First Love? (2)

Holding his pounding heart, he lay on the bed, closing his eyes for a moment before opening them again, only to find the scenery outside the window had transformed from a dark night sky to a blue morning sky.

Checking the time on the Time Stone, it was roughly 6:30 in the morning.

He remembered it being quite difficult to fall asleep due to his pounding heart, but once he finally did, it seemed he had slept soundly as usual.

‘In the end, morning came.’

-Thump, thump, thump.

As he recalled ‘what he had to do today’ in his mind, something other than the duties of an Exclusive Maid he had performed until now, his heart began to pound like crazy.

It was the first time he would experience sexual intercourse between a man and a woman in this life – no, to be precise, in two lives, as he had died a virgin in his previous life as well.

He wondered if his heart would have pounded this much even if he had had the chance to be intimate with a woman back when he was a man. He could only cautiously guess that it probably wouldn’t have been this intense.

But he couldn’t run away now. It would be far too shameless for him to be the only one to flee after putting Ethan through all that trouble.

So he had no choice but to accept it calmly, as if it were nothing. If he was going to do it anyway, it would be better to get it over with before the academy started, to eliminate any possibility of troublesome things arising.

‘I heard that the first time… is quite painful.’

It’ll be fine… right? Still, since the other person is Ethan.

They say it hurts when the hymen tears, but that’s only if foreplay isn’t done properly. That wouldn’t apply to him and Ethan, who had already ‘interacted’ dozens of times through foreplay alone.

If it was inserted after being sufficiently loosened, it probably wouldn’t hurt that much. …Probably.

‘…I’m a little uneasy.’

He was going to prepare as much as possible before insertion… but still, if possible, wasn’t there a way to make it hurt less?

It wasn’t that he was afraid of the pain; it’s just how first experiences are. Wanting to package it as a good memory as much as possible was the instinct of every woman in the world.

And the size of that ‘thing’ Ethan possessed… was also a bit worrying. No matter how well prepared it was inserted, there was no way something of that size wouldn’t hurt when entering the body.

‘What if I were the one to do it…?’

If he were the one doing the overwhelming, instead of being overwhelmed, wouldn’t it be a little better?

If he could at least move on his own, the situation would probably be a bit better. At least he wouldn’t keep getting pounded while in pain.

Having come to that conclusion in his mind, he hurriedly got out of bed and changed into his Maid Uniform. As the saying goes, ‘strike while the iron is hot,’ it was better to do such things quickly once the thought occurred.

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The morning of the same day, Ethan’s bedroom.

“…So, it’s morning after all.”

The only son of the Blackwood Family, who had spent almost the entire night awake, muttered emptily while lying on the bed.

“To be so excited about just a first experience that I couldn’t even sleep, it’s like I’m a child or something…”

Even to himself, it was a ridiculously trivial reason for insomnia.

Of course, there was room for extenuating circumstances given that the object of that first experience was his first love, whom he had secretly loved since he was very young, but it was still a somewhat embarrassing reason to go around talking about.

If he had known it would turn out like this, he even thought it might have been better to just do it last night. His plan to embrace Lillith after resting for a day and regaining his condition had also gone awry one by one.

As it was the day he and Lillith would finally have their first experience, he had also made some date plans, but with his body in this state, it seemed better to just rest at the Blackwood Mansion today. He needed to rest now so he could somehow regain his stamina by evening and carry out the ‘great deed’ with Lillith.

If he just closed his eyes for a bit now, he could tell her when Lillith came into the room to wake him. Or perhaps the quick-witted Lillith, seeing him in a deep sleep, might let him rest more on her own.

With that thought, the moment Ethan closed his eyes and tried to quietly fall asleep, a few knocks sounded, and a familiar voice reached him from in front of his door.

-Knock, knock, knock.

“Ethan-doryeonnim, it’s Lillith.”

“…Yes, come in.”

-Creak.

He felt a little puzzled by Lillith, who had visited about an hour earlier than his usual waking time, but it wasn’t too bad for Ethan either.

Since he had already decided to get more sleep while lying in bed today, it was better to convey this fact a little earlier, as it would be better in many ways.

“You’re up early, Ethan-doryeonnim.”

“…Yes, it just happened.”

Ethan couldn’t bring himself to say that he had been awake all night. If he said something like that, it would be tantamount to indirectly confessing how much he had been looking forward to his first experience with Lillith today.

If it had been another maid, he could have spoken honestly without a second thought, but to her, whom he held feelings for, he simply couldn’t bring himself to tell the truth.

“Um, Lillith.”

“Yes, Ethan-doryeonnim.”

“…I’m tired today, so I’m planning to sleep a bit more. Please tell the Kitchen to skip my breakfast.”

“…Ah, if it’s about that, I’ve already told them, so you don’t have to worry.”

“Ah, right. As expected of Lillith… huh?”

Ethan felt something strange at Lillith’s words that she had already conveyed the message he had only thought of that morning, but his Exclusive Maid shamelessly began to undress as she continued with her next words.

“And… for about four hours, no other maids or servants will enter the room, so you don’t have to worry.”

-Slide.

“W-wait. Lillith?!”

“Yes, Ethan-doryeonnim.”

“W-what are you doing right now? Why are you suddenly taking off your clothes…?”

“Well. What do you think?”

“…….”

To answer the question of ‘what do you think?’… it was an all too obvious action.

There was no way he wouldn’t know, as the reason he had desperately engaged in a sparring match with his father must have been for the same reason.

“If it’s an act that a young man and woman would do, stripping in a room together… Ethan-doryeonnim, you know very well, don’t you?”

“It’s still morning, Lillith. Usually, things like this are done in the evening or at night…”

“It’s the morning after Ethan-doryeonnim has had enough rest. I believe you have fully recovered from the fatigue of the sparring match you had with Master yesterday over the past night.”

“…….”

Regrettably, he hadn’t recovered at all.

In fact, he even felt a slight muscle soreness. Because fatigue accumulated in muscles usually sets in several hours after the moment the body was moved, rather than immediately.

However, whether she knew his feelings or not, Lillith calmly took off the Maid Uniform she was wearing and was instantly in her Underwear.

“How is it, Ethan-doryeonnim?”

“How… what?”

“I’m talking about my attire. Doesn’t it seem a little different from usual?”

“…….”

Indeed, Lillith was wearing Underwear that was a little different from usual.

The fact that she was wearing black Underwear matching the color of her stockings was the same as usual, but the shape of the Underwear was quite different from usual.

It wasn’t the plain, patternless black Underwear provided to maids at the Blackwood Mansion, but Underwear with patterns embroidered with Lace Embroidery, making it a little lewd… no, a little more luxurious in appearance.

“I-it’s a little different. W-when did you buy that kind of Underwear?”

“I made it myself. It wasn’t as difficult as I thought once I actually tried it.”

“Y-you made it yourself…? T-that…?”

“Yes. I thought there might be a time I’d use it someday. And it seems that day is today, so I wore it for the occasion, Ethan-doryeonnim. It’s a kind of ‘battle Underwear,’ you could say.”

“Battle Underwear…?”

Lillith smiled calmly as she looked at him, saying something like, “Do you like it?”

Her Underwear, which seemed to be loosely woven, appeared to intentionally show what was underneath, and because of that, her appearance in Underwear felt even more erotic than being naked.

“…….”

-Gulp.

“I’m glad you seem to like it.”

At Lillith’s face, which was blushing and smiling as she replied, Ethan’s heart began to pound like a carriage tumbling down a cliff.

It was a moment like a dream he had envisioned since he was very young. By Lillith, who was displaying beautiful yet erotic movements in front of him, Ethan’s body reacted on its own, despite his deep fatigue.

“Um, Lillith.”

“Yes, Ethan-doryeonnim.”

“Are you really going to do it now?”

“You’ve made me this embarrassed, and now you’re thinking of running away, Ethan-doryeonnim?”

“…I didn’t say anything. Lillith just took her clothes off on her own, didn’t she?”

“But you didn’t stop me, so in the end, it’s as good as Ethan-doryeonnim having implicitly agreed.”

“…….”

He had merely been flustered by the unusually daring Underwear and missed the timing to stop her, but saying something like that out loud seemed even more pathetic, so Ethan couldn’t bring himself to refute her.

“Lillith, I’m a little sorry to say this now that it’s come to this.”

“…….”

“As I said earlier, I’m tired right now, so I’m planning to sleep a bit more. So, if possible, could you wait until evening?”

“It’s fine, Ethan-doryeonnim. Even if Ethan-doryeonnim just stays still, I will take care of everything myself.”

“No, it’s not that kind of problem…”

-Flap!

“And unlike Ethan-doryeonnim, your ‘young master’ seems to have a slightly different idea.”

“…….”

From beneath the blanket Lillith mercilessly pulled away, Ethan’s member quietly rose, expressing its feelings.

Ethan, whose state revealed that his libido had overcome his fatigue, had no choice but to admit it, and he couldn’t bring himself to refuse Lillith’s touch on his body.