episode_0057

How did it come to this? When I came to my senses, I found myself roughly embracing her, who had pushed me all the way to the bed.

I was angry at her for causing the accident without my knowledge, but I never intended to go this far.

However, when I looked at the sweat glistening on her fair skin, I felt a sensation in my body that seemed to twist and turn, flipping my insides.

In the end, I surrendered to those twisted emotions and took her lips by force.

Our tongues intertwined, exchanging warm saliva, as she made provocative sounds, causing me to remove the gown that was draped over her upper body and take her lips even more forcefully.

Again and again, I took and took.

As her breath grew rougher, I was taken aback, but when I pulled my lips away, she wrapped her arms around my neck and gazed at me with bright, sparkling eyes, flashing a radiant smile.

The smile reflected in the moonlight was warm and dazzling, like an angel’s smile.

Enchanted by her beautiful smile, I hungrily explored her body.

She, with her voice rising and clinging to me, had a completely unfamiliar expression, full of anticipation, that I had never seen before.

It was a first.

I had seen her embarrassed, I had seen her joyful, but her bright face, full of anticipation as if waiting eagerly for something, was something new.

– Twisting

I couldn’t hold back any longer.

Suppressing the urge to pounce on her immediately, I sought her consent and continued to explore her body, gradually releasing the desire that threatened to burst.

I thought we both might be inexperienced since it was our first time, but I did my best to make her happy as she eagerly asked to be held.

Although I couldn’t completely satisfy my desire, seeing her satisfied to the point of melting in my arms, I couldn’t help but pull her close, grateful for her presence that had allowed me to be so pitiful.

As I savored the sensation of her damp, soft hair against my skin, I suddenly realized that this girl… Joo Eunhye, was my woman, and a newfound confidence surged within me.

Though I may be fickle, from now on, I will strive to become the man she deserves.

On this special night, I embraced her delicate body, making a vow to her and to myself.

Since that day, I began to act to make amends for my past mistakes towards her.

The first thing I accomplished was dressing her in lingerie without any mistakes.

Keeping the initial failure in mind, the moment I successfully dressed her in lingerie was when all the effort I had put into watching adult videos paid off.

As I successfully dressed her, Eunhye seemed a bit flustered but, deep down, she seemed pleased and thanked me with a kiss.

Despite her outward shyness, she probably wanted to be bold, so I thought of suggesting a kiss under the guise of drinking water.

Although I was honestly taken aback, my heart swelled with warmth at the thought that Eunhye shared my feelings, and I embraced her with all my might.

Now, I may have fallen deeply for her to the point where I can’t live without her.

When she came home and asked if there was something I wanted to eat, she seemed so beautiful.

On the first night, I almost blurted out the word “love” because I couldn’t satisfy my desire, but thankfully, I was able to share love with her without any mistakes.

Not only did her skills improve as she practiced more, but she also received praise for her outstanding performance, prompting her to express her feelings through actions rather than words in response.

Although Grace and I were forced into a relationship within the family, if it weren’t for that, we might not have even met, so I am sincerely grateful to the family members and grandfather now.

Come to think of it, it seems like Grandfather is eagerly hoping for Grace to bear my child.

My siblings are still single or childless even after getting married, so they must be counting on us.

How will Grace react if I tell her this?

On one hand, I want to spend more time with Grace alone, but on the other hand, I also hope that Grace will bear my child.

To be honest, in my mind, a harmonious family with three daughters and two sons is already being envisioned, surrounded by tired but content children.

Therefore, when Grace brought the pregnancy test kit, I started to worry about whether this would become a reality.

Lost in a myriad of thoughts in front of the bathroom, I paced back and forth, waiting anxiously. When Grace finally opened the door after wrapping her head, she showed a worried face and expressed with her whole body that two lines appeared.

I was shocked to realize that I had really messed up, but Grace’s words of determination made me snap out of the shock and face reality.

Why is Grace so devoted like this?

To be honest, I wanted to avoid premarital pregnancy at least until the wedding to spend some private time together.

But the deed had already been done.

Therefore, I embraced her, reassuring her that I will take full responsibility for her, the child in her womb, and the children to come.

Of course, this oath crumbled the moment I saw the single line pregnancy test kit in her hands.

How could she even think of joking about such an important matter?!

Consumed by anger, I thought of scolding her for the first time.

But it didn’t mean I would resort to violence against the fragile her. It was merely a form of discipline.

Lifting Grace up for the punishment, I sat on the couch and placed her body across my legs.

Grace was lying face down.

As I began to spank her buttocks, Grace screamed and started to struggle.

If she had been wearing pants, it might have been less effective, but with only a single pair of panties, it was a suitable attire for spanking, delivering a good shock and being perfect for the task.

The more I spanked, the redder Grace’s buttocks became, and as her screams became more peculiar, I found myself getting breathless and aroused.

Feeling a sudden fear of realizing something strange, I stopped the punishment, but Grace, with tears in her eyes, gave me a disappointed look, making me feel awkward.

Could it be that my wife likes being punished?

No, that couldn’t be it.

Thinking that way and clapping my hands, I noticed two messages on my smartphone.

One message was from Sujeong.

In the past, I would have been grateful for the first message, but now I felt no emotions at all.

In fact, as my relationship with Grace deepened, doubts were arising in my mind.

And that doubt was related to my lover, Sujeong.

Although we had been together for over a year, the number of times we had actually met face to face could be counted on one hand. Moreover, we had never even had a proper date, let alone shared a drink together.

I’m glad we had a meal together, even though it’s rare to see each other once a month and you leave saying the food tastes bad, or you spit out harsh words in front of me without even having a proper conversation.

Can I really call this person my lover?

I don’t know what Seo-jung likes or dislikes, could this be a relationship worse than others?

As time spent with Eun-hye deepens, such doubts arise, but I pretended not to notice and carried on.

Until then, Eun-hye was just my superficial wife, and Seo-jung was my lover.

But now everything is clear.

Regardless of what Seo-jung thinks, I do not love Seo-jung.

Until now, I didn’t know the feeling of love, but the presence of Eun-hye, who only looks at me and devotes herself to me, made me realize.

The moment of doubt turning into certainty, I made up my mind to say goodbye to Seo-jung.

She didn’t answer my calls, but when she said she had something important to tell me along with an apology, she readily agreed to set a date.

Even if I have to slap her, or even if my heart is weakened by tears like it was back then, this time, let’s make it clear without losing to the atmosphere.

And once things are settled with Seo-jung… I want to express my feelings to Eun-hye as well.

She seems busy studying these days, so not now, but on her upcoming birthday.

When that time comes, officially.