episode_0044

“???????????”

Eugene Schneider, who sensed the separation and sent Jeanne a warm smile,

The last image of Jeanne he imagined was her bursting into tears and embracing him,

Or perhaps she would get even angrier and tell him to leave if he wanted to.

But both were wrong.

Beyond being wrong, Jeanne’s reaction was on a completely different level.

Jeanne took off all her top clothes, revealing her voluptuous body as an answer.

To that completely unexpected answer sheet,

The romantic expression on Eugene’s face disappeared, replaced by a face covered in about two million question marks.

“I’ll use this body! I’ll use this body to [rescue] you, Eugene!”

Whoosh! Whoosh!

It felt as if exclamation points were about to be created in Eugene’s head, surpassing the question marks.

Why? Because Jeanne’s undressing didn’t end with just revealing her breasts.

Shaking her massive breasts, she immediately started taking off her bottom clothes,

Trying to take off her underwear at once, like she did with her top.

But because Jeanne’s pelvis and hips were so large, there were unavoidable trial and errors,

And eventually, realizing it wouldn’t work, she first threw off her regular bottoms.

“Wh-what are you doing, Jeanne?????”

“Let go! Let go of me! I’ll use this body to [rescue] you!”

Eugene had been frozen with wide eyes only until Jeanne took off her top.

The primary reason was his bewilderment,

But on the other hand, he also interpreted it as a protest of sorts.

However, from the moment Jeanne’s bottoms started to come off,

He realized his assumption was wrong and immediately grabbed her hands to stop her.

“You crazy bitch!!! Why are you taking off your clothes and acting like this!!!”

Having managed to stop her pants from coming down, Eugene quickly asked Jeanne her intentions.

If it wasn’t a protest, then what was it?

Was she really suggesting they have sex?

He knew the concept of breakup sex from his past life,

And while there had been some intimate moments between Jeanne and him at the mercenary inn, this wasn’t a breakup sex situation.

From Eugene’s perspective, he couldn’t understand the purpose of Jeanne’s current actions at all,

Also, Jeanne’s actions and the look in her eyes seemed completely out of her mind,

So he mixed in curses and strongly questioned her.

“I heard it from Priscilla. You’ve talked to Priscilla too, so you should know how much she knows that we don’t. That look in your eyes, and the feeling of alienation you feel, according to Priscilla, it’s all happening because the magical energy is being stimulated.”

Jeanne tried to shake off Eugene, who was holding her wrists,

In the midst of that, Eugene asked her a somewhat urgent question, so she answered quite logically, though still in an agitated voice.

As expected, Jeanne was trying to resolve Eugene’s situation by using information she had learned from Priscilla.

In other words, there was a fairly definite reason for her actions,

So it could be said that Jeanne’s logical reasoning showed her determination not to ruin things by being consumed by anger.

“The demons have sex when they want to calm down that magical energy! So wouldn’t that work for you too, since you have demon blood mixed in!”

Then, with the mouth of a virgin who still had her hymen intact, she fearlessly spoke of sex.

“What, sex?”

At those words, Eugene widened his eyes again and asked back.

To be precise, it wasn’t a reaction of not hearing or understanding, but rather a feeling of “does that even make sense?”

“Okay, fine, I’ve read in books that demons have strong sexual desires. So maybe that could be the case for demons, like you said. But whether that mechanism applies to me, a mixed-blood, is another story, isn’t it? From what you’re saying, it sounds like Priscilla only mentioned that demons control their magical energy through sex.”

However, Eugene knew very well that he couldn’t control the volatile, ignited Jeanne just by simply rejecting her with “does that even make sense?”.

So he immediately racked his brain and came up with his own logic.

If Jeanne was truly convinced that sex was the answer to solving the current problem, he thought

She would have pulled out the current card as soon as he said he was leaving, as if she had been waiting for it.

“That’s right. Priscilla also said that there aren’t many half-human, half-demon people, so she was just giving her best guess.”

Jeanne admits to that,

Eugene’s assumption was correct.

“But what does that matter? If there’s a possibility, shouldn’t we just do it and see? Do it with me, Eugene. I’ll have sex with you and save you. I’ll keep the promise we made by the campfire!”

However, Eugene’s assumption about Jeanne’s response turned out to be wrong again.

Jeanne, caught in the sense of crisis that she might lose Eugene, has no intention of testing the waters or reconsidering.

Even if there is a 1% chance, she is ready to burn everything like a moth flying into a flame.

“I can’t believe you’re saying all this so casually! Is that something you can just say so easily?”

Jeanne tried to remove Eugene’s hands and undress her panties again,

Eugene, in order to control her, put more strength into his arms and burst into anger.

But at that moment,

—Thump!!!!!

Eugene’s heart pounded loudly.

“!!!!!”

Halt!!

Eugene’s eyes fluttered slightly at the pounding and he stopped.

‘I’m feeling it again, the foreign reaction in my body.’

It wasn’t a typical heart reaction.

It was a deep and profound sense of alienation,

‘It’s similar to what I felt when I slaughtered the Sophists.’

It was similar to the body’s reaction that Eugene felt himself after killing the two Sophists in the goblin cave.

That sense of alienation in Eugene continued, and

‘The sound of my heart, somehow I feel like I can hear Jeanne’s heartbeat. And an insane scent that seems to stimulate my brain beyond my nose. Even the pulse in my wrist.’

It got worse.

Eugene’s appearance of sensing Jeanne’s physical reactions, just like the Sophists who took the potion, unfolded.

Inside his body, the eruption of magical energy was currently taking place.

Eugene’s magical energy began to stir when he saw blood-red blood while killing people with murderous intent.

After that, the magical energy turned Eugene into a murderous psychological state.

Psychopath,

At the time, even in a calm mental state, his body was consumed by murderous intent, craving battle and blood.

The reason why Eugene’s magical energy is now revealing its true colors again and stirring at this moment,

‘Jeanne’s explosive chest,’

It was Jeanne’s body.

‘I want to violate her.’

Magical energy [魔氣] reacting to murderous intent and lust.

Therefore, magical energy puts those who possess magical energy in a physical state that matches the situation in which their magical energy begins to react.

In other words, since the factor currently stimulating Eugene is lust,

Eugene’s magical energy is rapidly leading his body to a state of being like a beast in heat,

A body and mind that wants to dominate and violate Jeanne’s femininity by forcefully copulating with her.

‘No, that’s ridiculous.’

But Eugene’s reason

Rejected the magical energy’s command.

‘Jeanne has been with me for the longest time throughout my past life. She’s like family to me. How can I do that to Jeanne?’

For Eugene Schneider, Jeanne is not an object to be violated.

Because doing so would destroy the yearning of his soul, which he has valued more than life.

‘Sister Charlotte, my younger sister Elizabeth, Duchess Marianne, how precious they are to me.’

He has values that transcend reason and instinct,

And values that transcend the transcendent power of magical energy, values that have supported and created Eugene Schneider’s entire life and identity.

‘Eugene’s eyes are getting redder. He’s reacting to my appearance now.’

Eugene’s gaze began to waver rapidly as he experienced a clash of values,

On the other hand, Jeanne became calm.

That’s because she became certain.

Eugene’s red eyes had become darker as the magical energy erupted further,

As a result, Eugene stopped as if he was shaken and his expression also hardened.

In other words, it was clear that Jeanne’s naked body was causing Eugene’s magical energy to react.

What that meant, the possibility of solving the problem of suppressing Eugene’s magical energy, which she thought was the two people’s sex,

Meant that the act was an undeniable correct answer.

‘I can help you now, Eugene.’

Sex with Jeanne can suppress Eugene’s magical energy.

‘No, Jeanne, stop.’

Stumble!

Jeanne’s confident expression was also shown to Eugene.

The point is, he was panting with lust for Jeanne and she realized his condition,

Therefore, even though Jeanne did not take any additional action,

Eugene took a step back as if running away, embarrassed that his impure heart had been discovered.

“Don’t run away, Eugene.”

Then, Jeanne grabbed both of Eugene’s wrists, which he had let go of.

“So, is that what’s bothering you, Eugene?”

Then Jeanne delved into Eugene’s heart, which was struggling with a clash of values,

Clearly, Eugene now knew the answer, came to know it, and realized it.

Despite that, the reason why he was trying to avoid the answer,

Jeanne had figured it out.

“Me, that I’m your family?”

For Eugene Schneider, Joan of Arc D’ussel Oblean is family.

“Because we’re bound by family, you can’t have sex with me?”

Jeanne, who had found the core keyword, questioned Eugene in a considerably candid tone, unlike before.

While she felt frustrated with Eugene’s retreat,

On the other hand, she also deeply understood why he had no choice but to do so.

A person who lost his family,

The appearance of nine-year-old Eugene Schneider when he first set foot in the Oblean family was like that.

It was a sight of him left alone in the world.

She felt so sorry for him and her heart went out to him, so the affectionate Jeanne also stuck to him like a leech and stayed with him.

As a result, Jeanne felt the bonds of family being created and Eugene’s inner self gradually opening up,

So Jeanne thought that she wanted to stay by this child’s side for the rest of her life, even though she was lacking.

Knowing such a Jeanne, how could she not know Eugene’s sincerity towards his family?

‘Because I had the same thoughts until yesterday.’

Also, Jeanne herself was confused by the different feelings she had for him for similar reasons to Eugene.

Therefore, seeing Eugene’s trembling eyes and retreating figure, Jeanne was able to draw out his feelings of guilt as if empathizing with him.

‘Family, after 50 years, I’m starting to feel that emotion properly.’

But Eugene’s earnestness is more desperate than Jeanne thought.

‘The feeling that came to me not as warmth but as loneliness when I first knew the word family, the feeling of regretting and feeling sad that I didn’t have a family to blame me for such a reckless act when I was dying after saving a child, and even feeling relieved in that situation,’

To him, family was a desire of his past life.

It was a regret.

‘I can’t forget the letter I first received after my memories of my past life returned, the letters from the Oblean family worrying and caring about me.’

Eugene, who had been like that, got a family for the first time in 20 years after his death.

Memories of his past life, back then, even in situations where he felt like he was going to die from pain, there was no one to worry about him,

Here, reborn, he had a family that painstakingly sent letters that took a week to arrive, and then was happy to wait for a reply.

‘I finally felt like I was being filial when I saw the Duchess’s appearance, who was so proud of me and wanted to see me. I cried for hours. The embroidery that the Duchess made is still protecting my armor heart.’

Perhaps the reason why he began to overcome the trauma of his present father Ulysses

Maybe it wasn’t just because of the memories of his past life.

Wasn’t it because he began to feel more deeply the preciousness of those around him now?

‘How can I violate you, Jeanne, when you are such a precious being?’

That’s why Eugene cannot violate the woman in front of him, Jeanne, who has revealed her voluptuous body that has caused his magical energy to soar.

Doing so would destroy the longing of his soul that he has valued more than life.

“No, Eugene,”

Eugene Schneider, who had become faint with a desperate longing that could be said to be pathetic,

At that moment, Jeanne shook her head slightly.

“Me and our family don’t love you so much just because you’ve entered the Oblean family.”

She came to know.

“We just love you, Eugene Schneider, as you are.”

A heart that loves the existence itself,

It is unconditional love.

Jeanne realized that.

Wasn’t Jeanne the one who always wanted to be ahead of Eugene?

So she was the one who wanted to lead him from the front.

However, all of those dreams were shattered as Eugene became a Sword User Alpha and a Sword Expert.

But at that moment,

Jeanne finally realized that the obsession was an illusion.

“I would have stuck to you and never let you go, just like now, no matter when or where I saw you.”

Jeanne had simply loved Eugene himself, not her younger brother Eugene Schneider, who filled the void in her heart.

“Won’t you look at me like that too, Eugene…? I want to share that feeling with you…”

In that way, Jeanne hoped to become Jeanne and Eugene, beings who simply desired each other, beyond being sister Joan of Arc D’ussel Oblean and younger brother Eugene Schneider, to the sorrowful life in front of her.

—Phew!!

Jeanne’s earnest and heartfelt confession severed the fuse of Eugene’s reason as well as the yearning that had continued from his past life.

—Grab!!

As a result, Eugene explosively embraced Jeanne’s body, as if covering her,

Smack!♥♥♥

And then he roughly devoured her lips.