The Absolute Beings Obsessed with My Defeat Addiction – CH 42 MTL

Today, the experience is difficult due to repairs. Instead…
“Hoo, this is something…”
I reviewed Yuris’s last video from yesterday.
The subtle sparks that appeared in the video when Yuris reached her final climax.
It felt like fragments of shimmering light were falling from the sky.
In a way, it looked like a divine blessing, or a celebration of the current situation.
Thanks to that, Yuris enjoyed that moment of climax even more, but I knew.
That these weren’t just simple sparks.
“Noise phenomenon.”
Those spark reactions, which illusion mages called ‘noise phenomenon,’ were caused by sudden changes in the situation or extreme changes in the user’s emotions.
It was a phenomenon where the part of the magic circle that calculated the user’s emotional changes caused a temporary short circuit due to information overload, and it was usually related to the durability of the magic circle.
The noise phenomenon didn’t suddenly explode the magic circle or mess with the user’s head.
Illusion magic itself had no physical force.
But magic circles were more sensitive and delicate than one might think.
If there was a problem on one side, it could mess up the entire magic circle, so it was necessary to quickly check for such problems.
‘It would be nice if it was just a durability issue.’
Looking at this situation, it was like noise on a movie screen.
It was fortunate that the audience thought it was a great directing choice by the director, but we couldn’t always rely on results that came from coincidence.
‘We can’t keep benefiting from unintended phenomena forever.’
Reinforcement was needed.
So, I replayed the video shown by the illusion magic circle over and over again.
Exactly what problem occurred in the magic circle that caused the sparks to burst.
Or was my handling of arousing Yuris’s desires wrong?
I replayed it several times and examined the reaction of the magic circle, but no matter how much I looked, there was no problem with the magic circle itself.
The only thing was a slight overload at the moment Yuris felt the climax.
As expected, it was a problem caused by a slight overheating in the part that calculated Yuris’s emotions.
“This is not a bad reaction, but…”
If I could just reinforce the durability, I could solve the immediate problem.
It would require a little more money to supplement this, but thanks to the additional income generated by Yuris’s help, I wouldn’t be short on money right now.
However, one concern was that the magic circle had a much weaker durability than I thought when it came to changes in the user’s emotions.
I’m reinforcing the durability now, but what if a situation arises where I have to demonstrate the video for a longer period of time?
What if a problem suddenly occurs while feeling more intense climaxes and pleasures?
The illusion video could suddenly cut off in the middle.
If the illusion were to cut off in the middle…
‘The user who returns to reality will inadvertently take the red pill.’
Many difficult things were bound to happen.
“It didn’t show such a strong reaction before, where did I miss something?”
Was it because of the part where I manipulated the sensory sensors to make the senses more realistic?
If that was the case, the problem might have been that Yuris experienced too intense pleasure.
‘Should I adjust the level of pleasure?’
It would have been nice to ask my teacher, Mayko, for advice here.
She would have definitely noticed the problem with the magic circle right away.
Of course, I couldn’t dare to ask her for advice.
Mayko knew that this magic circle was simply for viewing the user’s desires.
-You’re going to play videos of desires with illusions?
-Yes, shouldn’t they release their desires that way so they don’t do anything foolish? And it will make some money too.
-But would anyone want to watch such shameless videos?
In order to persuade Mayko, I showed her fake videos of a woman wearing lingerie and a man wearing briefs in suggestive poses.
-S, stop playing that! I’ve seen enough!
Mayko’s face was about to explode just from that.
It was a natural reaction for a devout follower of the Goddess Church who didn’t know much about sex.
If she knew that it was a video that violated and tormented women, further fueling their desires…
‘She’d try to smash the magic circle right away.’
It would be a relief if she just smashed it.
She might even excommunicate me.
Maybe she’d even try to erase the record that she was my teacher?
She would definitely drag me to the Goddess Church, telling me to repent.
-If you spend 10 years as a monk, you can chase away the demons in your head. So, go!
Go to that boring and uninteresting Goddess Church where all you do is clean the floor, read scriptures, and pray?
That’s something I can never do.
“I have to hide the fact that I developed this magic circle as much as possible.”
I must never get caught.
That’s that, but I can still ask for help as a disciple, right?
I wrote a letter to send to Mayko.
It included greetings asking if she was doing well and if her research was progressing well, as well as asking for advice on the heat generation problem in the emotion calculation magic circle and the resulting durability problem.
-…I await the advice of my wise teacher. From your lacking disciple, Max.
After writing a letter that didn’t hide his respect for his teacher until the end, I sealed it in an envelope and opened the iron storage box where I kept the postage stamps that I used to send mail through the post office.
In order to send a letter through the Imperial Post Office, it was necessary to attach separate stamps depending on the distance.
To send it to the Witch’s Forest in the southeast where my teacher was, I would have to attach a stamp worth about one silver coin.
‘I wonder if there are any stamps left.’
But the storage box that should have contained the stamps was empty.
“Tsk, I knew it.”
There were few customers in the store, and there were five days a week when there were no customers at all.
Due to the poor economic situation and the dry pockets, I was even doing a side job.
Buying expensive stamps in advance was a luxury.
A poor illusion mage is sad.
“…After payment is good, right?”
My teacher sent it to me after payment, so I believed she would understand.
“Ahem, I’m sorry. Teacher.”
Isn’t it the heart of a teacher to embrace the shortcomings of their disciples?
I put the letter in the mailbox in front of the store and checked today’s Imperial Newspaper that was stuck in the mailbox.
-The Silent Saintess, on an expedition to the southern imperial city of Ebringtum to bestow blessings.
-Escorted by the Imperial First Knightage led by the Goddess of Victory, Yuris.
-Glory to the Saintess.
“The Silent Saintess.”
I knew her as the Saintess who defeated the Demon King with the Hero.
I heard that she gained tremendous power in exchange for silent training.
She possessed stronger divinity than any Saintess before?
I heard that very few people had heard her voice.
Because of that, she was a woman surrounded by all sorts of rumors.
-I heard that just hearing the Saintess’s voice is so beautiful that you’ll ascend to heaven.
-I heard that a demon who heard that voice turned into an angel.
-I heard that the reason the Hero heard the Saintess’s voice was because the Saintess made a sound when killing the Demon King?
-How beautiful would the hymns sung by the Saintess be?
Frankly, I wasn’t interested in what kind of voice she had.
I wasn’t a follower of the Goddess Church, and my interests were only in the magic circle I was touching now and our customers.
If you ask if I have no interest in the Saintess at all, that’s not true.
‘There is one thing.’
The Saintess’s taste.
It certainly wasn’t a taste for men.
Taste in food? This isn’t it either.
The desires the Saintess has.
This was the most curious thing.
What kind of desires does the Saintess, who is said to be noble, blessed by God, and defeated the Demon King, hide alone?
If she’s a Silent Saintess who doesn’t tell anyone, she certainly doesn’t have ordinary desires.
Doesn’t she imagine eating a boy who comes to her for confession?
If not, she might imagine being violated by a demon.
‘Maybe the reason she went to defeat the Demon King was actually because she wanted to be taken by the Demon King.’
She may have wanted a forbidden relationship with the Hero who was in the same party.
I wanted to bring out the desires deep inside her that she was hiding.
If the Saintess became a customer of our store, customers who were reluctant to come because of their aversion would come.
‘I can also use the Saintess as an excuse to tell my teacher that it’s a legitimate magic circle.’
I imagined things that others would have shouted blasphemy at and read the newspaper again.
“If it’s the First Knightage, Yuris must have gone too.”
Come to think of it, most of the strong people in this world were women.
Yuris, the Goddess of Victory and undefeated knight of the Empire, the Silent Saintess, and even the Hero who defeated the Demon King.
‘I heard that the entire Hero party was made up of women?’
Come to think of it, our teacher was also a woman, and Helen, who could become the next strongest, was also a woman.
In addition, the Empress who is currently ruling the Empire is also a woman.
“It’s amazing.”
There were many strong men too.
Droken, who first led me to the path of the mage, Veron Silvesta, the commander of the Imperial Second Knightage, Petro Khan, the Mercenary King, the principal of the Bluster School, and many other strong people besides them.
But most of those at the top were women.
It was a joke, but there was also a saying that the reason why women could stand at the top like this was thanks to the blessing of the Goddess.
Of course, it was an unproven story.
The only ones who were accurately blessed by the Goddess were the Hero party who defeated the Demon King.
The Hero party has always formed parties with only women, so these jokes spread.
“The Hero party…”
Suddenly, I wondered what kind of desires those who possessed such noble power to defeat the Demon King had.
“I wish they would come visit sometime.”
That’s when I was talking to myself.
“Ah, you were here.”
I heard a familiar voice.
“Lady Yuris? Weren’t you supposed to go to Ebringtum with the Saintess?”
“The vice-captain went instead.”
“Ah.”
Since the First Knightage was supporting, I naturally thought Yuris was going.
“But what’s wrong? Weren’t you satisfied enough yesterday?”
“Ah, that’s what I mean…”
Yuris, who was fidgeting with her hands, looked around and suddenly approached me.
The sweet scent of cosmetics stung my nose.
“Oh, I was wondering if it would be possible to experience the video again today?”
“The illusion video?”
Yuris nodded her head slightly up and down.
What should I do?
“I’m afraid it will be difficult today due to repairs.”
“Ah, is, is that so…?”
A look full of regret.
Her face, which had been flushed red, was dripping with lingering feelings.
Was what she felt yesterday that good?
Yuris hesitated, seemingly unable to turn back right away, as if she felt it was a pity.
“You’ve come all this way; it would be a shame to leave without doing anything. Would you like to come inside the shop?”
“But I thought experiencing new videos wasn’t possible…”
Experiencing new videos was impossible.
Because it needed inspection.
However.
“If you wish, it’s possible to re-watch previous videos.”
“P, previous videos?”
“Yes. You can re-watch the way you were panting, Yuris. From whatever viewpoint you desire.”
“Didn’t you say you’d keep my secrets?”
“That’s right. We’re doing our best to prevent customer information from being leaked. But we need to retain some of the previous information to create even better videos next time, based on that.”
Yuris bit her lower lip at my words.
“There will absolutely be no leaks. I’m the only one who can handle this illusion magic circle.”
“Hmph, I’m getting interested.”
“Would you like to watch?”
She nodded.