episode_0056

After confirming that Sif was asleep, Donar left the carriage where she was with light steps. Although he was exhausted from working late at night, he felt as light as a feather, as if his body had become lighter as his long-standing emotions had been scraped away. He was about to find his sleeping place, but he discovered a brazier still burning with flames.

“That’s right, I need to clean that up.”

He wanted to leave the brazier and go to sleep, but he still had to clean it up. Otherwise, he would waste all the oil that fueled the brazier for no reason. As Donar approached to clear the brazier.

“Oh my! What are you doing up, not sleeping yet?”

He discovered the girl hidden by the flames of the brazier, and he had to calm his surprised heart.

“I was looking at the moon.”

Whether Donar did or not, the girl who had settled down like a faint halo, only spoke quietly. As she said, the girl was looking at the golden night sky where the moonlight and stars flowed. The girl’s red hair reflected in the brazier looked like it would be natural to be with the fire. But when you actually look at it like this, that’s not necessarily the case. No matter how red a flower is, if it directly touches the flame, it will burn. The girl’s appearance between him and the brazier was like a red flower thrown into a blazing brazier.

“Aren’t you cold?”

He was concerned about the girl who seemed to be burning herself, and worriedly asked her after seeing that she was only wearing a single dark red dress as always. Then the girl smiled and.

“Are you worried?”

“Yes. It’s cold. You’ll catch a cold if you’re like that.”

“It’s okay. This much is nothing.”

Donar had nothing to say to that. Still worried, he brewed some ginger tea that he had given to Sif and handed it to the girl. The girl received the cup from him and tilted her head.

“What is this?”

“It’s ginger tea. It will warm you up.”

What is she thinking? Belka looked into the cup for a long time, then shook her head and returned the cup to him. At the clear rejection, he wondered for a moment.

“Was it you? Who advised him to gift that child.”

For a moment, Donar could not understand the girl’s words, but then recalled the incident where Logi had told her to catch a rabbit as a gift, and the gifted rabbit was eaten alive by Hildisvini, and he broke into a cold sweat.

“Listen, don’t think too badly of Logi. That guy just wanted to apologize to you.”

“I know he didn’t gift it with bad intentions.”

“Phew, is that so?”

Knowing that, Donar thought that there might still be hope left for Logi, even though it was less than a speck of dust, and thought it was a relief. However, with the following words, he had no idea how to deal with this girl.

“But even if it’s a simple act of kindness, please refrain from catching and gifting a living child. Because it can become a sacrifice regardless of the person’s will.”

I don’t know what she’s thinking. It felt like her way of thinking itself was somehow off. While Donar was thinking about what she meant by those words. Belka was already approaching him as if she was about to hug him.

“Wh, what?!”

As the girl’s sweet scent brushed against the tip of his nose, he froze, and the girl seemed to touch his armor a few times, then stepped back. Wondering what she had done to his armor, he touched the area she had touched a few times, and soon realized that something unfamiliar had appeared beyond his gauntlet. Exactly near his left chest, something was in place of his hometown’s symbol. If you take off your helmet for a moment and check near your chest, what appeared there is.

“A cross?”

It was a cross-shaped decoration. Where did something like this come from and how did she attach it to the armor?

“This is all I can do for you.”

“Wait, what is this?”

“The rest you can only get by moving forward yourself.”

You’ve been doing well so far. So believe in yourself and move forward. With the girl’s last words, the flames of the brazier went out on their own. Donar, surprised by this, checked the oil in the brazier, but there was plenty of oil left. He didn’t think the wind was blowing strongly either, so he thought it was strange, but soon realized that she had disappeared with the extinguished flames. He pinched his cheek to see if he was dreaming, but it hurt, and the cross near his chest remained.

“Goodness gracious.”

He scratched his head and cleaned up the brazier where the flames had gone out. He didn’t take off the cross on his armor.

“~♪”

Belka, who had parted ways with Donar, seemed to be in a good mood as she walked along the road where moonlight and the Milky Way were pouring down. A smile never left the girl’s lips, as if she was happy about something. It was the moment when the girl arrived at the carriage where Usher was asleep, opened the door and entered.

“Ugh…?!”

As she stepped into the carriage, she was pushed as if someone had grabbed her and hit the wall of the carriage. In sudden pain, the girl groaned and looked for the person who had done this.

“You know. Really.”

It was Logi.

Golden eyes full of sweet affection, as if filled with honey, were directed at her. Logi shuddered at the sight of those eyes that only appeared when he looked at the boy Usher. Yes, that was the look. What he craves, what he longs for. Belka was fearlessly revealing her white naked body. The girl’s lips whispered his name. Strangely, he couldn’t hear the sound, but he knew that the girl was calling his name.

Logi approached Belka. He was also wearing nothing. He kissed the girl’s lips and put his penis into the girl’s secret crevice. There was no resistance. And at that moment, Logi came to his senses at the unpleasant wetness he felt in his lower body. Unable to understand what had happened, he stared blankly at the ceiling of the carriage, and then realized that it had all been a dream. But the cold and wet sensation he felt in his pants did not disappear. Logi frowned and put his hand in his pants and found a sticky liquid on his hand.

“Seriously. Of all the dreams to have.”

In fact, the dream itself wasn’t bad. Even if it was just in a dream, receiving such a look from the girl and having a relationship was a truly blissful feeling. But he didn’t know it would turn out like this. Because what was on his hand was semen. In that case, he thought it would have been better not to have dreamed at all, and wondered how to deal with this. He knew that if his friends or adults woke up and found out about this, they would definitely make fun of him. Logi absolutely refused to have such a humiliating experience.

First, Logi quickly changed his underwear and wondered how to deal with this. He thought about hiding it without anyone knowing, but the chances of getting caught were high. If someone found it, something very troublesome would happen. Then there was only one thing left to do. Logi, who found thick clothes and wore them on top of each other, opened the door of the carriage with his underwear in his hand. He was going to bury his underwear under the sand of the wilderness. But Logi’s attempt had to be postponed. Because Logi heard a woman’s moan.

“Ahng!”

The wilderness at night when everyone was asleep was quiet, and thanks to this, the sound was clearly audible. Drawn to the sound, Logi knew where the sound was coming from. He held his breath with the tension that naturally arose and approached the carriage from which the sound was coming. He wanted to open the door slightly and peek inside, but he knew that cold air would enter and he would be caught. Logi, unable to peek because the window was too high, was pacing back and forth in front of the carriage, listening to the moans. Then he heard the proper voices of two people.

“Sif noona and Donar ajusshi?”

It was right to call Donar hyung rather than ajusshi (uncle), but he was called ajusshi among the children. He didn’t know who started it, but the reason was still his relationship with Sif. Sif was the most beautiful woman in the company. Also, she had a kind personality and was popular, and there were many people who had a crush on Sif among adults and children. That must have been why. Someone started calling him ajusshi, and that became what everyone called him because of jealousy, playfulness, and familiarity.

Because of this, he knew that there was a strange atmosphere between Sif and Donar, but was their relationship already one where they did such things? Logi imagined the two people having a relationship, but he couldn’t picture it well. But Logi, who knew that the two of them were having sex, was envious of Donar. Sif was a beautiful woman even in Logi’s eyes, and to Logi, who already knew what that feeling was like, it was an irresistible temptation. Logi was touching his stuff with regret when a good idea came to him. There was a small window in the driver’s seat that allowed you to peek inside the carriage.

The driver’s seat was high and difficult to climb, but it was not that difficult for Logi, who had just come of age. It was actually easier for him, who had been training as an apprentice knight in his home country of Pasiphaënia. However, what he was worried about was not the act of climbing up itself.

-Creak

In the middle of stepping on the driver’s seat, the sound of old metal bending slightly under the weight echoed, and he wondered if the people who were having a relationship inside the carriage had heard it. He held his breath and stopped moving for a moment.

“Aheuheung!”

Fortunately, he was relieved by the sensual moans that came without fail, and continued to slowly crawl up the carriage. Finally arrived at the driver’s seat. It was a driver’s seat that adults didn’t let him climb up to unless there was a guardian because it was dangerous. The subtle sense of satisfaction and pleasure of being alone there now did not feel as great compared to the sight he was about to peek at. Lest his shadow be caught through the window, he hunched his body even smaller in the narrow driver’s seat and stuck his face as close as possible so that at least one eye could see inside the window.

Then, the scene inside the carriage was barely reflected in him through one eye. First, the light of the candle briefly blocked his vision, but the light quickly subsided and fully revealed the scene inside the carriage. As expected, inside the carriage, Sif was revealing her mature body and was hugging Donar. Unlike the delicate curves of the girl he had briefly experienced, the curves of a woman were twisted in pleasure, and her blonde hair was clinging to that body, covering some of it, but her flushed skin and hot moans could not be hidden.

“Ugh! Ah! Donar!”

The woman’s body twisted again as she desperately called Donar. Her buttocks sat down on Donar’s body, swallowing his thing, and as if that wasn’t enough, she grabbed his lower body with her legs and hugged his neck with her arms. The appearance of the full and soft female body distorted on the man’s body was so stimulating that it made his thing swell up as if it would burst just by watching it, and he claimed that he wanted to explore the inside of that woman as well. Then the image of the red girl came to mind.

“…Haa.”

And a sigh. He also wanted to have that kind of relationship with her. He liked the way they mixed their bodies without hesitation, but more than that, he wanted to share a heart that wanted to be together. But the girl already had a partner named Usher, and it was impossible for him to squeeze into that gap. Because he saw what kind of eyes Belka made every time she looked at Usher. Besides, he had even done that when she was asleep. Wasn’t he trying to violate her again, not satisfied with just that? It was just a matter of reaffirming the fact that he had come too far to gain her favor.

Then he realized that the moans of pleasure coming from the carriage had stopped. Although he couldn’t hear the details, a voice promising the next time came, and Logi hid his body in the shadow of the carriage and held his breath even more. As if to mock him, Donar opened the door and came out. If he made a mistake, he would be caught, so he grabbed the sound of his heart pounding in his ears and observed Donar. Donar, who came out after finishing his relationship with Sif, looks somehow relieved. Logi was envious and jealous of him.

Someone is in a position to be hated even more because of his advice. Logi resented him for no reason. When Donar, who had come out of the carriage, discovered the brazier that was still burning and saw him approaching to extinguish it. He came down from the driver’s seat to dispose of his underwear, which he had forgotten because he was peeking at Donar and Sif’s affair. It was then. Donar’s surprised voice was heard.

“Why is she there?”

Logi, who saw where Donar was, forgot even about burying his underwear in the ground and looked there. The girl was there. The girl he longed for even in his dreams, Belka. He didn’t know what she was doing at this late hour, but Logi watched the scene of the girl and Donar talking. What kind of conversation are they having? The conversation sounds are heard occasionally, but he couldn’t hear the proper words because the distance was far. If he left the shadow of the carriage to listen to the story, he could be caught trying to dispose of his underwear. While he was thinking about what to do.

Logi saw it. The scene of the girl hugging Donar. His head was so hot that he was dizzy. Why? Why Donar of all people? His head turned white at the thought that the girl might like Donar. If he thought about it a little more, he might have realized how shallow that thought was, but the moment he saw the girl seemingly hugging Donar, his head was already covered in anger and betrayal. He already has Sif!

Now, he even thought that the advice Donar had given him was intentional. That he was trying to monopolize not only Sif but even the girl. How could he do that when he knew that he liked the girl? When Logi corrected his vision, which felt like it had completely turned around. Donar and the girl were already returning to their respective carriages. At this rate, the girl will be taken away by Donar. Even the girl’s way of walking seemed to be derived from Donar, and he didn’t like it.

When he thought that the girl would be panting under Donar. Logi was already running towards the girl like a beast chasing after fleeing prey. Finally, the moment the girl opened the door of the carriage and took a step in, Logi was snatching her away.

“Eueut.”

The girl, who was in painful groans because she hit the wall, looked at Logi with dew-filled golden eyes. But it wasn’t the look he had seen in his dream. It wasn’t the look she gave Usher. But it didn’t matter now. The girl was already trapped between the wall and his arms. There was nowhere for her to run. The door of the carriage was closed, and the people sleeping here, which was used as a medical room, would not wake up unless they were intentionally awakened because of the sleeping incense.

“You know. You really drive people crazy.”

Logi thought that his voice whispering in the girl’s ear, who was a head shorter than him, sounded unfamiliar. A voice that resembled that of a growling beast rather than someone warning him not to run away. The girl’s scent that brushed against the tip of his nose, her red hair, her white skin, her small body that fit perfectly in his arms, and even the girl’s actions of looking up at him with anxious and trembling golden eyes, all of it was driving him crazy. It wasn’t that he was bad, it was this lovely girl who made him like this.

“Stop, no. No more… Eeut!?”

Logi stopped Belka from stopping him by lightly biting her neck with his teeth as if threatening her. He didn’t want to listen to the girl’s words. If he listened even a little more, he would stop this. He didn’t want to be taken away by the brat Usher or by Donar. He wanted to make this girl only his. He wanted to make her pant under him. Logi grabbed the girl’s chest with one hand. He could feel the bulging and soft touch even through the dress.

So much that he didn’t want to let go of this hand. As he grabbed and rubbed her chest as if he was squeezing it, the girl groaned as if in pain.

“Eueueuk.”

When he lifted his head, which had been buried in Belka’s neck, and looked down at her, the dew that had been in the corner of the girl’s eyes flowed down.

“…You don’t listen to me anymore.”

In the end, the girl closed her eyes tightly and hid her golden eyes. In the golden eyes of the girl that were slowly disappearing like that, there was deep resignation and resentment. Now there was nothing for Logi to be afraid of. The girl’s defenseless body, which had closed its eyes, was now like a doll that had lost its soul, no matter what he did. He moved his hand that had been touching her chest down to the girl’s lower body. The girl’s body stiffened at the eerie touch as if a snake was crawling, and soon the snake’s head lifted the girl’s underwear and went inside.

“Ahueut!”

As he stroked the girl’s secret valley with his fingers to test the waters, he pushed his poisonous fangs into the gap, and the girl groaned painfully. Logi was delighted to feel the warm and moist flesh wrapping around his middle finger. It was the feeling he wanted most right now. Logi slowly moved the finger he had inserted into the girl’s place and enjoyed the inside of her.

“Ha, heuheuht.”

How long had he been stimulating the girl’s bare flesh while pinning her against the wall? The girl, who had closed her eyes, was still crying, but she was making a faint moan mixed with pleasure from her mouth. Logi’s hand was already drenched with honey water that had leaked from the girl’s lewd slit. The honey water that had come out so much that it had even soaked her panties told him that the girl’s body was ready to accept his thing. Even if it was apart from her will. Soon Logi took out his desires that were trapped in his pants.

His thing, which had been swelling and dripping with clear saliva from the time he was thinking about exploring the inside of the girl, wanted the girl’s body. When Logi pulled out the finger that had been blocking the girl’s secret hole, honey water flowed out. He gathered it in his hand and applied it to his thing, which was already very excited.

“Heuk!”

He put his thing, which was soaked in the girl’s stuff, into her crotch. The girl’s pussy, which was dripping with warm honey water, was felt right above his thing. He liked that the girl’s soft thighs, soaked in her honey water, were wrapping around his penis, but it was still uncomfortable because the girl was shorter than him. When he put his hands between her armpits and hugged her lightly, the small hole in the girl and the tip of his penis finally matched perfectly.

“Eueut, aaaaa.”

“Haa.”

At that, he slowly lowered the girl’s body, and the girl’s petals, which had been dripping wet, bit his penis and slowly began to swallow it. His strength was strong enough to brag about, but it wasn’t too much of a burden even while standing because the girl was so light. In the end, the girl’s body swallowed all of his thing. This action, where he was connected to the girl and all of her pulse and warm body temperature were felt, felt scarily good. He wanted to be connected to the girl forever like this.

“Aeuheuh!”

But Logi, who knew that he couldn’t do that, moved his hips. It was difficult to do to the girl, who was half-suspended in the air while standing, but he liked the girl’s body, which was skewered on his thing like a skewer and accepted his thing deeper than before. And his penis, which finally reached the end of dizzying pleasure inside the girl, injected thick semen into her. As he was enjoying the girl’s body like that, Logi suddenly realized that the girl had opened her eyes and was looking at him with golden eyes. While gently stroking his cheek with her weak hand. One word.

“I feel sick.”

The golden eyes of the girl, who opened her mouth slightly, were filled with pain. His head heated up at those words, and he shook his hips even more violently. The sound of skin colliding, mixed with sticky vaginal fluid and semen, filled his ears. He violated and explored the girl countless times without even having time to realize that pleasure had become pain. When Logi came to his senses after time had passed, the girl was already a mess and collapsed on the floor of the carriage like a doll with a broken string, and he was in a state where he could no longer get his thing up even if he wanted to.

Logi stared blankly at the girl who was lying on the floor. The girl’s appearance, not moving at all, looked like a corpse.

“What the hell.”

He couldn’t understand why he had done such a thing. His head got too hot and he committed the act without even looking back and forth. It would have been okay if he had thought about it a little more calmly. Even though the girl told him to stop, he knew that her strength was weak and he forced the matter. How is this self different from Pan?

“Don’t get me wrong, you’re an accomplice now too? If you tell anyone, you’re done for too.”

Even though he knew that Pan wasn’t in this position, let alone in this procession, it felt like he was whispering directly in Logi’s ear. And there was a self that thought that was right. That wasn’t what he was trying to do. It shouldn’t have been this way. It wasn’t this kind of feeling. What he felt for the girl was something warmer than this. The sticky and damp emotions that had been constantly mixed in since that incident made it like this. He felt like a monster who had made the girl like this. In the end, the girl did not get up.