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The first time he saw a girl’s bare skin he couldn’t take his eyes off it, even though it was the skin of another human being. Knowing he shouldn’t, his gaze kept being stolen, carefully examining the girl’s bare skin until it reached the hole below her. Men had penises, but women didn’t. But the woman’s hole, which men didn’t have, seemed to be tempting him. He wanted to put his penis in that girl’s hole, just like his friends had done. As soon as he thought that, he was already putting his penis in the girl’s hole. There was no time to question something that had happened simply from thinking about it, without any intermediate steps.

He put his penis inside the girl, but strangely, he couldn’t feel anything. Only the fact that they had become one was so happy and satisfying that the moment he saw the face of the girl who had accepted his penis… red colors scattered. A beautiful and subtle color, more like a red flower than a flame. And he remembered whose color it was.

“Usher.”

The girl’s sweet, beautiful voice tickled his ears. Marigolds, full of affection and about to overflow, were looking at him. What he thought was a girl had become a young woman, looking at him. Just as the happiness that was melting his body filled his heart, he opened his eyes. Then, a dark and old wooden ceiling came into view.

“Was it a dream?”

The moment Usher realized that, a sense of emptiness washed over him. A sticky and empty paint seemed to wash through his chest, leaving behind that stickiness and still creating a feeling of emptiness. Fortunately, it wasn’t cold because it was a hot summer day, but the wind that leaked in through the wooden door still made his body shiver. It wasn’t that cold, but today the room felt colder than usual. Inevitably, as he moved to cover himself with the thin blanket he had thrown off in his sleep, Usher felt a sticky and cold sensation in his lower body. Moreover, feeling a disgusting, sticky sensation, he raised his body and pulled down his pants and underwear at once to see what was causing that feeling inside his underwear.

“This is…”

It wasn’t like pee. If it were pee, it would have soaked his underwear and pants completely, and even dirtied the blanket. But right now, it felt trapped inside his underwear. Still, he couldn’t just leave it as it was – he was uncomfortable and curious about something he was seeing for the first time, so he put his hand in and touched it, finding that it had a sticky viscosity. Lifting his hand to smell it, he smelled a fishy and strange odor. Then, he realized he had already smelled this scent before. Even inside the room before he fell asleep. Because of that, Usher realized that this had come from his penis.

Usher continued to watch Robert and Kerner doing strange things to the girl with their pants off in his house through the hole in the door. Even though he thought he shouldn’t, he couldn’t go inside. He was only watching what his friends were doing through the hole, and the limit was suppressing the strong curiosity of wanting to do it himself. Eventually, Robert and Kerner took turns putting their penises in and out of the girl several times, then put on the pants they had taken off and began to dress the girl.

“Is this how you put this on?”

“I guess so.”

Even while they moved her body as they pleased and dressed her, she simply moved her body as they had moved her, without any reaction. Thanks to that, he was able to see the girl’s naked body completely, but he couldn’t just watch the girl’s naked body with leisure.

“By the way, where’s Usher?”

“I don’t know, he said he was going home earlier but he’s not here. It’s not like he’s a mysterious person for just a day or two. I was going to ask him to join us if he was here. It’s his fault for not being here.”

Robert still told Kerner to keep watch just in case, and Usher had to hide his body in a hurry. Eventually, it was only when they disappeared, leading the girl they had clumsily dressed, that Usher was able to enter his house. And with the room full of the smell of sweat and a strange smell, he frowned and had to open the door for a while to let the smell out, but that smell was no different from what was묻어있는묻어있는묻어있는묻어있는묻어있는 on his underwear now. He understood roughly that if he did something like that with a girl like his friends did, something like this would come out.

The problem was that Usher had never done anything like that. His so-called friends had been doing that with the girl to their heart’s content while he was away from home, and they didn’t even know that he was secretly watching, and took the girl back with them. There was no way he could have done such a thing. But he couldn’t say that he had no idea what was going on. After all, while he was asleep, he had a dream of doing those things with a girl, no, Velka. Then Usher discovered that his penis was greatly swollen and was embarrassed.

“Why is it doing this again.”

Is it doing this just because he remembered what came out in his dream? He was ashamed that something like sticky pee had come out just because he had such a dream, and he felt sorry for Velka, who had appeared in his dream, so he quickly changed his underwear. But there was still something troubling.

“How do I deal with this?”

It would be a disaster if someone found out about his underwear with sticky stuff묻어 있었다묻어 있었다묻어 있었다묻어 있었다묻어 있었다. He had to go outside to wash his underwear, but the dark yard, which was visible as soon as he came out, was more grim and scary than when the sun was setting. He had to go to the water-filled tub in the corner of the yard to wash his underwear, but he couldn’t see an inch ahead, so he was hesitating. That’s when moonlight began to clear away the darkness in the yard. Looking up at the sky where the light was shining, there was a moon peeking out through the clouds. The yard lit by the moonlight was no longer scary, and he thought it was a good thing and scooped water from the tub with a gourd and washed his underwear.

The moonlight continued to shine until he had washed all of his underwear and that moonlight felt warmer than he had expected. Maybe the villagers would think it strange if they knew what he was thinking, but he was grateful to the moon for shining the light. Usher, who had safely washed away the sticky stuff묻어 있었다묻어 있었다묻어 있었다묻어 있었다묻어 있었다 stuck to his underwear, came back into the house and lay down, and soon he fell asleep. And by the time he woke up again, it was already dawn.

“Haaam.”

As he woke up from his sleep in a daze and yawned, he remembered what had happened last night and looked around, and saw the underwear that he had hung up in the room to dry so that people wouldn’t see it. Just in case, he touched his underwear, but as expected, it wasn’t dry and was still damp. At that, Usher sighed and decided to dry his underwear next to the house, where people couldn’t see it well while the sun was up. Since it was summer, it would dry quickly. He was only hoping that it would dry before anyone who came to his house found out, and it was when he hung his underwear as if sticking it to the wall of the house.

“Usher, are you there?”

When he heard someone calling him, he was so surprised that he almost screamed, but he barely showed it so as not to be caught drying his underwear, and he thought of the owner of the voice.

“Aunt Kate?”

Tilting his head to the side and looking at the yard, he saw a woman standing there with something around her waist. She was the woman who managed and ran the mill in this village. Was today the day she was taking care of Usher?

“What’s wrong?”

“I’m glad you’re here! I happened to need something, so I asked the lumberjacks, and I have a lot of work to do, so it looks like it will take a long time. You know how badly my kids fight, right?”

“That’s right.”

Aunt Kate’s children were twins, a boy and a girl. They were famous for fighting fiercely even in this small village. It was said that when you passed by Aunt Kate’s house, you could hear the children’s screaming fights and Aunt Kate’s shouts trying to stop them every day, unless it was night when the children were asleep. For some reason, he had a bad feeling, so he wondered if he should have pretended to be asleep or pretended not to know. He regretted knowing that it was already too late.

“Could you take care of them for a little while until I get back?”

In the end, Usher couldn’t refuse her earnest eyes. It wasn’t necessarily a bad thing to be asked for a favor by her. Usually, the other adults would roughly throw him something like a tasteless potato for a meal, but she would give him bread that she had made herself. She was also good at making bread, so Usher had been secretly looking forward to her turn to take care of him for the freshly baked warm bread. Even so.

“Usher Oppa! Tom pushed me!”

“You pushed me first!”

Taking care of children who were so eager to eat each other up like this was harder than he had imagined. They didn’t get tired, and they never stayed quiet for a moment, fighting or shouting, and when he tried to stop the fight, they would get mad at him for taking their side, and he couldn’t just grab them by the scruff of their necks and throw them out because they would run to Aunt Kate and tell her, so he could only sigh. As he was taking care of them from the morning, feeling like he was getting caught up in the children’s mess, a good idea came to him.

“Do you guys like old stories?”

“Another old story?”

“Adults always tell old stories when they get annoyed.”

The children’s sharp words pricked his heart.

“Just listen and think about it!”

A long, long time ago. There was a time when everyone used magic as if they were breathing, and lived a convenient and comfortable life that is unimaginable now.

“Hey, that’s nonsense.”

You should just listen for fun. Why is this kid so twisted?

“You don’t have to listen if you don’t believe it.”

“Ah! I’ll listen! I’ll listen!”

Tom, who seemed to be constantly picking a fight, screamed as Usher acted as if he wouldn’t tell the story. In the end, he wanted to listen all along. Anyway, back then when everyone could use magic, humans didn’t have to spend a lot of time building a fire to cook, and it was possible to make food easily, and they didn’t even have to bother drawing water from a well or using a river. It was possible to summon it with a simple gesture. There was so much magic in life that even being able to move to a desired place in an instant, no matter how far away it was.

“Oppa, then can we use magic, too?”

“You idiot! If we could use magic, would we be living so uncomfortably now?”

“Who’s the idiot!”

“Why are you trying to fight again?”

How long has it been since he started the story, and the children are already fighting again.

“But he started it first!”

“When did I!”

Ah, I miss Velka. Looking at the children who seemed to be eager to eat each other up, he missed Velka, who always embraced him with an indifferent yet affectionate gaze. Fortunately, the two children liked the story he was telling them so much that taking care of them became easier than he thought.

“If you fight again, I won’t tell you any more stories.”

“Ah, I won’t fight.”

“How cheap.”

Even though it was an old story, it was just that Usher was telling the children the story that Velka had once told him, but honestly, Usher also enjoyed Velka’s story so much that he memorized it one by one, even though no one told him to memorize it. Moreover, it was a story about magic, so there was no reason for Usher, who had a longing for magic, not to listen hard. People say that everything was really possible with just magic.

From big things like making clothes, building houses, growing crops, and raising livestock, to small things like eating, washing, and talking. It made possible what was very easy, and even what was close to impossible. Even dying people could be easily saved, and almost everyone continued to live in a happy world. Magic was that great.

“Wow, I’m jealous. If it were such a place, our mom wouldn’t have to work so hard.”

“I know, right.”

Rarely, the twins’ opinions matched. Looks like these guys are worried about their mom, too. He thought he was a little envious and continued the story. People who continued to live a life endlessly convenient with magic suddenly realized that there was a problem one day. At some point, no one had been able to use magic. Why? For what reason? Many people tried to use magic to find the cause of the problem, and in the end, they thought that the problem was that people’s bodies had changed, so they even investigated their bodies, but in the end, it was only confirmed that no one could use magic.

What would happen if magic disappeared from a world that was running with magic? People had become lazy because of the too convenient magic and had already become bodies that could not even move properly without magic. For them, magic was no different from a part of their body, so what would happen if that part was missing? As expected, many people fell into chaos and many people died. Magic was that natural to the people of that era. But not all magic had disappeared. Some magical tools made with magic continued to work perfectly even after the magic disappeared, and the problem really started from there.

People who learned that fact spent a lot of money or looted in order to collect even a little more magical tools. Wars even broke out over each other’s magical tools, killing or injuring many people, and the magical tools they wanted to obtain were even used in war or lost due to the aftermath of the war, so in the end, even magical tools disappeared following magic. That is why magical tools are 정말로 nothing left except for a small number, and it seemed that people were continuing a life that was the same as or worse than the distant past.

But sometimes there were people called wizards who could use magic. According to Velka’s story, it would have been natural in the distant past, but now they were those who became the object of awe and respect just by the fact that they could use magic. They are treated well wherever they go. Because they were the chosen ones who used magic that no one else could use.

“So I want to use magic too… What, are they asleep?”

It seemed that the children had fallen asleep while he was engrossed in the story. He had been concentrating on the story and had fallen asleep at some point. Seeing the children, who had been so energetic, sleeping quietly, it was a different feeling.

“It’s not noisy, so it’s okay.”

He thought of it as freedom and stretched out his stiff body, feeling happy, but when the children fell asleep, he became bored because he had nothing to do. For now, he had to take care of the children because of Aunt Kate’s request, so he couldn’t leave this house, and he didn’t have the confidence to wake them up. In the end, he had to stay with the sleeping children without being able to do anything.

“What should I do.”

There was 정말로 nothing to do in the room. He couldn’t go outside and he was tossing and turning around the room out of frustration. It wasn’t his house, so he might be mindful of others, but there was no one to be mindful of or they were asleep. How long had he been rolling around in the room?

“I’m going to die of boredom!”

“Ugh.”

When he shouted, Tom showed signs of waking up, so Usher immediately covered his mouth. He was relieved when he saw Tom’s face, which had been frowning, relax as he closed his mouth and stayed quiet for a while. He was bored, but he didn’t want the children to wake up and bother him. Still, the boredom didn’t go away easily, and it was when he was about to take a nap like the children. Lena’s appearance came into view. Lena was a girl, unlike her twin Tom. She was tossing and turning in her sleep and had turned over, so the inside of her skirt was slightly visible.

Once he found that, his eyes kept turning to that place. Inside the skirt was a white piece of cloth, the girl’s underwear. He couldn’t take his eyes off it, no matter how hard he tried. It seemed like he used to ignore it and pass it by without thinking anything of it. Ever since he saw his friends doing to the village idiot, he couldn’t stop his eyes from turning to the girl’s body. The penis that had been in his underwear had swollen up on its own. He didn’t have that intention, but it was swelling up on its own and sitting there. In the end, he couldn’t calm down and asked Lena, even though he knew she was asleep.

“Hey, are you asleep?”

As expected, there was no answer. Usher felt a little bad that he was relieved about that. Then he slowly approached Lena. Just in case, he opened her eyelids with his hands, but there was no reaction. After confirming that she was really asleep, Usher hesitated as he tried to touch her body with his hands. Glancing behind him, he saw Tom sleeping. He thought he might be caught doing this. More than that, something stabbing him in his heart seemed to be stopping him.

‘But I want to try it.’

He remembered what his friends had done to the village idiot. His friends, who had put their penises, which he had only thought were places to pee, into the girl’s private spot and shook their hips, really seemed to be feeling good. It was when Usher was worried for a long time, thinking that this wasn’t right. He heard the sound of the gate opening, and he immediately lay down and started to pretend to sleep. And with the sound of the door opening, he heard Aunt Kate’s voice.

“Kids! I’m back…, they’re sleeping.”

Seeing them sleeping, she naturally lowered her voice and approached Usher, who was pretending to sleep, and shook him.

“Haaam, Aunt Kate?”

Then he acted and spoke as if he had just woken up, to the point that he thought it was natural. Still, she didn’t seem to notice that he was nervous that she would find out that he had pretended to sleep after trying to touch Lena.

“Yes, did the kids play well without fighting?”

“Yes, we were telling old stories, and the kids fell asleep, so I did too.”

Fortunately, she believed his lie. And she gave him two pieces of bread as a thank you. Usually, he only received one, so he asked because it was strange that she was giving two.

“Why is this.”

“Thank you for taking good care of the kids.”

At her words, the feeling of being stabbed in his heart became stronger, and he declined her suggestion to have lunch and ran to his house. He regretted trying to do that to Lena. It seemed like he wasn’t like this before. Why is he doing this? He was confused and thought of his secret friend.

“Would Velka know?”

The girl taught Usher many things. The girl, who taught him everything when he had questions, knew so many things. She often told stories that he couldn’t understand, but she taught him everything. He jumped to the back of the house, where no one inside could hear him and where there was a secret passage, hoping that she would teach him this as well.