episode_0081

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There is a saying called misery porn. This is how a provocative story in which misfortune continues to befall the main character is often expressed. My life was like that. Romance is a life that cannot even be considered. Because Sarah was there, I was able to overcome my misfortune and film some porn.

My father is crazy about drinking and gambling, and whenever he comes home, he beats my mother and asks her to hand over money. I tried to stop it and got whipped along with my mother.

It wasn’t until middle school that I was able to free myself from that terrifying violence. His biological father’s whereabouts are unknown. I heard the truth about him from my mother when I had just become an adult. It is said that there was an accident while being chased by loan sharks. That was part of the will my mother left me.

It was my mother who took all the money I had after my father’s death and paid it all back, and since it remained as a debt, she wanted to convey the message that I should give up my inheritance. My mother, who had suffered all her life, ended her life from pneumonia.

Left alone in the world with nothing, I did whatever I could to survive. I met Sarah when I was working as a delivery driver.

I left the delivery item in front of the front door and took a picture to check it, but then the door opened and someone came out, so she was also taken in the picture.

“Sorry. This could become a problem later, so I need to take a picture.”

So get in quickly. Take it again.

I swallowed my words. It would be a big problem if you complained to the company and complained.

But instead of going in, she came towards me,

“Can I see a picture?”

He sticks his head in towards me to look at his phone. A scent so fragrant that it makes you dizzy. But I couldn’t do that.

“No, up… Wow, it’s for work.”

I was so embarrassed that I cleared my throat and deleted the photo on my phone.

“Too much.”

He was complaining in a cute voice and getting away from me, and I was really confused. It was even more so because I was only able to see her properly. The body revealed while wearing a bra top and dolphin pants was such that men could not help but be fascinated, and her face was so pretty.

But there are still a lot of items to deliver. There was no time to be distracted.

“Sorry. I’m a bit busy.”

As it happened, the recipient was able to check it in person, so there was no need to take a photo. I left the place quickly.

Perhaps because the stimulation was strong, I kept thinking of her that day. I don’t know how many times I shook my head to shake off my thoughts while delivering the remaining packages.

A few days later, I went to deliver to the same house again and the front door was opened before I could even place the item.

“Hiik—!”

I was actually nervous because of work that day, so I ended up being more surprised than usual.

“Puhhh… ”

Looking at her cell phone screen with a short smile, I saw that a delivery tracking app was installed. This is a situation that can only be seen by waiting at the front door.

‘What on earth is this? ‘This woman.’

“Are you busy today too?”

I had no choice but to turn my head away from her question. Because she was bending over, her bare breasts without a bra were visible through the V-neck. that… Even the part that sticks out in pink.

“Yes. I’m busy.”

“Could you please deliver my house last? You’re having a hard time, but I want to have dinner with you.”

Of course that shouldn’t be possible.

“Then the moving wire is twisted. Thank you for your confirmation. Goodbye.”

She asked behind me as I was about to turn around and leave.

“Then when does work end? That’s because I want to become friends.”

I felt like I wanted to ignore it, but I answered because it would be bothersome if they made a complaint.

“I don’t know when this will end. Sorry.”

That night after work, for the first time in my life, I masturbated not with my creations but with my memories. After ejaculating, I felt guilty about her, but as I remembered the smell of her body on the first day, I couldn’t help but shake my erection again with my hand.

She was an irresistible woman. When I went to deliver again, I couldn’t bear to throw away her phone number that she had stuffed in my pants pocket, so I took the time to contact her and meet her, but in the end, I was taken over.

Sarah proudly said that her hobby was picking virgins, and that the smell of virginity emanating from me was so strong that she couldn’t just pass it by.

Funny enough, the time when I was one of Sarah’s many men was the happiest time for me. It doesn’t last long though.

Paralysis of the lower body that came unexpectedly.

I thought so, but in reality, my body was slowly breaking down. It was heartbreaking to realize this only after I couldn’t move my legs.

I felt like I had lost everything, including my job. My skepticism about life was eating away at me.

We won’t be able to meet Sarah anymore. Because I can’t get an erection. There was no way she would be interested in me because I couldn’t have sex.

That’s what I thought.

However, Sarah visited me at least once a week. I didn’t want to do anything, so I absent-mindedly took my eyes off the computer or cell phone. After cleaning and washing the dishes, I went back with the piled laundry and brought the washed laundry with me the next time I came.

Was it like that for about a month?

“Let’s just get this over with.”

I suddenly became angry at Sarah, who was grumbling and washing the dishes.

“Why do you keep coming? You don’t need me anymore.”

“Yes, there is no need. But I feel like my brother needs me.”

I exploded at the sight of him speaking indifferently while washing the pot.

“I don’t need you either!”

Ugly guy. Did I really want to hear that I was needed?

“Okay, then I’ll just finish what I was doing.”

“Fuck off, right now!”

I wish it didn’t just come once a week.

“This… Oppa, do you want to finish it?”

“Why do you care about that?”

Can you come here more often?

“You don’t seem to have any intention of finishing it.”

Sarah turned on the water and washed away the detergent foam,

“I’ll go. I won’t come before you contact me.”

I thought he was going to get angry, but he ended up opening the front door with a calm expression.

I was already overflowing with emotion and cried bitterly. After that, shame washed over me like a wave. Because of his pride, he repaid Sarah’s kindness with a rebuke.

“Ah, ah.”

I cleared my voice, which was hoarse from crying, and called Sarah.

–Yes, Taeseo oppa. I called right away. Well, do you need anything?

A voice that is still unmoved by emotion.

“I’m sorry… just… Come… Don’t do housework, just stay.”

-it’s crazy? Are you telling me to just stay in a house like that? Never mind. Because I wanted to be, I ended up doing it.

“To me… Why… to this useless guy? ”

-I’ll go.

I hung up the phone without saying anything. When I looked around the area that Sarah had cleaned, it wasn’t very clean. It was really sketchy. But it would have been even more of a mess if Sarah wasn’t there.

As I was mopping the floor with my uneasy legs, the front door opened and Sarah came in.

“Oppa, don’t you feel sorry for me?”

“Yes… I’m sorry.”

After hearing my answer, she lowered her pants and

“Then suck your pussy, you fucking bastard♡”

She pressed her pussy against my mouth.

You must be embarrassed by the sudden attack.

“Ha… hurry… Brother, fuck… Suck my pussy quickly… I mean, I came back to go fuck another dick. So quickly… ha… I really want to use my pussy right now… ”

Rub your labia against my mouth.

“Phew… ”

I laughed. Yes, this is Sarah.

“ugh♡ Don’t blow it… I told you to quickly stick out your tongue and lick it?”

I didn’t want to do something that I couldn’t even insert, but I was the one at fault. Feeling sorry, I stuck out my tongue and licked it carefully.

“Ahhh—♡ Ha… As expected, you suck, brother. More actively… ha… Suck it for good taste.”

“Ugh… Tsk, tsk, tsk… Tsk, tsk, tsk tsk—… ”

Before I know it, my breathing becomes heavier without me realizing it.

“Hey, oppa… brother… ♡ Do you like the smell of my pussy that much? Just sniffing♡ I’m so fucking horny… 하으, 발정난 개새끼… ♡ Fuck, he’s so cute like a dog ♡”

I can’t say it was fragrant, but I felt addicted to the strangely exciting and magical scent, and before I knew it, I was licking the wet and squishy area between the labia minora like a dog in heat.

“Ha, ha… Is my pussy that delicious? The tongue is fucking like a fucking dick♡ It’s a fucking tongue fucking my pussy… ♡ Ha, fuck… I like dogs, fuck—♡”

I was happy that I could satisfy a woman even though I couldn’t get an erection.

“Ah yes♡ Hang, haang♡ Oppa, Taeseo oppa… I think I’ll go… I think I’m going to climax with my brother’s tongue… me… better… Because I’m horny… go away… The pussy that was in heat with my brother’s tongue dick went away—!♡”

Between the flinching gaps, the throbbing love juices pour out onto the tongue.

“Ha… Drink it, brother… Drink all my pussy juice. Because my brother washed it too well and spilled it… ♡ My brother takes responsibility and swallows it all… ”

I felt the trembling pelvis with my mouth and swallowed the liquid.

While Sarah’s trembling subsided and she was panting and enjoying the afterglow, I still kissed her vagina and sucked out the sour water.

“Ha… brother… ”

As Sarah’s vagina moved away from my mouth, the love juices stretched, became a string, and broke.

“Let’s wash.”

In the small bathroom of the rental apartment, Sarah washed every inch of my body.

“Raise your arms. Wipe your armpits.”

“Even if it’s not like this… It works.”

I got choked up for a moment. What makes me cry? My heart felt warm and I felt like I was alive. I wanted to continue living my life.

“I… I want to try rehabilitation training.”

If the possibility had been high, rehabilitation would have been attempted a long time ago. Tired of a life full of misfortune, I didn’t want to bet on that small possibility.

“If you do that, will your dick stand up?”

“No, that… We’re talking about something quite serious.”

“I’m serious too. It’s about whether or not I’ll have one more cock to fuck. Even though you know that I reveal my dick.”

“When the lower body returns… Of course.”

“Yes, then I agree. Because your erect dick is delicious♡ But don’t overdo it. I like tongue dick too.”

It’s really just that until the end… I sighed, but that was Sarah.

Someone who can never be my woman. However, someone who looked back and waited for me when I was left alone in the world and was about to abandon myself.

“Since I got a dick, I have to go get some dick. Does he have time yet?”

But, you don’t necessarily have to say that in front of me.

After Sarah left with those words, I finished cleaning and headed to the hospital the next day, pulling my wheelchair.