Thoughts
by Shini
“…Excuse me?”
Even when I spoke to them, the men just stared at me with stiff expressions.
Had I made some mistake?
That couldn’t be. I had politely greeted them and simply asked for my photo back; there was no way anything was wrong with that.
I let go of the hand that had lifted my skirt hem.
Only then did the men slowly start to react.
“Wow, wow…”
“…Insane.”
“Excuse me?”
Although they reacted, they started whispering amongst themselves.
This felt worse than I expected. Even though we had just met, it felt like I was being ostracized.
“Do you like this kind of thing?”
“Huh? What do you mean?”
At the sudden question, I threw a question back.
“Like this kind of thing,” what on earth is “this kind of thing”?
But instead of answering my question, the man pulled out a photo of me climaxing and held it out.
“This kind of thing.”
Did he mean if I liked taking ID photos?
Or perhaps he meant if I liked taking photos in general.
Either way, my body’s appearance was already better than most celebrities, so even an ID photo could look like a photoshoot.
Of course, that photo was far from a photoshoot; it was utterly vulgar, but ID photos were originally like that, so it didn’t matter.
Hmm. Thinking that way, it all made sense.
They must be people who liked taking photos, and they were surprised that an ID photo alone could yield this level of quality.
Since they saw a photo of such quality while passing by, it was natural for them to take an interest.
But it was troublesome. I wasn’t even interested in taking photos.
I should firmly refuse here.
“No, I’m not really interested. More importantly, please give me the photo quickly.”
“Huh? Then why did you take a photo like this?”
“Well, obviously… because I had to take it?”
I’m seeing all sorts of strange people.
It seemed there were plenty of strange people besides Jeong Taeyang.
“Anyway, I’m not interested, so just give me the photo.”
I reached out to snatch the photo, but the man’s hand went up even faster.
“No, now…”
“Ah, more importantly, what’s this smell?”
“Right? Doesn’t it smell really lewd?”
Hearing those words, my body trembled slightly.
Of course, I had masturbated to take the photo of me climaxing, so that wasn’t the problem, but if the female scent was still strong afterward, it would be quite embarrassing.
Even so, there was no way to get rid of the smell here.
“Ah, give it to me quickly!”
In the end, all I could do was glare at them angrily.
“Wow, the gap between the photo and reality is so damn hot.”
The men stared at me with lecherous eyes.
“I-I’m really going to report you…”
I picked up my phone and dialed 112.
I truly intended to report them if they did anything stranger here.
The men looked at each other in embarrassment, then spoke, holding the photos.
“Alright. I’ll give them to you. We’ll give them to you. But these photos are so pretty, so could you take pictures of them and send them to us?”
“Hmm…”
It wasn’t that I didn’t understand. Even to me, they were excellent photos.
Even if my face was being sold, it didn’t matter if I could get rid of these troublesome people.
I took the photos from the men and took pictures of them with my phone.
And I sent the photos to the number they gave me.
“Is that all?”
“Uh, we’ll contact you later!”
Their eyes were full of regret, but perhaps my threat to report them if they did anything more had worked.
The men continued to stare at me as they slowly walked away.
How much did they like photos to be so reluctant to let them go?
I thought that as I headed home.
*
As soon as I arrived home, I quickly washed up and dried myself.
I put the clothes that had already felt sticky into the washing machine and lay on the bed to organize my thoughts.
First, thoughts about hypnosis.
For now, today passed without incident, but I didn’t know when or what kind of hypnosis would be cast on me in the future.
As expected, the medium was Jeong Taeyang’s smartphone.
In that case, it would be best to avoid Jeong Taeyang, but since we had become partners, that was no longer an easy option.
…There was too little information.
All the information I had was that Jeong Taeyang was a hypnotist and that his smartphone was the medium.
If I had at least played the game, I could have prepared for various situations, but for now, there was no way.
“Haa…”
I took out my smartphone and accessed a website.
The site was full of adult videos, and a feast of skin tones unfolded on the screen.
Of course, it wasn’t an ordinary adult video site; it was a site filled only with videos that disgraced and humiliated women.
I took out my Bluetooth earphones, put them in my ears, and turned up the volume.
I lifted my loose T-shirt, revealed my large breasts, and attached the suction device to my nipples.
“Heueut…”
As I activated the suction device, a strange sensation accompanied my nipples being sucked in.
I then chose a video and played it.
The woman in the video was naked, prostrate before a man, her head being stepped on as she masturbated.
The pose was commonly known as Dogeza.
Watching the video, I empathized with the woman in it.
I imagined what I would think and feel if I were prostrate and stepped on like that.
Because it was common sense to develop one’s body by watching lewd videos when thinking seriously at home.
Since I was at it, modifying my mind as well didn’t seem like a bad idea.
“Aheut, heueu…”
The video was quite interesting. It was about a woman who was a CEO but couldn’t control her exhibitionism and was caught masturbating outside by a new employee.
After that, it was a daily routine of having her dignity castrated in the CEO’s office, becoming a bitch, and being humiliated.
The CEO, who had masochistic tendencies from the start, truly became the new employee’s dickhead, and in the end, she sacrificed her company, and the two got married.
And the surprising thing was that this was a true story.
“Euheueu…”
By the time the video ended, I had also reached climax an unknown number of times.
There really were all sorts of people in the world.
I thought that as I removed the suction device from my nipples.
*
Before I knew it, the sun had set, and it was evening. Since it was 3 PM when I got home and washed up, it meant I had diligently watched videos for about 3 or 4 hours. Wasn’t that truly an astonishing record?
“Euek.”
I dragged my trembling legs and got up from my spot. I seemed to have climaxed twice in the booth during the day, and at least six times just now, meaning I had climaxed multiple times in a single day. And today was even my first time masturbating.
Even a monkey who had just learned to masturbate wouldn’t be like this. Thinking that, I tidied up the messy spot. I moved the ruined blanket and laid down a new sheet. The original sheet was beyond being cleaned by simply wiping it.
After roughly finishing the cleanup, I unwrapped a suitable convenience store bento and microwaved it. Two minutes later, with a ‘ding’ sound, the microwave opened.
The bento looked quite good, better than I expected. As expected, since it was inside a game, there were parts that were better than reality. I turned on the TV and ate my meal while watching a suitable entertainment program. The people on TV were exactly like those in reality.
After finishing my meal, I had to do the dishes, but I didn’t want to. I’d have to do them later anyway, so I’d put it off. After all, the most reliable person was tomorrow’s me. The most despicable one was yesterday’s me.
Anyway, the current me had passed the burden to the future me, so I was in a state where I had nothing to worry about. No, I should worry. I still hadn’t come up with a countermeasure for hypnosis.
“Why couldn’t I come up with one?”
Hadn’t I been thinking very seriously until just now? Oh.
Anyway, since there was nothing else to do, let’s make a plan again. First, regarding what kind of relationship I should have with Jeong Taeyang.
Even if we were partners, there were partners who never spoke a word, and while that was true, this wasn’t it. He would definitely speak to me. I would have done the same if I were him.
I naturally got back onto the bed and took off my clothes. Although it was frustrating to do this again after just changing the bedsheets, it was the logical thing to do.
I accessed that site again and played a video. Should I attach the suction device to my clit this time?
“Haaheuu…”
A moan immediately escaped. This seemed quite dangerous. Still, since I did my nipples earlier, it was probably right to do my clit this time.
Alright, let’s think again. When I see Jeong Taeyang tomorrow morning…
“Eunghiiit!”
My thoughts were cut short by an terrifying level of pleasure. Even with the same intensity of suction device, my nipples and clit felt like completely different sensations. I trembled uncontrollably at the waist, then lost consciousness in less than an hour.
…Of course, I hadn’t thought about hypnosis at all.
*
“Euaa…”
I regained consciousness in the morning. My whole body was damp with love juice, making me feel sticky, and a strange smell seemed to be rising as well.
Looking at the sun brightly illuminating my room, I thought, “What time is it?”
Checking the clock, it was 8:30 AM. Nowadays, with school starting at 9 AM or whatever, they said you only had to be there by 9, but I doubted if I could manage in this state.
What was I doing to end up like this? I definitely wasn’t masturbating, but it was because I had been thinking too seriously.
Even so, I couldn’t just not wash up, so I went into the bathroom, took a quick shower, and came out.
The silver lining was that I had short hair. If I had long hair, how terrible would things have been…
It was definitely longer than when I was a man, but I still managed to dry my hair safely. I picked up a spare school uniform instead of the one soaked with love juice and headed out the front door.
But as soon as I stepped outside, I felt an awkward sensation.
‘Ah, I didn’t wear a bra.’
Since I was dressing with the sensation of being a man, I naturally didn’t think about wearing underwear on top. In the end, I was braless, wearing only a blouse.
Although the entrance ceremony was in March, there were no seasons in this game world. This was a world that maintained a suitable temperature regardless of the month.
Because of that, there were no separate summer or winter uniforms. From my perspective, it seemed they did that so the illustrators wouldn’t die drawing them all.
“…Just go!”
It wasn’t like it was very noticeable anyway. You’d only see a slight hint if you looked closely. I didn’t know how much concentration it would take to notice something like that.
After running so hard, I arrived at school.
It was only after entering the classroom that I realized, did I really need to diligently attend school? I wouldn’t be studying properly here anyway.
“You’re here?”
As I went to my seat and sat down, Jeong Taeyang, who was next to me, greeted me. I also naturally lifted my skirt, showed my panties, and sat down.
“Did you run? You’re sweating a lot.”
“Ah, I woke up a bit late.”
That was a very foolish thing to do. From now on, I wouldn’t care if I was late or not; I’d just come at a reasonable time. There was no need for me to unnecessarily exert myself.
“You’re not wearing anything?”
“Wearing what?”
As I was fanning myself dry with my hand, Jeong Taeyang suddenly spoke. What did he mean, “not wearing anything”?
When I looked at Jeong Taeyang, his gaze was directed at my chest. And only then did I realize. Ah, fuck.
And then, as if shouting, “Lee Se-bin’s exhibitionism activated!”, my nipples suddenly erected. Because I had even used the suction device yesterday, my slightly swollen nipples fully revealed their shape even through the blouse.
“D-Don’t look.”
I hastily tried to cover my chest with my hands, but that was even more counterproductive. My words actually drew attention, and even the kids nearby started looking at me.
My body was currently in a state of complete arousal. Of course, it was due to Lee Se-bin’s perversion, but it was a situation where I couldn’t even use that as an excuse.
“Hey, hey. Are you okay? Do you want to go to the Nurse’s Office?”
“…Huh?”
In that situation, Jeong Taeyang grabbed my hand and stood up. It was only after we had left the classroom and moved to the Nurse’s Office that Jeong Taeyang let go of my hand.
Did he just help me?
“What happened?”
“Ah, I overslept and forgot while rushing to get ready.”
Of course, this would be impossible for the original Lee Se-bin. The original Lee Se-bin was practically a model student.
But what could I do? As long as I was in this body, Lee Se-bin was destined to become a delinquent. Not one who played around promiscuously, but a delinquent who was often late for school and frequently absent.
“…You?”
Then there was Jeong Taeyang, looking at me with a puzzled expression.
This bastard didn’t even know Lee Se-bin.
“What did you do yesterday that made you late?”
“Just some serious thinking…”
How could I say that I was thinking about how to prepare because I knew he was a hypnotist?
“It’s a bit personal, so it’s hard to say…”
“Sebin.”
Jeong Taeyang had a smartphone in his hand.
“Look here.”
Terrified by that sight, I immediately closed my eyes. Fortunately, it seemed I wasn’t too late, and I was able to maintain my sanity.
“Huh?”
Leaving Jeong Taeyang’s flustered voice behind, I exited the Nurse’s Office. Since I was standing right in front of the door, it wasn’t difficult to get out even with my eyes closed.
“Lee Se-bin!”
I heard Jeong Taeyang calling from behind me, but I ignored him. That, that crazy bastard. He’s revealing his true nature here.
“Heok, heok…”
By the way, this body’s stamina is too weak. I hadn’t even run much, but I was already out of breath. I leaned against a nearby wall and caught my breath.
Right. What I needed to do was now decided. There was no reason to attend school in the first place. This wasn’t some novel where the world would be destroyed if I didn’t follow the plot; wasn’t this a possession into an eroge with no conditions?
I’d just run far away, find a suitable job, and live happily. Hypnosis freak, get lost!
Five hours after making that resolve.
“Was running away fun?”
I was kneeling before Jeong Taeyang.
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