Lillith Rosewood’s Melancholy (4)

A strange atmosphere began to flow between Ethan and me due to the night’s activities, which had started for a different reason than usual.

Due to this strange situation, where the reward of touching breasts, usually given only when Ethan won a round in a Swordsmanship Duel against Harold, had begun without any mental preparation.

I thought it wouldn’t matter since we’d already stayed together once at an inn, but it seemed he was quite bothered just by me sleeping next to him. …Though I couldn’t agree with his claim that I clung to him in my sleep.

Anyway, if I just satisfy this momentary surge of desire, he’ll probably be quiet for a while. And for the next two times, I’ll be able to accept it without much trouble, regardless of whether Ethan wins a round against Harold or not.

As I thought that and quietly tried to push my chest towards him, my Academy uniform, which I hadn’t changed out of since returning home, suddenly caught my eye.

“Ah.”

“W-what’s wrong, Lillith?”

“No. I just realized I haven’t had my bathing since returning from the Academy. I’ll prepare it right away, so if Young Master Ethan could wait just a moment…”

“…It’s fine, Lillith.”

“Yes?”

“I-it’s fine even with the uniform on…”

Ethan quietly blushed as he said something that felt strangely gloomy.

As soon as I saw his reaction, I roughly understood why he had told me not to go wash up.

…Whether I wore the Academy uniform or not was quite a significant matter, after all.

I used to be a man, so I could understand that much. He had only ever touched my breasts while I was in a Maid Uniform, so he probably wanted to enjoy a different outfit sometimes.

In the first place, if I hadn’t understood him as a fellow man, I wouldn’t have made an exception for him on a day like today.

With that thought briefly in my mind, I nonchalantly granted Ethan’s secret request.

Since I had heard that this one time would count for two rounds, I felt it was fine to indulge his request a little.

“So you’re saying you’re tired of the Maid Uniform and now wish to touch breasts clad in an Academy uniform. Understood, Young Master Ethan.”

“Ah, no! I didn’t mean I was tired of Lillith’s Maid Uniform…!”

“It’s quite alright, Young Master Ethan. Isn’t one of the situations every man dreams of having relations with a female student in an Academy uniform? I understand.”

“……”

Ethan could no longer refute, quietly blushing and averting his gaze slightly into the distance.

For some reason, Ethan’s actions today were strangely cute. Perhaps it was because our psychological positions were completely reversed from usual in this situation of touching and being touched.

Normally, when Ethan touched my breasts, it was only as a reward after confidently winning a duel against Harold, but today, Ethan was making a request to me, and I was granting permission.

In any case, in the relationship itself, I was subtly in a superior position. …Even if it was just for this one moment.

“You may begin whenever you wish, Young Master Ethan. As usual, the time spent undressing will not be included in the touching time.”

“…Mm.”

Ethan looked a little flustered by the layers of Academy uniform laid out before his eyes.

It seemed he was flustered because it was a different outfit in many ways from when he usually touched my breasts.

However, perhaps his desire outweighed his emotions, as he eventually reached out both hands over my thick uniform.

With careful hands, the buttons of my uniform began to unfasten one by one from the top.

-Tuduk, Tuduk.

“……”

-Tuduk, Tuduk.

“…Heup.”

…This, somehow, feels a little embarrassing.

I thought I had already gotten somewhat used to showing my breasts, but now that I was in this situation again, it was strangely difficult to suppress my embarrassment.

Was it because I could feel Ethan’s desire in his touch as he unbuttoned my uniform one by one?

I reacted slightly to Ethan’s hand briefly brushing against me just to undress me, but I didn’t feel particularly strange yet.

-Todok, Todok.

“…Heut, heu…”

Ethan unbuttoned the outermost jacket and then began unbuttoning my Dress Shirt.

Perhaps because he knew that just one more layer would reveal my bare skin and underwear, his touch conveyed considerable excitement and impatience.

I felt Ethan’s emotions, strangely transmitted through the collar of my clothes, reaching me as well.

Three, four, five.

Ethan unfastened a total of six buttons, unable to bring himself to touch the very last button tucked inside the skirt.

Due to his touch, my Bra and the skin above my navel, which had been hidden beneath, were exposed.

“…You usually wear a Bra, huh.”

“That’s sexual harassment, Young Master Ethan.”

“Now, with something like this…?”

…Normally, I would intentionally take it off and prepare so he could touch me comfortably without any hindrance.

Today, I was only wearing it because it was an impromptu request from Ethan that occurred in a situation I hadn’t even anticipated.

If he had asked to touch me after winning a duel against Harold, as usual, I would have taken off my Bra beforehand.

Casually dismissing Ethan’s foolish observation, I quietly waited for him to remove the last layer covering my chest.

His fingers, entering between my cleavage, quietly pushed up the black Bra that encased my breasts.

-Seureureuk.

“Euh-heut, heueu…”

A moan that naturally escaped as my nipples brushed against the fabric when the Bra was removed.

If it had been me when Ethan first touched my breasts, I would have felt embarrassed for letting out such a moan in that instant, but having already shown far more humiliating reactions countless times, I decided not to blush over such things anymore.

…Separately from that, the situation itself of having my breasts exposed in front of Ethan was purely mortifying, though.

-Malkang!

“Eut, heueup!”

As I briefly thought that and began counting down, Ethan’s two hands roughly settled onto my exposed breasts, now free of any obstacles.

I quietly counted down in my mind, trying my best to endure the stimulation coming to my breasts.

-Malkang, Malkang.

“Your breasts are beautiful today too, Lillith.”

“Heup, is that, so…”

-Malkang, Malkang.

“And they’re always soft to the touch. Lillith’s breasts, they always bring peace to my mind whenever I touch them.”

“Ah, neh-he… I-I see…”

Ethan’s nonsense, which he spouted freely while kneading my breasts today as well.

In the past, I would have considered answering such nonsense as being toyed with and deliberately ignored him, but recently, my thoughts on this had changed a little.

I deliberately answered nonchalantly, even as my breasts were being touched as if it were nothing.

I felt that the way to make this time less humiliating was for me to also accept the situation as natural.

There was no need to desperately avoid Ethan’s answers and change the subject, nor was there a need to pretend I felt nothing, hiding the fact that I was feeling it.

I simply regarded the conversation as just a conversation, engaging in it as usual between an employer and his exclusive maid, and I didn’t bother to hide the fact that I was feeling it in my chest.

Reaching climax from having one’s breasts touched isn’t necessarily shameful, is it?

Hiding a normal physiological bodily reaction out of shame was far more humiliating. I just needed to accept it naturally.

With that thought, even when Ethan touched my breasts with his usual relaxed expression, I merely returned his words with feigned composure.

“This was your weak spot, wasn’t it, Lillith? Pulling your breasts by tugging on your nipples like this.”

-Kkuuuk.

“Euh-heut, heup, haaak…! Haaak…!!”

“How is it? Does it feel good? Hmm?”

-Kkuuk, Kkuuuk.

“A-a little… I-I affirm that…”

“……Hmm?”

“I-it’s just… a n-natural… physiological phenomenon… That it f-feels good… when Young Master Ethan’s hands touch me…”

“……”

Thinking there was no need to forcibly hide these feelings I was experiencing, I quietly nodded, not denying my current emotions.

Perhaps if I showed this kind of reaction, Ethan might even get bored, rather than acting with his usual impudent attitude…

“Y-Young Master Ethan…? What are you…?”

“…Lillith, you tempted me.”

“What? What do you mean…? H-haaeut?!”

Suddenly, from my right breast, where Ethan had brought his face, I felt a strangely unfamiliar sensation tormenting my nipple.

It didn’t take long for me to realize that it was Ethan’s lips beginning to suckle my breast.

-Cheueup, Cheueup.

“Y-Young Master… Ethan?!”

-Jjeueup, Jjeueup, Jjeueup.

“T-touching with your mouth… I-I haven’t given p-permission yet… Heueueut?!”

Ethan suckled one of my breasts with an aggressive posture, as if a newborn baby were nursing Breast milk.

As the pressure from his lips slightly pulled my breast, his tongue diligently rolled my nipple inside.

My pleasure rapidly surged with that unfamiliar yet stimulating sensation.

At the same time, his right hand, kneading my left breast, also tirelessly stimulated my nipple.

Following the stimulation from his fingers, the sensation of pleasure instantly surged in both breasts as I began to feel the stimulation from his lips and tongue as well.

Now, that strange yet familiar sensation that I could reach climax with just a little more.

“Euh-heut, heueu, haaaaaak…!”

As soon as that thought briefly crossed my mind, a rough moan, difficult even for me to control, burst from my lips.

Along with intense pleasure that pierced through my entire body, it was the moment I finally reached climax again today, thanks to Ethan.

-Kkwaaaak!

“Euh-heup, heu-heueup…?!”

Just as my body trembled from climax, Ethan strongly gripped and twisted my left breast with his right hand.

-Haljjak, Haljjak.

“Hageu, haaaaaang…?!”

At the same time, the lips that had been suckling my right breast lightly bit my nipple and areola with his front teeth, tickling the very tip of my breast with his tongue until the end.

“Haaaah, haaah, ha, haaah…”

…In the end, the 1-minute rule was naturally broken again today.

Even excluding the time spent undressing, I had been toyed with by him for over 5 minutes.

I was already used to him greatly exceeding the time, and in the first place, this instance could be considered one session worth two times, if one were to be strict about it.

It would probably be fine to just let it slide that he spontaneously suckled my nipple with his lips.

“Th-the time is up… Young Master Ethan…”

“…Sorry, I actually knew from a while ago.”

“It’s alright… After all, it was I who was supposed to be keeping, keeping track of the time…”

“…Are you going to wash up?”

“…Yes. Because I’ll have to w-wash off the saliva that some thoughtless Prince left on my breasts…”

“……”

I deliberately spoke, conscious of Ethan, then took out my underwear and nightwear from my drawer and entered the bathroom.

After gathering my discarded clothes and fresh clothes in a corner of the bathroom, I immediately soaked my entire body in the warm water sprayed from the magic tool that dispensed water.

“Huuuuh…”

With the clean stream of water flowing over my body and the refreshing sound of water, I felt as if something that had been clumping in my chest was being washed away along with it.

It felt somehow much more refreshing than when I usually ended my day.

The uncomfortable feeling that had been bothering my heart area since the afternoon also felt resolved.

And along with that feeling, my melancholic mood, which had accompanied it, had also sublimated without a trace at some point.