Beast-like Sex (1)

Ethan’s body stiffened momentarily as his lips collided with Lilith’s.

He couldn’t comprehend why she had suddenly kissed him the moment she woke up.

-Smooch, smack, smooch.

“Hng, mmph… Hng…”

“……”

Of course, Ethan wasn’t the type to put down his fork at the dinner table for no reason, so he didn’t push Lilith away when she suddenly pounced on him.

It wasn’t that he was so sexually frustrated he’d steal a kiss out of nowhere, but he always carried the desire to kiss the woman he loved.

Was it sexual frustration? Or was she confusing the Ethan from her dream with the real one? Or perhaps, weakened by illness, she was being more affectionate and clingy than usual?

He could ask her about it after the kiss was over.

With that thought, Ethan pressed his face against Lilith’s and went along with the kiss, which lasted nearly three minutes before her lips slowly pulled away from his.

“Hah, haa, haah…”

“What’s gotten into you, Lilith? Why the sudden enthusiasm…?”

“Haah, Ed… Ed was the one who started it first…”

“Huh…?”

“Y-you were touching my body all over just now… H-how can you act so shameless, Ed…?”

…So she had been awake the whole time, pretending to be asleep.

He had tried to be careful not to wake her while touching her, but it seemed her sensitive body had been roused the moment he first made contact.

Moreover, the fact that she had switched to calling him by a nickname at some point was an unspoken request to see him not as a servant but as a lover-implying that since he had touched her while she was asleep and aroused her, he should take full responsibility as her lover.

‘Wait, then that sleep-talking earlier…’

Could she have been pretending to be asleep the whole time, even while sleep-talking? All while knowing I was touching her body?

Ethan felt a wave of embarrassment just imagining Lilith’s actions but decided not to press the issue. If he brought it up now, she would undoubtedly be so mortified she’d hide under the covers.

Having already shared a bed with Lilith multiple times, Ethan had become quite adept at handling her.

“Sorry, Lily. I was just trying to clean you up-I didn’t mean to wake you.”

“Haa, haa, Ed… aren’t you a man with at least some desires? H-how could you touch my sleeping body and stay so composed the whole time?”

“……Huh?”

“I-if you weren’t going to do anything, you should’ve at least left my clothes on… O-or not touched me at all…! B-but if you’re going to take my clothes off and grope my chest under the pretense of wiping away sweat, you should’ve at least acted on your desires a little…! Y-you just mechanically cleaned me without doing anything else…!”

“……”

He wasn’t entirely sure what she meant by “mechanically,” but he could roughly infer it from the context.

And with that, Ethan cautiously realized something else: despite his careful efforts to clean her body with consideration, Lilith had secretly wanted him to take her while she was asleep.

Her next words explained exactly why she had felt that way.

“A-am I really that unattractive…? O-or do you not feel excited by me anymore now that you’ve ‘caught’ me…?”

“Lily? What are you talking about?”

“I-if that’s not the case, then how could you see me naked and not do anything at all?! E-even if you held back from outright taking me… if you had even a little desire, you would’ve at least groped my chest a bit!”

“……”

She probably couldn’t even imagine how much restraint and patience he had exercised while cleaning her body.

The urge to grab Lilith’s massive breasts with both hands and squeeze them hard, to take her stiffened peaks into his mouth and roll them with his tongue, to strip off her underwear under the guise of cleaning her lower half and touch her there-

He had suppressed all those lecherous desires while tending to her, and she had no idea.

Because she didn’t know, she could make such an absurd accusation. If she had glimpsed even ten seconds into his mind, she would never have misunderstood like this.

‘A woman’s heart is truly mysterious…’

He had held back because touching a sick person wasn’t gentlemanly-but apparently, ravishing her would have been the right answer.

Ethan couldn’t help but feel renewed admiration for the Hero, who effortlessly manipulated the hearts of three women. Even if he still didn’t think they could ever get along.

Of course, in reality, Ethan was only misunderstanding because Lilith was an unusually troublesome woman. Unfortunately, having never loved anyone else, he had no frame of reference.

“Not excited by you? That’s ridiculous.”

“……”

“I’m still thrilled and excited by everything about you, Lily. Even after our first time, even now-still, always.”

“…Don’t lie to me.”

“I’m not lying, so I’ll keep going. Ever since our first night together, I’ve still-no, even more than before-felt my heart race.

Every night falling asleep and waking up in the same bed, occasionally bathing together, the kisses and other skinship you allow me, and… even after all that, when you give me ‘rewards’ for beating Father in sparring-I still get excited. More than before. And every day, even more.”

“Ah, ah, ngh… R-really…?”

Lilith trembled, flustered by Ethan’s sudden passionate confession.

Watching her already flushed cheeks turn even redder, Ethan pressed further.

“But it seems like you still don’t believe my sincerity.”

“Ah… Ed?”

“If you want it that badly, I’ll give you exactly what you’re asking for, Lily.”

-Grab.

“Kyaaah?!”

Lilith gasped in shock as Ethan suddenly seized her right arm.

Her reaction only excited him further, and he dragged her back onto the bed.

“Lily, you brought this on yourself.”

“…Ed?”

“You’re the one who doubted me. Now I have no choice but to prove how much you still excite me.”

-Squeeze!

“Nghyahhh?!”

Ethan roughly groped one of Lilith’s breasts with his right hand.

A ragged moan escaped her lips as his rough touch pressed through the thin fabric of her nightgown. Satisfied with her reaction, he used both hands to tear open her nightgown.

-Pop! Pop-pop!

“Hyaaaahk?!”

The buttons, unable to withstand the man’s rough handling, scattered across the room, exposing her ample chest once more.

-Squeeze!

“Nghhyahk?!”

“You said you were disappointed I didn’t take you, right?”

“N-not disappointed, just… I thought maybe you didn’t have any desires…”

“Doesn’t matter. You started this, Lily.”

-Knead, knead, knead.

“Nngh, ah, haah…!! Haaah…!!”

Ethan placed both hands on her chest, rubbing and pressing as if kneading dough.

-Lick, lick, lick.

“Nghh, w-wait, Ed… nghh?! B-both at once is too…!”

He gathered both her nipples together and sucked them into his mouth at the same time, licking and teasing them relentlessly.

This was nothing like Ethan’s usual gentle caresses-this was raw, unrestrained desire, and Lilith couldn’t process it.

‘S-so he really… was holding back all this time…?’

Only now did Lilith realize she had misunderstood something crucial. But it was far too late to take it back.

Ethan, now fully consumed by desire, was completely absorbed in kneading and teasing her chest as if it were a toy.

-Squish!

“Nghh, haaaaah…!!”

One hand squeezed her breast so roughly it felt like it might burst.

-Knead, knead, knead.

“Nngh, ah, haaah…!! Haaah…!!”

Both hands pressed against her chest, rubbing and kneading like dough.

-Slurp, slurp, slurp.

“Nghh, w-wait, Ed… nghh?! B-both at once is too…!”

He sucked both nipples into his mouth at once, licking and teasing them simultaneously.

This was nothing like the gentle, considerate Ethan she knew-this was rough, beast-like sex, and Lilith couldn’t help but feel overwhelmed.

‘Somehow… this feels… even better…?’

This savage, animalistic passion-completely unlike Ethan’s usual gentlemanly demeanor.

For some reason, Lilith couldn’t help but suspect that this sensation might actually be more pleasurable.