episode_0032

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Most shameful incidents called black history are more memorable the later they occur. It is a matter of time, but the biggest reason is whether or not there is an ‘excuse’.

Basically, there are many excuses for dark history that has been going on for a long time. I was young. I was immature. I lacked experience. Whether it’s true or not, you can protect your mind by giving yourself various reasons.

However, if it happened recently, or even because of your own mistake, the reason to use it is greatly reduced. If that happens, you will have to deal with the resulting shame completely on your own without any excuses.

In other words, it’s inevitable that I’m still pulling the blanket over me because of what happened at the bar.

“Ah~, ah~! Seraph, kill me right now… .”

“Are you thinking about that again? It’s already been 5 days, can’t you just forget about it now?”

“Can’t believe it already, it’s only been 5 days!”

Rest time in the room after finishing dinner. Since it is rare for a Seraph to respond to a call, I end up pampering her without even realizing it. Because I can’t complain like this when we meet outside.

His characteristic expressionless expression was tinged with confusion, but that only lasted for a moment. Seraph sighed slightly as if there was nothing he could do and patted my head. The warmth I felt from his small hands eased my heart.

“That… , I’m sorry that you experienced something embarrassing. As I said the day before yesterday, that was the fault of a man named Schweitzer. Don’t take it too seriously.”

“No, that’s not what I thought of today. That was Schweitzer’s fault, but this… .”

“Was there something else?”

“… No, it’s nothing.”

As for Schweitzer, it doesn’t matter because he would have been watching anyway, but you can’t tell what he just did just by looking at it. It’s a bit like a show of shame to reveal something shameful in order to receive comfort.

Five days ago that day, the drinking party ended in vain due to the commotion I caused. From what I heard, it seems that Schweitzer also went back right after I went to take a shower.

Originally, I would have had to work for the remaining time on the contract. It wasn’t like I was seriously injured, and I regained some composure while washing up.

But I didn’t know that if I stayed there, someone would recognize my identity and try to trick me. While I was wondering if I could somehow skip work. I discovered a forbidden method that would solve all my problems.

“Seraph. Tears are a woman’s weapon.”

“… ? Well, I know that there is such a thing, but… .”

Even Schweitzer’s once hostile attitude changed. Of course, that may have been mixed with some sympathy… . Anyway, I thought I had made up for it, so I continued to pretend to cry even after I washed up.

The effect was, to put it simply, amazing. Even the big security guard who was there as a helper and the manager who was so kind to me didn’t know what to do as I was sobbing with red eyes.

Do you want to go home? Okay, go back right away. request? Don’t worry, I’ll count it as a success. Cleaning up after? Hey, it’s okay, it’s okay. All the other kids will do it.

As it continued like this, it became interesting, so I tried to see how much they would accept, and in the end, the reward nearly doubled. So much so that I can focus all of the remaining penalty period on leveling.

Performance is good. Even the crying smoke… , I feel very ashamed when I think about it, but it can be said that it can’t be helped if it is necessary.

But what does it mean to say it was fun? When I look at men who are perplexed, I somehow feel like I can feel what they are thinking, and I have fun manipulating them as I please.

This is… , this is not it. I can’t say exactly what it is, but I don’t think this is really true.

“Muaaagh─.”

“… Really, he is a person who takes a lot of effort.”

Shouting out the self-destruction that was rising, I fell down and hit my head against the Seraph who was smiling bitterly.

Ah, I like petting Seraph. It’s healing… .

“Mmm… , Ah?”

But while I was enjoying a time of happiness, putting aside reason. The soft warmth and touch that I felt on my cheeks and the top of my head suddenly disappeared. It was one of Seraph’s characteristics to disappear when someone else appeared.

Maybe a ghost in this room? The same being may be the culprit. So far, I’ve been ignoring it because it doesn’t really cause any inconvenience in my life. I’m a little upset today because my good time was interrupted.

We already know that even if we look around, we won’t be able to find a ghost. I gathered some mana and used [Sona].

Shuuk.

The result of a wave of magical power sweeping through the surroundings once and returning. The map in my head only showed guests in other rooms. Umm. Ghosts are also a type of monster, so they will be detected by sona. Is it because the level is insufficient?

Even if you want to express your anger, it is meaningless unless you have a target. Besides, it’s not like they’re doing anything specifically to me, so I’m desperately trying to find them. My situation isn’t that easy.

In the end, I gave up on finding the ghost this time and just opened the status window.

“Status Window~.”

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[TS Prana Lv.9]

(human, female)

Occupation: Bishop Prana, leader of the Holy Knights / swordsman

Vitality: 6500 / Magic Power: 5300

Physical: 79 / Reactivity: 92 / Mana Responsiveness: 75 / Mental Power: 38 / Resistance: 31

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The now completely familiar status window appeared before my eyes. Actually, I can call him out without saying anything now, but I guess it’s just a habit so I don’t have to say anything.

Thanks to focusing on leveling over the past few days, I almost caught up with TS at the starting point. Now, I should be able to deal with ogres without any problems.

The first day was really difficult. Because of the weak stats unique to level 1, I had to avoid slimes and tentacles. Moreover, I had a hard time hunting secretly because I couldn’t let the rumor that I was weakened spread.

With stats like this, you will be able to prevent a disaster like last time where you were unable to move due to Schweitzer. Otherwise, what can I say, very… It’s difficult.

… The promise of the day after tomorrow. Instead of protecting it, should I just jump out?

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*** Status abnormality

[Exterior]

– NEW!

– The result of consistently devoting magical energy to tentacles parasitic due to a curse. The body is already fully adapted to the tentacles, so it is impossible to resist sexual stimulation.

– The imprint of pleasure is showing signs of change… .

– Effect: When dealing with irregular monsters, mental strength and resistance are greatly reduced.

– Effect: Stats are greatly reduced when restrained by an irregular monster.

– Effect: The degree of status change caused by irregular monsters greatly increases.

– Effect: Recognizes amorphous monsters as sexual objects. Additionally, just recognizing an irregular monster increases the level of estrus.

– NEW!

– Defeat. humiliation. submission. The quality of finding joy in having one’s own will suppressed and broken. However, the degree deviates slightly from the general standard.

Due to the nature of the tendency, the holder often does not welcome the pleasure it brings. But what can you do? That’s how I was born.

– Effect: When you do or are subjected to something against your will, your mental strength stat decreases and your estrus level increases slightly.

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**** Physical Information

Age: Adult in this world (old enough to work in a bar)

Height: 154cm (I hate having to look up at that Schweitzer guy.)

Weight: 43 kg (I think I lost a bit because I was saving money on food. I wish I didn’t lose muscle.)

Breasts: B cup (even though they are not that big, everyone looks at them a lot)

First experience partner: Virgin (If he had just put it in without rubbing it…)

Title: [Rookie of the Year at a Bar on the Outskirts] – [Details Undisclosed]

Number of climax experiences: 41 times (It’s because of work, it’s because of work.) – [Details not disclosed]

Heat level: 32 (…I haven’t done it yet.)

Special symbols: [female preference] [tentacle estrus] [submission] [exposure]

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* Physical development

– Degree of sensory alteration: Not applicable (pass)

– Breast development: 37 (I’ve never touched it, so it’s probably the same.)

[Unopened items]

– Clitoral development: 51 (…more when he touches me than when I touch him…)

> There is no change in appearance, but the sensitivity and pleasure level are further increased. Even if you hold it just a little and caress it, it’s a sloppy clit that quickly oozes love juice.

> A clear weakness that accounts for 99% of TS climaxes. For TS, women’s pleasure still equals Cli’s pleasure.

– Vaginal development level: 23 (It’s a little scary when the protection disappears.)

> Erogenous zones that all normal women have. No one has yet defeated a succubus.

> The hymen is a little further inward than average. However, TS’s own feelings seem to lie a little deeper than that. Even if I touch it, it will only cause unnecessary pain due to the divine protection.

[Unopened items]

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The biggest reason why he wants to throw away his promise is his physical condition. Due to the previous experience and the workload, Cli’s development level has risen to an unbelievable level.

If I go there, I’m sure they’ll try to do something dirty again. Considering that I couldn’t endure it even when it was lower than now, I can’t even imagine how much more I’ll be fooled this time.

Should we just pretend not to know and ignore it? First of all, the drinking party ended ambiguously. If you say you forgot that experience because it was so shocking, it might be possible to at least buy some time.

“… Ah♡ Hey, you’re awake.”

While I was thinking about the upcoming appointment, I felt a touch between my legs. The tentacle that had woken up was moving slowly, probably reacting to the mana from Sona that had just been used.

Last time, it was revealed that if you feed enough mana, the tentacles will not run away. Therefore, giving mana at night to prevent the tentacles from running rampant during the day has recently become routine.

It’s quite unsettling to see the level of development or imprint increase every time you do this, but I couldn’t help but say that the use of mana is essential for leveling.

… Really, it can’t be helped.

“Wait a minute. I’ll get ready soon… , ugh♡”

On the first day, I did it randomly and ended up getting all the bed sheets wet. Since I can’t put something like that out to be washed, I always put a towel underneath it after washing the bed sheets in the middle of the night.

If you have prepared a towel, kneel on it. I can lie down, but the feeling of tentacles wriggling between my butt and the bed is unpleasant, so I prefer lying down now.

Once you’ve established your posture, you’re ready. It draws mana from its body and signals its tentacles that it is ready. This is all I have to do.

“Huh… , ugh, ah… ♡”

At first, only the tentacles around the vaginal opening move. At this time, the person moves randomly without any purpose, as if checking the surrounding situation.

If you touch the area around the crack, it would normally only itch. After repeating this process several times, I began to feel a sense of anticipation from the tickling sensation between my legs. It’s Pavlov’s tentacle.

“Huh, heh… ♡”

My body is slowly running out. As if to accelerate it further, the tentacles begin to move. It emitted sticky mucus, eliminating resistance, and started rubbing it, sticking to various parts of the vagina like a sea anemone.

Clilla is a place that is especially persistently targeted. The other side ends at a moderate rubbing level, but Kliman stimulates several types of tentacles alternately.

Like rubbing it with the protruding bumps or sucking it in a vacuum. When the thin tentacles dig into the inside of the shell and stimulate the root, it feels so good that your thighs start to tingle freely. At this point, the slippery sound is not just the tentacle slime.

“Mana♡ If you suck it up, it’s a dead thing♡”

Sigh. Every time love juice leaks out, mana falls out in chunks. Do tentacles also have the ability to learn? The magical energy that had only flowed out in trickles at first was now being pumped out one at a time.

What has changed is not only the amount of absorption. As the mana was sucked, other tentacles also began to awaken. At first, there were tentacles only in an area smaller than the palm of one’s hand. Now everything below the solar plexus is full of tentacles.

Most of the tentacles on the non-erogenous zone seem to suck up things like sweat. As such, the movements are very simple. However, only the tentacles located on the lower abdomen show strange movements.

Why do I keep pressing my lower abdomen? There’s nothing special there.

“Huh!?♡”

Wow. As if telling me not to think about anything else, the tentacle grabbed my clit and twisted it. The thoughts I had just before were instantly bleached white with pleasure and erased from my mind.

Creak, creak, creak. The lower part had become so muddy that the sound could be heard all the way up. I can feel the love juice flowing down my thighs from my raised buttocks and down to my knees.

It was clearly a voluntary act to feed mana. For some reason, I couldn’t shake off the impression that I was being eaten by tentacles every time. And the more you become aware of it, the hotter your body becomes, and it feels like your whole body is shaking.

“Just a little more♡ Cheoncheonhit, heuang♡”

This is the same reason why you talk to the tentacles in this way. Common sense tells us that tentacles can’t understand what you’re saying, so no matter how much you plead with them, they won’t listen. But it feels like it’s crushing my will, which makes me even more excited.

Perhaps this type of behavior is also contributing to worsening the condition. Even though I guessed it, I couldn’t stop doing this.

“Gan, dot♡ Tsk♡ Gah, ah♡♡”

Vaginal stimulation, clit pleasure, and even mental pressure. It was impossible for me to endure it now, and the orgasm quickly built up and passed.

… It seems like time is passing faster and faster. If you don’t do it quickly, it could get really dangerous.

“… Phew… ♡”

Still, I let out a heated sigh as I thought it was over for today. Because once you leave, a large amount of mana is lost. This was enough for now.

Sigh. Sliding my body in the lingering pain, I fell completely onto the bed——and then immediately flinched again.

“Hyaaa♡!? What, what… ?”

Between my legs as I looked down, a tentacle was moving slowly as if it wasn’t over yet.

It looks like tonight’s routine will be a little longer.

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