episode_0084

Is this correct? I tried to avoid sticking a dagger in Deacon Rachel’s chest, but to put it mildly, this was the limit of what I could do.

What should I do… . Still, I have to tell you the truth. It’s not like we’ve only seen each other for a day or two, we’ve been seeing each other for several years. Deacon Rachel even liked me, so I should have at least made this happen in advance.

“… ”

A moment of silence passed, and before she knew it, a single tear flowed from under Deacon Rachel’s eyes. She quietly wiped away her tears.

madam… . I didn’t want to say it because I knew it would be like this… .

It will be difficult for the person concerned to let go, but it also hurts me to see it. If I knew this would happen, I shouldn’t have given her affection from the beginning, but it’s too late to do that now.

It wouldn’t be good to say anything more here, so I sighed and stroked her soft hair.

Her hair, as beautiful as water, was soon disheveled by my hands.

“When are you coming back? .”

Deacon Rachel asks in a hoarse, dying voice. When… . I have to answer, but I don’t know. In the game, the ending point was 7 or 8 years later, so maybe it would take that long?

That would be the case if there were no major problems, but no matter how much this was a game world, it was no different from reality. I think it is a bit difficult to make any predictions knowing what kind of variables will arise.

“Han… . Will it take about 10 years? . I’m not sure either. I’ll be back as soon as possible.”

“… ”

Even though she said she would come back quickly, she still lowered her head helplessly and shed tears. I didn’t go because I wanted to, but I felt like I had committed a crime.

“Don’t worry too much. I’ll probably come back once every three years. I can see it again then. Yes?”

“… ”

In the end, we couldn’t just stay on the Demon Continent forever. At some point, I had to go back to get supplies, so I might have to visit the church again.

So I told him that it wouldn’t be there for 10 years in the hope that it would be some kind of consolation… . Surprisingly, her gloomy expression did not go away easily.

“Don’t die.”

“Yes? Ah yes… .”

“You could die if you go there.”

“I’ll be careful.”

I guess he’s quite worried about me. Actually, I was taking it for granted so I wasn’t particularly impressed. In fact, it was like going to a den of guys, and I could die at any time, or I could get injured and become disabled.

It doesn’t matter how long it takes to wait, but what happens when I go? Deacon Rachel seemed uneasy about that.

“So, can you wait patiently?”

“… ”

Deacon Rachel can’t say she doesn’t like it, but has no choice but to shake her head. I kept comforting him, but he never calmed down.

I don’t think saying more here will be of any comfort… . I sighed and hugged her.

“Stop crying and come here.”

Before I knew it, she had grown to be about an inch taller than me. In the past, our heights were similar, so the size was perfect when I hugged him, but maybe because he was growing up, after a year or so, he got so big.

“Ugh… . Priest… . How could I… without that priest? .”

When you are held in my arms, what you have been holding in until now bursts out. Every time that happened, I patted her and consoled her, and only after shedding tears and snot for a long time was she able to calm down.

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“You can eat well by yourself, right?”

“Priest. I’m not that kid… .”

“I’m just worried. I’ll tell Marsha, so eat regularly.”

I don’t know how much time has passed since I cried like that. Deacon Rachel was still clinging to me like a baby, and she kept pushing herself closer to me as if asking for more care.

aha… . I’m leaving, but why is the deacon crying… . really… .

It’s funny now that I think about it. I was the one who had to whine about not wanting to go. It was me who put my life in danger, and it was I who had to live in a land of monsters instead of a world where people live for nearly 10 years.

However, it was really funny and fun to see that the person watching was in more pain than the person actually being dragged away.

“Will you wake up now that you have calmed down? I think someone else will find it… .”

“… ”

I thought about getting up, but Deacon Rachel remained silent and didn’t move, with her face buried in my chest. I couldn’t force the child who had been crying until just now to wake up, so I sighed deeply.

“Priest… .”

“Yes?”

After waiting for a while and playing with Deacon Rachel’s hair, she finally opens her mouth. Eventually, he moved slowly in my arms and raised his head.

“Then when are you leaving?”

when? When… .

When was it?

In ‘Sata’, I remember leaving the church the day I was elected. Well, I don’t think there’s much difference here, but it was really awkward to tell a child who was crying until just now that I was leaving tomorrow.

Still, I can’t not say it. ha… . I need to speak, but I can’t get my mouth to speak.

“Priest, please be honest. If you lie, I won’t leave alone.”

“… ”

Tsk… . Deacon Rachel must have figured out right away that I was playing Crayon Shin-chan, and completely nailed it. He chewed his lips and answered while avoiding her stinging gaze.

“Probably… . Wouldn’t it be nice to go tomorrow? Since they usually move right away when they are elected… . I don’t know exactly… .”

“Priest, I heard that the Lord himself appeared in a dream. You wouldn’t have told me everything. Be honest.”

“That… . I’m going tomorrow.”

madam… . If I had known this would happen, should I have said this sooner? To be honest, I was afraid of saying it, so I kept putting it off and finally said it.

But what can I do… . It’s something that’s difficult to bring up, as it was a very special relationship with me. If I had at least seen Deacon Rachel as much as Congregation Martha, I would have said something at the right time.

Even though I just told him that he had to leave, he cried like that… .

“I’m sure it’s tomorrow.”

“Oh… . Yes.”

“Ha… . Then today will be the last day.”

“… ”

Her laughter bursts out as if she is dumbfounded. The complexion, which had now improved a bit, had returned to its previous state and had suddenly darkened.

“I will come once every three or three years. Don’t worry too much. As soon as I leave the Demon Continent, I will go straight to see Deacon Rachel… . Yes?”

I urgently try to calm her down as she looks like she’s about to explode. If I had known this would happen, I would have told you about it earlier, so at least I would have had time to organize my thoughts.

“Priest… .”

“Yes, yes?”

Haup-!

uh?

As I was letting my guard down, in an instant, Deacon Rachel attacked me and my world turned upside down.

Having been caught by an unexpected surprise attack, I fell backwards and eventually fell onto the dusty floor, raising a small amount of dust around me.

“Wow… . Ugh… .”

She presses her lips together so harshly that I can’t even think of resisting. I was embarrassed for a moment and struggled, but soon I felt as if all the strength in my body was leaving and I accepted her lips obediently.

“Whoop… . hmm… .”

Deacon Rachel… . Let’s just talk for a moment… .

If it had been anyone else, I would have tried my best to escape, but is it because I completely understand why she does that? I couldn’t bear it.

He must have been like a lover to me, but the thought of having to let him go broke out all I had been holding in.

In fact, this is the last sexual intercourse you will have with Deacon Rachel.

She craved my body more harshly than usual, as if she wanted to keep my body in her memory for a long time.

“Puha… . Priest. If today is the last day… . I can do whatever I want, right?”

“… ”

Deacon Rachel asks me with sad eyes like a puppy getting wet in the rain.

I don’t know. Maybe it’s because it was so sudden, but I can’t speak. However, I knew for sure what she wanted, so I turned my head and silently revealed my weakness and gave her permission.

“Haup… .”

“Ugh… !”

She bit the back of her neck as if she had been waiting. He began to undo the clothes with his hands and conquer each and every sensitive part of my body.

“Ha… . Deacon Rachel… .”

A moan that comes out as the stimulation increases in a body that has become sensitive along with the shame of corruption. As if possessed by a vampire, it sunk its teeth into my neck and blew hot snort.

Okay, if I can relieve my anger like this… .

It doesn’t matter what I do.

After today passes, we won’t be able to share our affection like this anyway. I just wanted you to enjoy my body to the fullest extent possible.

“Puha… .”

Rachel Deacon falls only after leaving an indelible mark on my body. The nape of the neck, which was shiny with saliva, was soon stained red with clearly visible teeth marks.

“Ha… . ha… . Priest… .”

To-duk to-duk-

Then came the sound of clothes being taken off. The obstacles protecting my body were pushed aside, revealing my pure white naked body hidden on the floor.

“Priest, since this is the last time, I will do whatever I want. Even if you ask me to save you, I don’t know.”

“Yes… . Please write as much as you want. Today is all about subtitles.”