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About a week after birth, I was able to understand what was going on.

It took a long time?

Do you know how many hours a baby sleeps a day?

Newly born babies sleep for over 18 hours a day.

After about 3 weeks, I sleep for about 15 hours, and even when I sleep, I don’t sleep for more than 4 hours.

When I wake up from sleep, my whole body suddenly suffers from pain.

As a newborn baby, you are not immune to pain, so you will naturally cry even if you do not want to.

“Yes!!”

‘Sin.. I’m sorry..’

My parents in this world are comforted by that.

I try to hold back as much as I can, but I can’t control it.

Yes, you are paying a low price for getting off this earth.

“suus ‘ok.. suus ‘ok..”

“Ugh..”

One unfortunate thing is that I still can’t understand what is being said.

“lets ‘somnum.. suus ‘ok..”

“…”

That’s roughly what it means… is all I can guess.

I’ve been living like that for about a week.

At first I thought I was dreaming.

Because I couldn’t believe I had come to this world.

I don’t know how it got there, but the world just thought it was unfair, so they killed it and threw it into another world.

‘Who did this…’

No matter how much I think about it, there is only one answer.

god.

No one but God would do something like this.

Even I, an atheist, was made to believe.

But I don’t know why he did this.

Why ruin my life and make me start a new one?

If I met him, I would want to grab him by the collar and shake him and ask him questions, but there is no way to meet God.

‘ah..’

My eyelids close again.

It seems like about an hour has already passed.

‘shit..’

So I fell asleep again.

***

“Umm..?”

But this time, I saw a completely different space.

It is full of white everywhere and is not very wide.

There was nothing that made me feel mentally ill even if I lived here for just one day.

As I was looking around, a light came flying at me.

A small light moved freely and stopped in front of me.

“Hello! Nice to meet you!”

I spoke to him.

A voice like a child.

“What..?”

Naturally, a rebuttal emerged.

Who would have thought that light would speak?

“Hello! Nice to meet you!”

And the same words came back.

“So.. hello?”

“It’s an honor to meet you? Hey!”

“That.. Runny..”

“Yes! Really!”

Now I don’t know what’s going on.

Now, a week after being reborn in this world, I was suddenly kidnapped to the white room.

“Oh…”

By the way, I can talk.

Just in case, I looked down under the sun and saw my body wearing the clothes I had before I died.

‘Now my brain doesn’t keep up…’

I was so out of it.

“Come back Light.”

“Neng!”

At that time, a woman’s soft voice was heard from behind.

“You..”

“Nice to meet you.”

I looked back and saw a woman floating in the air.

A frighteningly beautiful woman.

Even though I don’t have any clothes on, I don’t feel any ugly feelings like sexual desire.

‘Who is it..’

“I am Eros, the goddess of love.”

This is a name I heard even when I was living on Earth.

Eros, the goddess of love and union, one of the primordial gods.

‘I can’t believe it was real…’

“I guess you already know about me.”

“Ah..”

“Hehe.. I wonder if he was famous in his own way on Earth too.”

– Excited.

My heart pounded loudly when I saw that smiling face.

“Nice to meet you.. I..”

“Jeong Yong-ha. Right?”

As you guess my name, raise the index finger of your right hand up and make it like an exclamation point.

Is it okay to look at a goddess and feel cute?

“But..”

by the way.

“What is my name..”

How do you know my name?

Maybe you noticed it when you said it was God.

Maybe he was hoping that she wasn’t the girl he almost fell in love with at first sight.

However, the world was harsher than expected.

“Of course!”

The index finger that was pointing towards the sky was pointing towards me.

“Because I brought you here!”

He smiled brightly and told the reason.

And my expression quickly hardened.

The person who ruined my life.

“Ah.. Aha..”

I met that god.

“Haha..”

“Hmm? Are you that happy?”

‘I didn’t expect to meet you so soon…’

“If there’s one thing I regret, it’s that I don’t have clothes that I can wear by the collar.”

“.. Are you reading thoughts..”

“Oh! Correct answer!”

So, that means he was reading all the thoughts in my head right now.

“That’s the correct answer too!”

“…”

“Uh-huh! Don’t swear!”

How many people would not criticize such behavior?

When I realized that I was swearing inside, I felt sadness on Eros’ face for a moment, but I couldn’t feel it because I was filled with anger.

“So why did you do that to me?”

“Yes? Isn’t that also natural?”

Well, there are a lot of things that are so obvious.

“To bring you to this world!”

“Take me to this world?”

“Yes! In order to bring you to this world, I had to eliminate everyone who remembered you. That’s why I made everyone who remembers you disappear!”

“That now…”

“Why are you so angry?”

I was at a loss for words.

Who did that? If you get too angry, you actually become speechless.

That was correct.

“Isn’t it natural to get angry..?”

“Hmm?”

But I can’t seem to understand the goddess in front of me.

“You’re mortal anyway, right?”

“..what?”

“I’m going to die anyway, so does it matter if I die a little early or late?”

“Say that now!”

Is it because it looks like a human?

Or perhaps it was because we were beings that we could talk to for the first time in a long time, so I thought the other person would know that God had thoughts similar to ours.

But that’s not it.

‘That’s not a human.’

“That’s it.. Please say it’s God.”

‘How can every single action put me to the test?’

“A test? I’m just happy to have met you?”

-Clud…

Perhaps because I bit my teeth so hard, it sounded like my teeth were breaking.

-Grumbling…

Blood was flowing from his clenched fist.

“.. Why do you harm yourself?”

Eros’ face was filled with curiosity as he looked at it.

“Is there a reason why you had to come here to bring me…”

Still, this will be there…

No, there must be. Otherwise…

Because my acquaintances are really crazy.

That much is unforgivable.

“There is no reason..”

“What is it?”

“But!”

-Wow!

He suddenly clapped in front of me, who was glaring at me and asking why.

“Wouldn’t it be fun if I told you now?”

“..what?”

“So, please follow what I say from now on. Jeong Yong-ha?”

“You..!”

“Then, goodbye?”

“Yayi @#$@#$.”

“Oh my… those words are too harsh.”

The last thing I saw was Eros, with tears in his eyes as if he had been hurt, with his hands folded to his chest. My mind sank deep again, and when I opened my eyes.

“Ugh!”

I suffered from pain again for a while.

‘Eros..’

Reflecting on the object of revenge.

***

“Really.. those are too harsh words..”

Eros said to himself as he wiped away some tears.

“Finally.. we met again..”

“Have all my memories disappeared..”

“Well, it’s been that long, but you probably can’t remember..”

“As expected, you were human..”

“Still, I want you..”

The self-talk that continued.

“Owner!”

Spirit of light. It stopped because of the light.

“Why are you doing this, Light?”

“I forgot!”

“Yes?”

Eros tilted his head at Light’s sudden words.

“What?”

“Uh… privilege!”

“Ah..”

It had been a long time since I had seen him, so I forgot why I called him.

“Oh my.. It was my mistake..”

-bean.

Eros gently feeding honey chestnuts to his head.

“The good news is that I hung it up..”

“If I hadn’t done it, I would have been in big trouble!”

“That’s right.. I have to call you again to give you the privilege, but I’m still weak..”

A week after birth.

Rather than training my body, I was just getting used to it.

“Then.. let’s watch for a while..”

Five years passed like that.

***

“..Eros..”

“Quare. filius..”

“..?..”

Even though five years have passed, I still cannot accept the language.

As expected, Hangul was the best…

Once again, I feel respect for King Sejong.

“Uh..”

“..Doleo..filius..”

As I continued to not understand what my mother was saying, she gave me a pitiful look and hugged me tightly.

If I do well, I think I will be able to call my mother by her name… but I heard her name read something…

“So.. Soroot..”

“Quid est..?”

‘Was this right?’

My mother, who was hugging me, looked at me in surprise when she heard those words.

“Nunc Mom nomen?”

“So.. Soroot..”

But I couldn’t understand it, so I just repeated the same thing.

I thought it was roughly called something like this…

Oh yeah!

“Soroot Phone Amorae!”

“Oh gosh.. Pater!”

The word I spoke from memory was the language of this world that I spoke for the first time.

I smiled brightly with a sense of accomplishment that I had accomplished it.

***

“Nice to meet you again?”

“.. Eros..”

The day I called my mother’s name for the first time, a party was held.

Because I, who was practically mute, spoke for the first time.

Our family seemed like a pretty good family.

In the Middle Ages, there were over 100 servants and the house looked like it was hundreds of pyeong in size.

One strange thing was that they were all women.

The only men in that large mansion were me, my brother, and my father.

“What’s going on?”

My mood, which had been so high because I was having a party at such a place, suddenly plummeted when I met Eros.

To the bottom of the deep sea.

It felt like I was encountering the reality I had been ignoring.

“I forgot to give you a privilege.”

“Privilege?”

For your information, I read a lot of novels while I was on Earth.

Of course, this world novel was included among them.

So I couldn’t stop my ears from twitching at the word privilege.

“..something.”

“Here!”

-phut!

A weak firecracker sound was heard from above and paper was created.

Then, I glared at Eros, who was gesturing as if to read the paper, and then read the paper.

“What is this?”