episode_0091

After spitting out a topic that was difficult to understand, the guy trudged over and sat down with his butt on the platform where I was sitting.

The eye level has finally been adjusted.

There was deep regret in the guy’s round eyes.

“What on earth is going on?”

When I asked in frustration, Shin Yu-jeong barely opened her lips.

“Did you meet that bastard Kim Jeong-hoon today?”

This is something I expected from the moment I ran out of class as soon as it was over.

It was only yesterday that I made a promise and couldn’t take any action, but this guy is basically the type of person who doesn’t like keeping things in his mind for a long time or leaving them lying around.

What was unexpected was the guy’s gloomy expression.

I thought I would get a punch in the face and come home refreshed.

“What did you do when you met?”

“As soon as I met him, he put his fist in my face.”

Well, too.

I wonder what the expression on the guy’s face looked like after being beaten so hard.

Even worse, the person who hit him was the woman he had always liked.

I don’t know, but I’d say it’s probably one of the top five most unpleasant feelings in his life.

“First, I hit him and then asked him. “Why are you selling my name?”

“Then what did he say?”

I’m curious.

What would he have said?

The answer that seemed to pour out all at once did not come out easily.

Judging by Shin Yu-jeong’s face becoming even darker, it looks like she received a completely unexpected answer.

“… “They say it’s because of me.”

Didn’t you know that before you went?

“So, um… .”

Judging by the fact that he’s been holding back, it looks like there’s more to it than the facts I told him.

The guy said to me while nervously ruffling his hair.

“He said he bullied you instead of me because I hated you.”

Shin Yu-jeong lowers her head.

To sum it up, in the end, whenever he harassed me, things like don’t go near Shin Yu-jeong or get out of that house were just excuses.

The focus is on me… , No, I wanted to torment this body.

“hmm… .”

To be honest, I don’t feel much anger about what was done to this body.

In the past, the trauma lodged in my body would have caused a seizure, but not now.

After gaining the ‘one with qualities’ trait, I finally feel like this body is mine.

In other words, the body no longer reacts arbitrarily because of what happened in the past.

That doesn’t mean I won’t get angry again.

The level of bullying that remained in my mind clearly crossed the line.

It was a bold and cruel act for someone who was only eighteen or nineteen years old.

When I look at this young man’s anger, I sometimes even think that Xunzi’s theory of evil nature, which claimed that people’s innate nature is evil, might be true.

“then… , okay. I honestly hated you. “That’s a lot.”

“know.”

How could you not know?

Even when he was still, his sharp-looking face was glaring with disgust, and his eyes were like a weapon.

To be honest, looking at Son Si-woo’s body, I might have been a little scared.

“Sometimes, what you did was so frustrating that I wanted to beat you up.”

… I don’t think it’s unreasonable.

Jindojin’s behavior was truly the worst.

I woke up late in the afternoon, had breakfast and lunch with side dishes prepared by my aunt, and then played games.

Then, while browsing the Internet, I scraped a photo that showed Han Joo-hee well and saved it… , No, this idiot is the real one.

“Whoa.”

Let’s calm down, calm down.

Anyway, save the photo… Then, we ate dinner with the side dishes that the lady provided and then played again.

The endless repetition of daily life, with only falling asleep late in the morning.

To some extent, I understand his position.

From Shin Yu-jeong’s perspective, Jin Do-jin was nothing more or less than a parasite that sucked her mother’s spine.

“So what… , we talked about it sometimes. You know, right? “Those rude bitches who used to hang out with me.”

“ah… , those three.”

Three bright girls wearing school uniforms so short that their panties were clearly visible when they walked up the stairs.

I don’t know why, but Shin Yu-jeong hung out with three people who were quite different from herself.

“Even though those bitches are crazy about men and have the temperament of idiots… , you were a friend to me first, right? “When everyone was scared just because of my appearance, those bitches approached me without hesitation.”

“ah… .”

There was such a hidden story behind it.

Then I understand why we stayed friends.

I can’t express my gratitude to the person who came to me when everyone was staying away from me.

I was like that once upon a time.

It was the first time I went to visit my mother-in-law and father-in-law after I proposed to Han Joo-hee and got her approval.

They treated me with such disdain, saying that I was an orphan and not worthy of their family.

When I thought about it dozens of times that I wanted to get rid of everything, including marriage and everything else, and just run away.

My sister-in-law was the only one who approached me without hesitation.

I was so thankful at that time that I felt like I had gained a thousand soldiers and ten thousand horses.

“anyway… , I sometimes said that while talking to those bitches.”

“What?”

“… “I feel frustrated every time I see you living, so sometimes I want to squeeze you.”

The guy’s face turns red.

“Then just stick with it.”

If that were the case, I think Jindojin would have lived a little more like a human being.

The guy who heard me said it was unfair.

“… “Mom scolds me on the back for even glaring at you, so if you had grabbed me, I would have kicked you out of the house.”

“haha.”

The lady has a strong maternal love.

Perhaps Jin Do-jin, who ran away from the orphanage, was so sad and pitiful.

So, they even gave up the expensive monthly rent in Seoul.

“At the worst times, I felt like I had stolen my mother from you.”

… It certainly wasn’t unreasonable to feel that way.

No matter how dignified she was, Shin Yu-jeong was only seventeen or nineteen at the time.

At a time when I needed to monopolize my mother’s attention, some guy showed up and took away half of that attention.

“Anyway, that’s not the problem now.”

The story that was temporarily lost in Samcheonpo has returned to its original place.

“I definitely told that to three people, but that bastard knew.”

“Kim Jung Hoon?”

“uh. Did any of those bitches say it or did they steal it? .”

“So you’re saying Kim Jeong-hoon started harassing me after hearing that?”

“that… , so to speak, it will be like that… .”

A voice that gradually creeps in.

Looking at him with his head down and his mouth tightly closed, it looks like he heard the whole story.

“Then why did you ask me in the first place if you should feel sorry for me?”

“that is… .”

Shin Yu-jeong scratches her head and frowns.

It’s an expression that says he doesn’t like something.

“I’m so sorry that I don’t know how to express it to you right now?”

“… “It doesn’t look like that at all, does it?”

If you’re feeling sorry with that expression on your face, I think that should also fall into the realm of talent.

“now… , I just force myself to endure it. “To be honest, I’m so sorry that I can’t even see your face.”

What is it?

Why does it sound like you’re threatening to just say that and move on?

“But honestly, on the other hand, it’s a bit unfair.”

“what.”

“Some crazy bastard suddenly overheard someone else’s conversation and went wild, so I wonder why I have to feel so sorry… “I feel so sorry that I can’t even look at your face properly.”

A guy pounding my chest with a frown on his face.

“just… , I just feel so fucking frustrated. “I don’t know what to do to get better.”

In the end, to sum it up, I’m feeling really sorry for myself right now, and I’m going crazy with frustration because I don’t know how to resolve this.

“So, please tell me something. “What should I do?”

At first, he suddenly said something out of the blue, but after learning the whole story, I realized that it wasn’t something he just said.

In the end, he wants to leave his disposition to me…

I was curious to see how high the level would be.

“If I make a decision, will you follow it? anything?”

When asked about his determination, he nods his head weakly.

“… Because you were the one who had the hardest time during that time. If I can’t make my own decisions and have to follow someone else’s words… “I guess that’s only you.”

Hoo.

I think I made up my mind.

Then, one more time.

“What if I tell you to stay out of my sight forever from now on?”

As soon as I finished speaking, his eyes widened as if he was facing a strong storm.

At the same time, Shin Yu-jeong is biting her lower lip.

After the cool autumn wind lightly brushed my face.

Finally, with difficulty, he opened his mouth.

“If that’s really what you want… . Since we live in the same house and go to the same school, it’s impossible to not see each other at all… , but as much as possible… , Most… !”

Then an unexpected situation occurred.

As Shin Yu-jeong was struggling to speak, a teardrop flowed down her cheek.

No, I didn’t really ask you to disappear, I was just giving you an example, so what if you cry?

I’m very embarrassed.

But it seemed I wasn’t the only one who was confused.

He must have not known that he would shed tears, so he hurriedly stretched the neck of his t-shirt to wipe his face, and then screamed in a panic with his face turning bright red.

“I’ll turn it off as much as possible! That’s it!”

As if he was going to leave right away, his body was shaking, so he hurriedly stretched out his arm and gently pressed his shoulder.

“Hey, calm down. “I didn’t tell you to fuck off just now.”

“ah… .”

My face, which was already red, was now on the verge of bursting out.

It seems he was so excited that he realized he was ahead of the curve.

Ah, it’s hard.

Holding back laughter.

“Fuck, fuck… .”

It’s even harder because I can hear people cursing with their faces down, perhaps because I have good hearing.

“Anyway, the question I just asked was to find out your resolve.”

To be honest, I wonder if I can hold this guy accountable.

Actually, since I came into this body, he has only helped me.

But the problem is that he feels guilty towards me.

That’s what this feeling of guilt is all about.

Even if the other person says it’s okay, if you don’t understand it yourself, you’ll remain stuck.

So, is there any other way?

The only way to do this is to make them think that the punishment is appropriate for the crime.

Actually, there is something I want to order the most… .

“I admit it was unfair to you too. But the one who feels most unfair is me. Right?”

“… “I knew that, so I left the decision up to you.”

Shin Yu-jeong answers bluntly, still a little upset.

“So I’ve been thinking about it? “I was bullied by that guy for three years.”

“… however.”

“So, thinking of it as atonement and living as my slave for about three years… .”

As soon as I start to hint, an evil gaze is drawn all over my face.

Wow, this won’t work.

“I thought no, um.”

“Stop playing around and speak quickly.”

It wasn’t a joke… .

Now that things are like this, we have no choice but to take the next best option.

“Then grant my wish.”

“… wish?”

“Uh, wish.”

“What.”

“I’m not asking you to grant it right away, but rather, I’m asking you to give me the right to make a wish.”

There are a lot of things I want to ask him to do.

I want to try out the world’s strangest cosplay, and although roughness is attractive, I also want to see a more relaxed side for a day.

In other words, they want to use his guilt to satisfy their own self-interest.

This is not necessarily a bad thing, because I am happy and Shin Yu-jeong is happy because she is relieved of her guilt.

Is this really a plan to kill two birds with one stone?

“Do you have a wish?”

I shook my head at the guy’s question.

“Oh, I’m so conscienceless. To think that 3 years of bullying can be reduced to a single wish ticket… , isn’t it?”

“Well then, how many do you want?”

In my mind, I want to take care of about 36 items, one per month.

I used some generosity.

“Twelve.”

“… “That much?”

“I was going to do 36, one a month, but I cut back… “If you don’t like it, there’s nothing you can do.”

“I haven’t said I don’t like it yet.”

“Then call?”

The guy thought about it for a moment, then smiled and nodded, as if he had a good idea.

“call.”

I think I’ve come up with some kind of plan.

“Okay, then the contract is concluded.”

I am also confident.

I am confident that I will completely subdue Shin Yu-jeong before I use up all twelve wishes.

Very gradually, without even realizing it.