her, his face flushed red.
He looked like he was about to burst any second.
Why did his impatient expression, which he didn’t show often in fantasies, look so cute?
“Do, do whatever you want.”
“Whatever I want? Or whatever you want, Yuris?”
Yuris looked at Max.
Max’s eyes, staring at her, demanded an answer.
Was it a request as a guest, or a plea from a prisoner obeying his master in the video?
How could he maintain that expression even though he looked like he was about to cum?
Was he just naturally strong?
They say men can’t hold back easily.
Meeting his intense gaze, Yuris stammered, “Wha, whatever I want…”
She thought this would be the right answer.
And to that,
“As you wish.”
Max’s expression changed.
Ah, it was the right answer.
“Open your mouth, you bitch.”
Not in a fantasy, but in reality, Yuris felt her brain being soaked in pleasure at Max’s demeaning voice.
“Yes…”
Yuris reflexively opened her mouth.
She opened her mouth wide, ready to receive her master’s cum.
“I’m cumming!”
Yuris’s hand moved even more vigorously.
And now, instead of her master, who was focusing on cumming, she pleasured her own pussy.
Hoping for the holy water he would bestow, into her open mouth.
“Kghh!”
Pshhh!!
Max ejaculated.
His large cock twitched, spewing out cum.
Glug, glug.
Yuris felt her mouth fill with viscous, milky white fluid, and she orgasmed at that terrible smell she loved.
“Swallow it.”
Obeying the command, Yuris swallowed the cum.
Shiver.
She trembled, feeling an intense orgasm.
It was a pleasure she had never felt before.
“Are you satisfied?”
Max looked down at her and asked.
Yuris reflexively nodded.
“Yes… It was good.”
Still caught in the afterglow, Yuris answered as a bitch, not as the commander of the Knights.
It was so good.
So good that she wanted to keep feeling it.
‘Fishy, but delicious.’
So this is what cum tastes like in reality.
“I’ll prepare even better material next time.”
Yuris nodded.
“Plea, please do.”
She was already looking forward to the next visit.