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by adminEpisode 196 – Princess, Ariana Crowfield 9 –
There are many reasons why child abuse is considered a very terrible crime.
It means giving a huge reward to the victim.
The fact that the victim is a child who is weak and difficult to resist.
There are many other reasons, but the most important one is different.
The reason is simple.
The majority of child abuse occurs by parents or guardians.
No matter how abused you are.
Even if it’s a position you want to get out of.
From the perspective of the child who is the victim.
This is because parents who are perpetrators are the ones who cannot give up.
No matter how unloving your parents may be.
Just as the Duke of Crowfield did not drive out or kill Ariana because she was his own child.
Parents.
Just the relationship of being the person who gave birth to oneself.
Because it is difficult to break it off.
What is blood relation? Because it’s something that can’t be easily quit.
Therefore, child abuse has very unique characteristics.
The victim defends the perpetrator.
The result is that it is very difficult to take legal action.
What was happening in a duke’s house was also similar.
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“… At least it’s better.”
This is the first compliment given to Ariana.
It was when she was eleven and one years old.
Although there was nothing special about it.
It was just a story, though.
Ariana was extremely touched by those words.
He also had a hopeful thought that he would continue to do well in the future and that people would love him like any other ordinary father.
It was just a delusion.
That was enough.
Even her father gave her freedom to think.
Mate-
But humans cannot be perfect.
Always repeating mistakes.
Even though the same goes for the human duke.
Ariana, who seemed to have forgotten that fact and made another mistake, was struck with the sword of her hand.
“… ”
She didn’t resist.
It was just sitting still.
Corporal punishment has happened countless times.
As usual, it was just going to end in one-sided violence.
Until one person questioned him.
“Do you really think the princess did something wrong? Princess Jibuddo is doing very well for her age!”
Her new teacher, a teacher, took issue with her behavior.
“If you try to be harsher when you are already good at it, you will only end up with destruction! Encouragement when you make a mistake. Discipline yourself when you lose your mind. Praise when successful… ”
She was a capable educator.
On Earth in the 21st century.
Although she was a good educator.
I wasn’t the necessary educator.
The relationship between this father and daughter.
Because they have been out of sync for hundreds of years before they were born.
and.
Ironically, Ariana is watching the fight between her tutor and her father.
In Ariana Crowfield’s head.
There were thoughts that the victim should not have towards the perpetrator.
Ariana wanted to quickly make up for her mistakes and receive praise from her father.
She felt sorry for her father for having an ugly child like her, so she had to quickly work hard to return to a normal father-daughter relationship.
Because to her, the tutor is someone who will leave someday.
Because my father, who is related by blood, is someone who will never leave.
It was typical gaslighting.
No one knew it was gaslighting.
Even those who suffer.
Even those who do it.
This may be because he did not know that he was being burned by a gas fire.
“I will do better… Duke.”
However, the human spirit cannot be measured.
I wonder how many things in this world can be quantified.
Because in the case of the mind, it depends on the will.
Many people think that mental power is theoretically infinite.
However, most psychologists on Earth in the 21st century say:
Mental strength is also a resource that is consumed.
If it exceeds this, it feels like muscle pain or an injury.
You could get mentally ill.
Even if it is not a mental illness, the symptoms of mental illness are similar to those when a person suffers mentally.
I just don’t know.
No, perhaps it is mental illness that causes such a state to persist.
“… I am. are you okay. There’s no problem… ?”
Sleep only two hours a day.
Play time is 0 minutes.
5 minutes break.
A schedule even harsher than that of the 28-year military service.
I just feel comfortable.
A place where mental trials more severe than those of the Ssangpal Year military, where cruelty was rampant, await.
In it, Ariana Crowfield.
“Ha… Tomorrow… number… ”
It was slowly falling apart.
There is almost no time for rest during the day.
There is no play time at all.
And even during that break, I couldn’t relax.
The reason the duke took a break was.
See if you have dignity even when resting.
It’s not about acting something dignified.
Because the goal was to create truly decent people.
Pop~
Pop~
“Ah… ”
Water flows from her face as she studies.
It wasn’t tears.
Because crying was an undignified thing to do.
It wasn’t even a runny nose.
Because blowing your nose was rude.
What was running down her face.
Ironically, it was something more terrible than snot and tears.
“Please call a priest… ”
“Okay.”
It was an ironic sight.
The general perception is that tears and runny nose are something that can happen.
If blood flows, there is a problem.
But to her, even such big things were trivial.
Rather, it was fortunate.
Without behaving in an indecent manner and causing blood to flow from the eyes, nose, and mouth.
Because I thought it was proof that I worked hard.
She was not conceited about that and showed her will to simply call a priest and continue the work.
I thought it was truly classy.
“… We will treat you… Princess… ”
She and her father.
Even though it was just the thoughts of two people.
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That reality was not revealed to the outside world.
That was common sense even for an unsophisticated operative.
If you do something wrong and get scolded, you should scold him personally.
You shouldn’t be scolded and humiliated in front of everyone.
This was because the duke thought it was undignified to expose his indecency to the outside world.
Anyway, the result was the same.
Even though it was so twisted.
It was a father-daughter relationship that was maintained well in its own way.
But it didn’t take long for the relationship to turn sour.
The subject was none other than someone close to those two people.
Her title is the Duchess of Crowfield.
Wife of the Duke of Crowfield.
She was Ariana Crowfield’s biological mother.
“… ”
“arrived. Mother.”
A person comes into the room.
The target person is the heir of the family. It was Ariana Crowfield.
The object of respect for the next number one in the family was lying on the bed.
At the sound of the successor speaking, the subject who was lying down opened his eyes with a tremor and looked at Ariana.
Duchess of Crowfield.
As the second-in-command of the family, her appearance was not very good.
Ariana’s father, whom her husband hates so much.
They didn’t seem all that different from undignified vagabonds.
“It’s okay.”
It was a lie.
It was something that only undignified vagabonds would do, but no one cared.
Being considerate of others was the basis of dignity.
“… Try your best. There was nothing else to say.”
Ariana expressed her concern to her.
For Ariana, her mother’s presence was very special.
She believed that because her father was related by blood, she would never be distant from him.
It was no different for her mother.
Originally, we wouldn’t have even met.
Her sick mother was far from dignified.
There was a rumor going around that it was a dignified nobleman who was just worried about his sick parents.
Because of this, meetings between the two were able to take place on a regular basis.
“You’re sick, but you gave birth to me… It must have been difficult.”
“It’s okay. Having you was such a joy.”
Being born is the parents’ choice and not the child’s fault.
Knowing how to take responsibility is also a classy thing.
That’s why we hugged each other.
Ariana was confident that her mother would never leave her, unlike the people who left her side.
It was that winter.
The Duchess left her side.
The place of death was the Duke of Crowfield’s Mansion.
The cause of death was childbirth.
To get insurance.
It was a law that required insurance premiums to be paid.
That was the beginning of the discrepancy.
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I can see outside.
It was a very bright and nice day.
The sunlight was so bright that I felt it was a good day to kill a vampire.
“Then shall we go? Mr. Dillenium?”
Not all vampires burn in sunlight.
The rod can resist to some extent.
After becoming a master, you become no different from an ordinary person, but you do not burn to death.
St. Dilenium.
He was a master.
“I understand.”
That’s how his journey with me began.
Decide my fate and his.
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