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I helped Elsia with her writing for a while.

Well, I have no experience writing, so I don’t know if this will help, but it did help satisfy her sexual needs.

After I finished kissing Elsia, I asked her.

“Are you having a hard time these days?”

“It’s not difficult.”

“Be honest, we’re a couple.”

“…There’s one thing I’m worried about.”

“What are you worried about?”

“I was worried that I would become useless to you.”

“Why are you worried about that… ”

“It’s like depression. I know that you won’t abandon me, but I’m worried that my abilities aren’t up to yours. It’s like a cold, so I hope you don’t take it to heart.”

I hesitated for a moment at Elsia’s words, then hugged her from behind.

“Sign?”

“I will love you whenever Elsia is sad. So much so that you won’t have to worry anymore.”

“It’s okay. You don’t have to do this.”

“No, this is what I want to do.”

Maybe it’s because of me that she feels uneasy.

It must be some kind of paranoia.

The answer in times like this is to make it so she doesn’t have time to worry.

“First, I’ll explain one by one the 100 reasons why I love Elsia.”

“City, city hall?”

It might be a little difficult for the introverted Elsia, but it’s a hundred or a thousand times better than being depressed.

That’s how I tormented Elsia with love.

…

“Vivian, what are you doing?”

Elsia Next was Vivian’s turn.

I went to the North to tell you about what happened.

“My lord, what’s going on?”

But Vivian was exercising in her room, while pregnant at that.

“Excuse me, Vivian? You shouldn’t do strenuous exercise while pregnant.”

“I see? Got it.”

Vivian, who had been working out hard with the weights I made, stopped working out for a while as I said.

“Vivian, if you feel stuffy, do you want to go for a walk with me?”

“I’m not suffocated. The reason I exercise is to raise my lord’s son to be a strong warrior.”

“…You still don’t know if he’s your son?”

“No, it’s definitely my son. I can tell. For the first time in my life, I feel a positive energy.”

“I see.”

The sight of Vivian touching her swollen belly felt both erotic and sublime.

Maybe, as she said, he really is not her son.

“I like my daughter too.”

“Your daughter will have a hard time becoming a warrior.”

“Vivian is also a great northern warrior, isn’t she? Our daughter will become a great warrior.”

I said this for Vivian, who had a sense of entitlement about being a woman, but Vivian turned her head and answered.

“My daughter will never be a warrior as strong as her lord.”

“If you compare me to him in the first place, I don’t think he’d be able to do it even if he were my son.”

It wasn’t something I said to Vivian to make her feel better.

The reason I am strong is because I am a Titan, but I am also backed up by a soul power that is unaffected by any amount of divinity I use.

‘These are the strengths of a reincarnated person.’

If a child stronger than me is born, it is not because of me, but because of that child.

At least, if you don’t overcome some adversity, you won’t be able to have a stronger soul than me.

However, Vivian, who did not know this fact, told one story.

“My lord, there has been a saying like this from the North since ancient times.”

“What proverb?”

“The strongest warrior always faces the cold, and a mother protects her child in the cold.”

“Good words.”

“That’s why women can’t be strong warriors.”

“Why?”

“Because someday a woman will become someone’s mother.”

“Oh.”

I was surprised by the northern proverbs that had a deeper meaning than I thought.

“I don’t think women can’t be strong warriors, as the lord says. But to stand up to the cold, you have to give up something. It’s something a woman who becomes a mother can never do.”

“I see.”

It’s a difficult statement to accept, but realistically speaking, it’s true.

Because a beautiful world only exists in fairy tales.

Threats to our family were everywhere, and I had to protect them from them.

“But I have no intention of giving up on my family.”

“That’s because the lord sacrificed other things to protect his family.”

Vivian said, putting her hand on her heart.

“Therefore, I love my lord and hope that our son who was born will help my lord.”

“I see.”

I couldn’t point out anything more to Vivian, who was being stubborn about her son.

Because I knew what she wanted.

“But just know this. Just having Vivian by my side gives me strength.”

“I know that very well. My bonfire.”

“Huh? What does that mean?”

“It’s a secret.”

I chatted with Vivian for a while, smiling shyly.

We also spoke about our future son.

That’s how we had a happy time.

…

Clara loved high places.

And there was only one highest point in the village.

“Cyan?”

“You were at the watchtower after all.”

“Why did you come here?”

“I just came because I wanted to see Clara.”

As I sat down next to her, Clara gave me a blanket.

“I’m okay. I don’t feel the cold because of Oronak’s protection.”

“But isn’t it better to be warm?”

“Then, shall we do it like this?”

I received a blanket and covered it with Clara.

Of course, I covered Clara a lot. I didn’t want her to catch a cold while she was pregnant.

“What were you looking at here?”

“I was looking at the moon.”

“It’s definitely beautiful.”

There were three moons in this world.

Big red moon.

A medium-sized green moon.

And the smallest silver moon.

Of course, it was Clara who was looking at the gangster in front of my eyes.

“Cyan, I like the smallest silver moon.”

“Why?”

“It’s the smallest, but it shines the most beautifully.”

“I see. Clara is more beautiful to me?”

“Haha, don’t talk about that now!~”

I took out some warm black tea from .

“Here.”

“Thank you.”

Perhaps because it was hot, Clara sipped her black tea while blowing on it.

“Sweet.”

“I added sugar.”

“That expensive thing?”

“What, we’re rich now, we can afford this much luxury.”

“It’s not us, it’s the rich people of Sian.”

“That’s right. Because it’s mine, Clara.”

“Then I’m not going to the city?”

“Of course.”

We exchanged glances, perhaps because our hearts had touched, and shared a deep kiss.

While they were kissing in silence, Clara spoke first.

“I heard from Gloria. Maybe my father was a fallen nobleman of Hadron.”

“Really?”

“Yeah, maybe the reason my father wanted a son so badly was for the revival of his family?”

For Clara, who was unable to become a son, her feelings for her father remained an obsession.

No matter how hard she tried, Clara, as a woman, would not have been able to live up to her father’s expectations.

I stroked Clara’s head.

“Clara, if you want, I’ll bring you the moon floating in the sky.”

“Huh?”

Clara was taken aback by my sudden words and didn’t know what to do.

That must mean she believes I can do it.

“Sian, I’m fine. Don’t do anything that will make the Moon Goddess hate you.”

“No. If you want, you can kill even Nanshin.”

It was not a joke or an exaggeration, it was the truth.

I loved Clara that much and I would do anything for her.

“No matter what happens to Clara, I love Clara. Don’t forget. You are the woman who received my love.”

“Yeah, I know. You love me, Cian. And I love you too.”

Clara, who understood my feelings, kissed me this time.

There is no daughter here who has not received her father’s love. There is only a woman here who has received only my love.

…

As the night fell.

I cautiously approached Chloe.

My beloved wife gave me the brightest smile as soon as she saw me.

“Is it your turn now?”

“Sorry I’m late.”

“No.”

She grabbed my arm and said,

“If I could just see my ex-girlfriend’s face, it would be enough.”

“I’m happy just by being next to Chloe.”

I lay down next to Chloe, and she covered me with the blanket she was covering me with.

“Honey, are you having a hard time these days?”

“Me? Not really. It’s a shame that the villagers are afraid of me, but there’s nothing else. There are many people who support me, like the village chief and Khan. ”

“If you still have trouble, please tell me. I may not be able to help, but I will stay by your side.”

“That’s enough.”

I gave Chloe a short but passionate kiss.

Then he touched Chloe’s swollen belly.

“I want to see the second one soon.”

“Honey, have you thought of a name for your second child?”

“I haven’t decided yet.”

“Can I build it this time?”

“Of course. Do you have a name in mind?”

“Huh, that’s a secret.”

After that, there was some small talk.

But for me, it was also the happiest time of my life.

‘I hope this time lasts forever.’