Threat [End of Part 1]

“,,,Alright then, explain yourself. Kim Sunho-ssi.”

I’m kneeling on the sofa between my two younger sisters.

I can’t even lift my head, just glancing at my feet, trying to read the room, but every time I do, the back of my head stings.

From Jua’s side, I can only hear humming, while from Jihye’s side, I can only hear rough breathing.

I know that she’s pissed like a raging bull snorting, but that’s why I also know.

That Jihye might kill me because she’s so heated.

“Explain yourself, you oppa bastard who was just having a raunchy fuck with me!!”

Each and every word of that voice echoing in my ears fills me with terror.

My trembling figure before a beast is pathetic, beyond pathetic, it’s just sad.

Sad, but I can’t help it. I was the one who cheated first.

I was the one who continued a relationship without permission, and there’s only one excuse I can offer for that.

Wouldn’t it be okay since she’s my sister I’m seeing after 20 years?

…I know I’d be dead if I said that now, so I’m just staying quiet…

“Jua.”

“Why?”

Suddenly, the arrow of blame turns towards Jua.

I hurriedly turn my head, but Jihye’s cold and terrifying white eyes meet me head-on.

“……”

“Hey Kim Sunho, or should I say, honey.”

“…N…Neh?”

“If you don’t want to die, stay out of it and be quiet. Got it?”

I’m fucked.

She’s not just angry, her expression is already screaming rage.

Jihye’s figure, sitting there quietly with her wet body, would normally be hot, but.

Not at all right now. If I were caught between Jua and Jihye right now, I feel like I could understand the heart of a herbivore being killed by a carnivore.

I didn’t want to understand that terrible feeling of dying before even resisting.

–

“Kim Jua.”

“Why?”

“Who suggested it?”

She confidently pointed to herself.

The hand pointing at herself with a smile looked self-assured.

She’s only been here for three days, and she’s not only touched her oppa, but she’s even tasted him?

“…Hoo.”

I took a short breath to calm myself down a bit.

I feel a little sorry for my oppa shivering in the corner, but not right now.

This situation came about thanks to that damn human, so he has to pay the price.

It’s not something as scary as death, but if he’s just shivering on the sofa, wouldn’t that be okay?

“Jua, you’re saying you suggested it, and oppa agreed?”

She nodded in agreement.

That smile that shows no sign of disappearing, I hate that smile.

I didn’t want to see that smile like a child bragging about eating the same thing I ate.

I can’t use violence, but if I could, I’d pinch her and get rid of that expression right away, that’s how much I hate it.

Should I get angry?

Or should I just agree to share our time with him?

I want to do both. I don’t want to lose my oppa.

Even though I didn’t show it, Jua was right, he was good-looking.

Even though he spoke more roughly than most men, he had a side of him that tried to take care of me, and even if he didn’t show it, he definitely acted like an oppa.

However, because of my personality, I didn’t want to see that and resisted. I couldn’t bear to lean on my oppa, that weak side didn’t suit my personality.

I deliberately acted like a rude younger sister, and trampled on my oppa’s pride, who couldn’t get a job, to gain emotional superiority.

That process was good. I could play with my oppa’s emotions as I pleased, without a care, and smile.

It’s not that I liked tormenting my oppa.

But if I didn’t do this, I was afraid that I would become interested and affectionate, and that I would be found out that I liked him to some extent as a younger sister.

Even if it wasn’t sexual desire, my pussy throbbed every time I thought I was going to be found out, and I tried to hold back.

I tried to hide it thoroughly and relieve my sexual desire through apps, but I failed.

They would suddenly ask me to show them my body, or they would speak informally and send me dick pics, it was disgusting.

What’s really annoying here is that I was sexually compatible with that oppa bastard.

He knew my tendencies to some extent, talked to me, showed me his body, and after meeting and being teased by him, my emotions melted with one soft, lover-like sex.

The rough touches and actions that had teased me, I couldn’t help but melt when I thought of them as his sexual desire towards me.

I can never reject this person. My love as siblings turns into love for a man.

The wall in my heart that was already there crumbled, and I wanted to receive love with my body every day.

I couldn’t do that. We showed a superficial appearance of being lovers, but I’m his younger sister.

He accepts my requests, but excessive demands are like poison to a close relationship.

That’s why I couldn’t help but smile inwardly at the sex that truly pierced me today.

I thought about letting him cum inside me in the position that men like, with a sense of conquest and a bit of sadism… but it was soft instead.

Oppa treated me softly like a lover and mingled our bodies.

I can’t forget that softness of him asking me about my position for the first time and starting.

Even though I thought it was disgusting, that one time melted the bricks that had already crumbled, melted the wall that had been built, and melted my heart even more.

The beast-like sex, gently wrapping around me with dirty talk mixed in, was my ideal of perfect sex that I had been dreaming of.

Sex that gently wraps around me and pours out affection, unlike my tendencies. The fantasy I had been dreaming of came true.

I was looking forward to secretly having sex in the room at the swimming pool soon.

I heard that my half-sister had sex with me and oppa.

…But I couldn’t curse. In the first place, I like oppa too, and I’m not in a position to say anything since we were both horny and did it.

It was a contradiction for me to curse Jua.

In the first place, Jua praised oppa from the first time she met him, unlike me, and seemed proactive.

Instead of the trust between siblings that I had built up over a long time, Jua approached him from a woman’s perspective.

The reason it was possible was the 20-year gap.

Even I thought that if oppa had lived apart for 20 years, I definitely wouldn’t have recognized him as oppa and would have recognized him as a man.

The first time we met, she evaluated his appearance, and no matter how I thought about it, Jua’s gaze was not looking at oppa, but looking at a man.

What kind of younger sister would say that her oppa is okay the first time she sees him? Usually, that’s closer to a woman praising a man she likes.

I was a little uneasy, but I didn’t think that she would have sex with a sister she had met two days ago.

“Unnie.”

“Why.”

Jua came close to my ear first and whispered.

“I’m going to ask you a favor, can you ‘lend’ me oppa?”

“No.”

“Eh? Why?”

Is she really asking me because she doesn’t know?

Or is she provoking me to let me know that she has won, even though she knows?

That strange smile she’s been wearing since we started talking doesn’t leave her face. What’s the meaning of that smile?

What is the identity of that smile, like a stray cat pushing out a house cat?

“Are you really asking because you don’t know?”

“I’m asking because I don’t know, why? I get weekdays morning and afternoon, and unnie gets weekdays evening to weekends and holidays.”

“No. Absolutely not. Is oppa an object? Any man would die if he was used that much.”

“Eii, surely you’re not both doing it every day? It can’t be, there will be days off and stuff.”

“We have to talk about it keeping in mind the possibility that you’re both doing it every day. There’s no guarantee that you won’t, right?”

Jua nodded.

Oppa is watching, but I don’t care.

Where can we get a guarantee that you both won’t do it even for one day?

At least I don’t have one. So I refused firmly.

“So you’re saying unnie is going to monopolize oppa all by herself?”

“That’s not it. But isn’t it a little rude to suddenly jump in?”

“Eii, that’s a stretch, unnie. If oppa likes you, wouldn’t he choose the person he’s already had sex with?”

“So you’re saying, ‘Since we’ve already had sex, you have to understand even if he comes to me’?”

“That’s right. Honestly, it’s a little too much, isn’t it, unnie? Who is oppa supposed to do it with if he wants to do it when you’re not around?”

“You have to be patient.”

“Selfish.”

Jua looked at me without a smile.

Jua’s face without a smile gave the impression of being sharp.

That one word, “selfish,” gnawed at me.

Why? I was the one who started it, so am I not allowed to be greedy to that extent?

I want to think of him as a tree rooted close to me, even if I don’t monopolize him.

I don’t feel good when someone comes along and says they’re going to use it freely.

Negative emotions of dislike welled up at once, and I blurted out.

“You can’t say that after having sex with oppa as soon as you arrived.”

“Unnie did it too.”

“Apart from me, who has built it up for a long time, you’re just an impulsive fling.”

“Sex isn’t a long-lasting fling, is it? It’s not like we’re showing it off to other people, so shouldn’t oppa have the freedom to choose whoever he wants at home?”

“The freedom to choose whoever he wants when I’m not around means he’s going to choose you.”

“If oppa chooses me when you’re not around, then he chose me. If he really wants to do it with you, he’ll be patient, right?”

I took off the towel I had wrapped around my head to cool down and covered my body with it.

I felt the cold moisture, but the coolness clinging to my body cooled me down a bit.

“How do I know if you’ll seduce him while you’re at home?”

“I told you, if he gets seduced and chooses me, then he chose me. It means he doesn’t want you enough to wait until you get off work.”

“Kim Jua.”

“I didn’t say anything wrong.”

I could see her face looking back at me confidently.

She didn’t even think about avoiding or backing down.

She confidently appeals to herself and puts me down.

Every word she says shows that she wants to keep oppa to herself even a little bit.

She’s the one who’s home the longest, so she has freedom in the house.

That word that oppa should choose whoever he wants when he wants to do it.

The semi-forced choice that I have to endure even if she seduces him until I get off work.

She didn’t openly say to choose her, but it’s obvious to anyone that she’s saying to choose her.

Is it confidence that she had sex with oppa in less than a week?

Or does it mean that I’m not attractive enough and she can win?

Or maybe it means that she’s going to take him and I should step aside.

“Why? It’s true, isn’t it? If I can seduce him, doesn’t that mean you’re not attractive enough?”

“What did you say?”

“Think about it. You said you’ve been building it up for a long time, but I had sex with oppa two days after I arrived.”

“Hey, hey. Jua, that’s a bit much.”

Oppa said something for a moment, but Jua continued to speak.

“Then it means he likes me enough to be seduced in two days, right?”

“…”

“But you’ve been building it up for a long time and you’re just starting now, right?”

“…Jua, stop it. You’re going too far.”

“Oppa, step aside for a moment. Unnie and I are talking.”

I was speechless.

I’m not attractive enough, so that’s why?

Did being prickly all the time really become a poison?

Are you saying that all the actions I took to live my daily life as usual have been tightening my noose?

I wanted to open my mouth and make a sound, but it didn’t come out.

Something invisible blocked my throat as if it was blocking it whole.

“I like oppa too, and oppa liked me too, so we did it together.”

“…”

“So what reason do you have to stop it? Then, you just have one desire to have him all to yourself and tell us not to touch him.”

I have nothing to refute.

My throat, which is already blocked, doesn’t even have the strength to make a sound.

I try to make a sound from my throat and shout, but it doesn’t come out.

My heart collapses as I have to listen to that sound silently, but the fact that I have nothing to refute takes away even more strength.

“To put it bluntly, oppa came over to me in two days, so if you’re attractive, you can choose the conditions I said, right?”

“……”

“Isn’t that right? If you’re attractive, oppa will definitely be patient, but the fact that he’s refusing means you’re not attractive but you just want to monopolize him.”

“Hey Kim Jua.”

I heard oppa’s sunken voice.

It’s rare, that appearance of sinking his expression and voice without cursing.

Oppa, who rarely gets angry, looked at us with a serious face.

“Why?”

“Seriously, stop it. I’m not the one to say this since I did it with you, but aren’t you going too far with unnie?”

“Did I say anything wrong?”

“Yeah.”

“You’re saying I said something wrong?”

Oppa’s answer was unexpected.

Why…? I can’t answer because I think it’s the right thing to say, so how can oppa be so sure?

Is he lying like before? To reassure me?

I thought he was lying, but he didn’t hide his serious expression and came closer.

“You’re wrong.”

“…Oppa is scary, you’re not trying to show off in front of unnie, are you?”

“Hey Kim Jihye.”

I raised my head without a word.

Instead of answering, I just stared at oppa.

I was just looking at him without saying anything.

I didn’t have the strength or courage to speak.

I didn’t think oppa would understand just by looking at my expression.

“Tell me why I’m wrong, oppa.”

“If I had to choose between the two of you, I wouldn’t choose you.”

“You’d choose unnie?”

“Yeah.”

He was firm.

He grabbed my hand and pulled me up without a single movement, and answered Jua’s words.

“Even if I seduce you at home every day?”

“If she doesn’t allow it, I can’t even touch you from tomorrow.”

He pointed at me.

Jua looked at me for a moment and then nodded.

“You went over to me so easily with my seduction, you’re too cold-hearted.”

“I’m sorry about that. I’ll compensate you if I can.”

“If unnie says no?”

Oppa looked at me slightly and then turned his head again.

“Then I can’t do it.”

“Now unnie’s answer has become important, is it okay for oppa to touch me or not?”

I want to say no right away.

I want to say firmly right away, absolutely, no.

But the voice didn’t come out.

No matter how much I shout from my throat, it doesn’t come out as if something is blocked.

The situation didn’t change even if I lightly tapped my chest in frustration.

“It’s not something you should be asking. Hey Kim Jihye.”

“U,ung?”

The voice came out.

I looked at oppa’s face looking at me intently.

“Is it okay to touch Jua, or not? You’re the one who agreed to allow it.”

Is it okay to say it?

If I say not to touch her, will he really only look at me?

Isn’t it greed? Am I making oppa suffer because of my greed?

Oppa put his ear in front of my hesitating mouth and nodded to himself.

“She said not to touch her. So until Jihye allows it, I won’t touch you.”

“……”

Jua nodded in silence.

It wasn’t a face that was convinced.

But she smiled without saying anything more to refute.

“Okay. I understand, it’s a shame, but I don’t want to fight any more and make each other’s faces red.”

“That’s a wise choice, younger sister.”

“It’s only because I like oppa this much. If I didn’t like him, I would have made a fuss about what’s going on?”

Jua got up from her seat and headed to oppa’s room.

She naturally opened the door, turned on the light, and smiled with only her face sticking out.

“Then I’ll play games, so you two finish up.”

Oppa grabbed my shoulder as I looked at the closed door and wondered what to do.

Silently, with virtually forced strength, he led me to my room.

–

As soon as we entered the room, he laid Jihye on the bed and sat next to her.

You’re such an idiot. You’re the one who’s allowing it, so why couldn’t you answer in the situation just now?

I was so dumbfounded that I even lied to get out of the situation.

“Are you an idiot?”

“…Why am I?”

“I said I would get your permission, so why couldn’t you be confident in the situation just now?”

There have been times when I’ve been swayed because I didn’t trust you enough.

But I was really pissed off in the situation just now for the first time in a while.

I’m not the one to say this since I had sex with Jua, but no matter what, the distance between a female friend who I just became close with and a younger sister who I’ve been close with until now is huge.

No matter how much Jua seduced me and I went over to her, she’s basically in a position that’s clearly distant from Jihye.

If Jua is really just a sex partner, Jihye is like a wife who torments me by my side.

I was quiet because I thought the situation would end soon, but I could see that Jihye is surprisingly speechless when she’s involved with me.

I don’t trust myself enough.

It’s clear that if I had been acting firmly as usual, Jihye would have been able to finish the conversation before hesitating.

You’ve been like this until now, so Jihye probably knew that I wouldn’t be able to get involved in this situation and acted that way.

“Don’t get permission to go around?”

“I don’t like that.”

“Get permission to go around?”

“…Yeah.”

“Then answer properly in the situation just now. I’ll act decisively too.”

It’s not easy to change the way I’ve lived until now.

Jua’s words were just crossing the line and making me angry, I’m sure I’ll be awkward again tomorrow.

…But I don’t like Jihye being in this situation.

Even if it’s hard for me, I have to change slowly, or I have to change so much that my sisters ask why I’m doing this.

I took a breath and kissed Jihye on the cheek, releasing the heat from my excited brain.

She looked at me without saying anything, touched her cheek, and blushed.

I wish she was as confident as when she scolds me, but she really gets weak when it comes to me.

Then I have to get stronger… I don’t know how to do it.

I have to change so that Jihye doesn’t worry…

“The night is long.”

“…I guess.”

Jihye slowly leaned her head on my thigh and lay down.