#15.

Han Su-jin washed her face in the bathroom before heading to Lee Han’s office. She looked at herself in the mirror and steeled her resolve.

,Everything I’m doing now is for Tae-young-ssi. I’ll do anything to protect our family.’

As she entered the office, Lee Han was waiting. With a familiar motion, he handed Han Su-jin the device, and she accepted it.

Under the hot midday sun, the two went on patrol. Han Su-jin writhed with an irrepressible stimulation and excitement that she hadn’t felt in a long time.

After barely finishing the patrol, the two headed to Han Su-jin’s house. Soon, in the familiar space, they began to explore each other’s bodies. Hot breaths and insistent caresses. Han Su-jin tried to accept all of Lee Han’s desires.

Han Su-jin took Lee Han’s climax into her mouth. Just as she was trying to catch her breath, Lee Han suddenly got up and grabbed her legs, spreading them apart. Han Su-jin twisted her powerless body, resisting.

,Just a moment… Please…’

But Lee Han ignored her pleas and continued to push forward. Tears streamed down Han Su-jin’s face. Seeing her slumped, as if she had lost all strength, Lee Han seemed to suddenly lose interest.

,Then, let’s stop here.’

With a cold voice, Lee Han got up. As he was about to get up from the sofa, Han Su-jin called out to him.

,I understand… I’ll continue.’

Words spat out through gritted teeth. Despair was felt in Han Su-jin’s bowed back. Seeing that, a victorious smile flickered on Lee Han’s lips.

To Lee Han, Han Su-jin was now completely in his grasp. The more she resisted, the more thrilling the pleasure he felt when he suppressed her.

Lee Han approached Han Su-jin again. His hand traveled up her thigh. Han Su-jin had no choice but to close her eyes tightly and accept everything.

Lee Han’s fingers stimulated Han Su-jin’s vulva, digging deeper and deeper. Already accustomed to his touch, Han Su-jin’s body quickly began to respond.

,No, this isn’t right…’

Her mind tried to resist, but her aroused body was honest. Han Su-jin despaired at the sight of herself unknowingly thrusting her hips and trying to deeply accept Lee Han.

,Quickly… finish it…”

Han Su-jin muttered weakly. Lee Han inserted his penis very slowly. Han Su-jin’s inside was already wet enough, so it was easily accepted.

,Huu… Ah…”

Han Su-jin moaned without realizing it at the hot sensation. A fullness that filled her deep inside. It should have been painful, but her accustomed body was instead enjoying the sensation.

Each time Lee Han’s penis strongly stimulated her inner walls and dug deep, an intense pleasure that felt like her mind would go blank enveloped her entire body.

,Huu… Ah… No…”

Unlike her words, Han Su-jin’s body writhed as if begging to accept Lee Han even more deeply. The sensitized inside of her vagina recognized and gripped the shape of his penis.

Lee Han whispered in Han Su-jin’s ear and thrust his hips even more roughly.

,Su-jin-ssi, you know it feels good too… You’re so wet like this…”

Han Su-jin gasped at the sensation of her vulva becoming moist. Her face flushed with embarrassment, but her body was already wide open to Lee Han.

,Ahheuk… Heuek… I don’t like it…”

As pleasure washed over her like a wave, Han Su-jin shook her head and let out a moan mixed with sobs. She felt like she was about to lose her mind from the soaring pleasure, but she couldn’t help but blame herself.

,This isn’t right… Why am I doing this…’

Han Su-jin, writhing between guilt and pleasure, gritted her teeth and swallowed her sobs. But as his penis began to pound roughly inside, she finally burst out.

,Eueuk…Heuk……!’

Han Su-jin gasped and muttered in a pained voice.

,Now… Can’t we stop now?’

Han Su-jin pleaded as if she couldn’t bear it any longer. Deep anguish and despair swirled in her eyes.

,Ahheuk… Heuek…”

Even as she shed tears, Han Su-jin unknowingly began to shake her hips in time with Lee Han’s rough movements. Contrary to her desire to resist, the reaction of her body, which was trying to deeply accept him, was contradictory and painful.

,Eueuk! No… !’

With a choking sound, Han Su-jin’s entire body convulsed, and a wave of sweet climax swept through her entire body. Intense pleasure surged along with terrible shame. Han Su-jin could only sob at the contradictory emotions.

Even as she was engulfed in climax, Han Su-jin desperately pleaded.

,Please… Don’t do it inside…”

Barely holding on to her sanity, she refused Lee Han’s ejaculation. She wanted to protect her choice, at least in the last moment.

Lee Han smiled and nodded, then pulled out his penis and ejaculated on Han Su-jin’s stomach. Hot semen flowed down her skin.

Han Su-jin gasped in surprise at the sensation. At the same time, relief and shame washed over her. It was a last line of defense that she had barely managed to protect, but it was not enough to overcome her self-loathing.

Han Su-jin, who had barely recovered from the afterglow of her climax and regained her senses, stared blankly into the air. Lee Han was smiling as he straddled her. The reality of being toyed with by this man was painful.

Han Su-jin murmured, sobbing.

,Why are you doing this to me…”

Despairing at her helpless appearance, she shed bitter tears. She was afraid that she was succumbing to desire and becoming corrupted.

In contrast to the brightly shining sunlight, Han Su-jin’s inner self was gradually darkening. Between the pleasure of the flesh and the resistance of reason, she was falling into a deep swamp.

After the day’s work was over, even after Lee Han left, Han Su-jin sat there blankly for a while. Her appearance, staring blankly into the air with empty eyes, was like that of someone who had lost the will to live.

But soon, she remembered her family’s faces and stood up again. She couldn’t give up hope yet. For the sake of the coming tomorrow, Han Su-jin began to pull herself together once again. She wiped away her tears, hid her wounds, and tried to smile.

To meet Park Tae-young, to return to being an ordinary wife.

Late in the evening, Park Tae-young entered the house, looking tired. Han Su-jin greeted him with a warm smile and was preparing dinner.

,Honey, you worked hard again today. Go wash up and rest.’

Park Tae-young hugged his wife tightly as if grateful, and then sat down. Looking at the dinner table that Han Su-jin had carefully prepared in front of him, she cautiously brought up a topic.

,I decided to take on the role of the women’s association president again today.’

,Really? I’ll support you if that’s what you want. But you weren’t feeling well. Don’t try to force yourself.’

Han Su-jin breathed a sigh of relief as she watched Park Tae-young’s reaction. Her husband was supporting and happy about her activities in the women’s association. Although he would not know the truth hidden behind it.

,Continuing this work is for our family. I can do anything for Tae-young-ssi.’

Han Su-jin repeated to herself that her choice to maintain her relationship with Lee Han was right. Having confirmed her husband’s support, she became even more determined.

Even if it was accompanied by guilt that gnawed at her, she felt like she could willingly endure it for the sake of her family. A strong will to protect her loved ones was supporting her.

But perhaps Han Su-jin’s belief was nothing more than self-consolation. The realization that she was even exploiting her affection for her husband in some ways would always torment her.

Even so, Han Su-jin couldn’t stop this path. In the name of family, she was slowly falling into hell.

,I’m okay. I want to do this work. Thank you for worrying about me.’

Park Tae-young smiled contentedly as he looked at his lovely wife.

The two finished their meal and went to bed. It was a comfortable time after a long while. Park Tae-young missed his wife and gently approached her. The moment he put his hand on Han Su-jin’s shoulder and tried to hug her, she was startled and pulled away. She avoided his touch out of anxiety that traces of Lee Han might remain.

Han Su-jin realized that her actions were too much. Her pupils trembled as if flustered. Park Tae-young smiled awkwardly and withdrew his hand. He scratched his head awkwardly and avoided her gaze.

,Ah… I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have done that so suddenly…”

Park Tae-young smiled awkwardly and withdrew his hand. Disappointment and apology flashed across his face at the same time. Han Su-jin felt even more miserable at her husband’s reaction.

,No. I’m sorry. I guess I was just a little tired.’

Park Tae-young gave Han Su-jin, who was restless, a warm look.

,Okay, you had a hard time today. Get some rest.’

Han Su-jin’s nose tingled at his consideration. Soon, she reached out first, hugged Park Tae-young, and patted his back. Park Tae-young gradually entrusted his tired body to his wife’s warmth and fell asleep. Han Su-jin sighed as she looked at him sleeping. She slowly lowered her head and closed her eyes, but couldn’t fall asleep for a long time. Guilt and self-loathing swirled around her.

,It’s okay, Han Su-jin. Everything I’m doing is for our family.’

Han Su-jin comforted herself, closing her eyes tightly as if trying to shake it off. But Lee Han’s voice was still lingering in her ears. Memories of sin that could not be erased no matter how hard she tried. All of that was preventing Han Su-jin from sleeping.

In the middle of the night, she suddenly woke up and stared blankly at her husband’s sleeping face. Her heart ached with guilt. Han Su-jin’s voice, whispering softly, echoed in the darkness.

,Honey… I’m so sorry…”

Stroking Park Tae-young’s cheek with trembling hands, Han Su-jin finally burst into tears. As if foreseeing the path of hardship that lay before her, she trembled with fear and sobbed.

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Every day after patrol, Han Su-jin headed to her house with Lee Han. The two of them mixing their bodies had become a daily routine. At first, she was tormented by guilt, but before she knew it, she had come to take the pleasure she felt in that relationship for granted.

,Ah… Huu…”

Han Su-jin moaned at Lee Han’s movements, which shook her body violently. In the past, she would have resisted and pulled away, but now she had no reason or need to do so. She had become honest with the sensations her body felt. Her revulsion had long since disappeared, and it had become a time she looked forward to.

,This is all for Tae-young-ssi. If I want to protect our family, I can handle this much…’

Han Su-jin repeated in her mind. Her love for her husband was unchanged. However, she had come to believe that she could defile her body if it meant protecting that love. Her distorted affection was plunging her into an even deeper swamp.

At night, Han Su-jin snuggled into Park Tae-young’s arms as if nothing had happened. But whenever she felt her husband’s touch, she would suddenly be reminded of her passionate caresses with Lee Han. Han Su-jin was confused by her changing appearance. She was afraid that accepting Lee Han’s thing was no longer painful.

,I’m changing little by little. But… This is all for my beloved Tae-young-ssi.’

Even though she knew it in her head, her heart ached. She was rationalizing herself in the name of love, but Han Su-jin also felt that it was becoming increasingly distorted. But she couldn’t stop. Step by step, she was walking the path of depravity. She wanted to believe that it was a path she had chosen to protect her family, but Han Su-jin knew that she had reached a point of no return.

Love was both the force that sustained her and the reason that led to her destruction. Han Su-jin swallowed her tears and buried herself in her husband’s arms. She didn’t know how long she could bear these contradictory feelings.