episode_0519

I held back my embarrassment and asked, but the answer I got was not satisfactory. Because Ethan was the one who asked questions in return, like, “Why are you suddenly asking that?” or “Can I ask why you’re asking?”

As a result, the answer I got back was a bland reply, “We’re outside now, so let’s talk later.” As someone who wanted to find out what Ethan wanted in advance, this was obviously an unsatisfactory answer.

‘If you say you’re going to do it, you have to prepare in advance…’

Since it was my first time doing this in a long time, I needed to prepare myself.

I have to change my underwear in advance, and I have to put Eris to sleep in Isabelle’s room.

And also… if you really want to do it that way, you have to prepare in advance.

‘Come to think of it, it’s been almost a year since I’ve had a proper conversation with Ethan.’

Although it was inevitable because of pregnancy and childcare, a year was definitely too long. It must have felt that way even more to Ethan, who was in the prime of his life.

Since the misunderstanding was resolved, we have occasionally engaged in pseudo-sexual acts that do not strain our bodies, but we have never had proper sex between a man and a woman.

Even if I didn’t use the fact that I won the sparring match as an excuse, it was time to return to our original relationship. If I couldn’t play the role of Ethan’s wife properly in the first place, I wouldn’t even have the right to tell him not to take another concubine.

‘I don’t know if we’ll do it today, but let’s get ready.’

While I was thinking about that and parting ways with Ethan for the next class, I was spending some time in a daze when I heard a familiar voice from behind me that I hadn’t heard in quite some time.

“Ah, Senior Release!! Hello!!!”

“… Lilia, can I talk to you for a moment?”

“Huh? Are you talking about a story?”

… Normally, it would have been noisy and annoying, but with the current Lilia, it would probably be somewhat helpful.

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The place I chose to talk to Lilia was a cafe in the Academy. It was a cafe owned by the Auguste family that I usually used when I had tea time with Lizzie.

Everyone knows that I am an important guest at Lizzie’s, so the staff is friendly and if you want, you can rent a private room where your conversation won’t leak out.

With Karaham’s soon-to-be wife, Lyria, also present, it wasn’t difficult for her and I to find a space to have a conversation alone.

“Oh, there’s a place like this inside the academy! It’s so amazing, like I’ve entered a secret space!”

“… Haven’t you ever been here with Mr. Karaham? But it’s a cafe owned by the Auguste family.”

“Huh? Is there a reason for you and your husband to come to a place like this? In such a narrow place, you can’t even have a heart-to-heart fight where you share your sweat!”

“… I asked about a date course, not a sparring course. No matter how much you enjoy sweating and fighting swords and spears in the training ground, sometimes you need time to just have a leisurely chat in a place like this, right?”

“Oh, of course! At times like that, I often go to a chicken shop on the shopping street! It’s a place full of meat side dishes that go well with alcohol, so my husband and I often visit there after Dalian!!”

… I kind of expected it, but we really can’t communicate.

Well, what could you possibly expect from a couple that is known for their muscles and brains? Even if those two guys became lovers, there was no way their behavior would change.

Because she was the one who proposed to me and asked me to train while swinging a spear. Of course, I was also involved in the process, so you could say I am half responsible.

‘By the way, sir.’

I was a little jealous of her being able to confidently call him that kind of embarrassing title in front of others. I already acknowledged Ethan as my husband, but I still didn’t have the confidence to introduce him to others as “my husband.”

In that sense, my relationship with Karaham itself still seems good, so maybe he can solve the problem I’m struggling with.

“Lilia, I have a question.”

“Yes, Senior Release! Ask me anything!!”

“… This is a personal question, so if you don’t want to answer, you don’t have to. It might be a little rude to ask a woman like Lilia… .”

“Senior Release, you are also a woman, what are you talking about!! And I will answer any question you have, Senior Release!!”

“… I would like to ask you a few questions about the relationship between Mr. Karaham and Lilia.”

“Yes! My husband and I are already officially recognized as a married couple in our family! We haven’t had a wedding ceremony yet, but we are planning to have a wedding ceremony at the Auguste Mansion right after I graduate from the Academy early next year!! Oh, and if you don’t mind, I will give a congratulatory speech to Senior Lilith at that time… .”

“I, I didn’t ask about that kind of relationship. It’s a relationship with a slightly different meaning… .”

“Yes?”

Even though she was of Barbarian descent, she was still a girl, so I thought it would be a bit rude to ask her such a question, but right now, the only person I could ask for advice was Lilia.

I asked the question cautiously, thinking that from a woman’s perspective, she might have more sexual knowledge than I did.

“That… When Miss Lilia is having sex with her lover.”

“Huh? Are you talking about sex?”

“I was wondering if there were any embarrassing positions that you couldn’t tell other people about… or anything like that.”

“Are you talking about an embarrassing position that you can’t tell others about?”

… I did ask, but it was a really crappy question.

What kind of nonsense is this to the juniors who still follow along well at the academy?

If I had asked in this way in the first place, it would have been no different from me just spying on the relationship between Lilia and Karaham. Realizing that something was wrong, I hastily apologized to Lilia.

“I’m sorry, Lilia. Please forget what I just said. I didn’t mean to eavesdrop on your private lives or anything like that. I just wanted to keep it in mind… .”

“I don’t think there is any embarrassing position that I can’t tell others about.”

“That, right? Then I guess that’s what it is… .”

“If there’s something worth telling, there are times when my husband and I have sex while sparring naked. In these cases, we have sex under the rule that the loser submits to the winner, but usually, during the sparring, I keep seeing my husband’s things, so I can’t concentrate… .”

“… … Yes?”

…what the hell did I just hear?

Something, I think I heard a play that is way outside the normal range of the walls.

However, as if she didn’t care at all about my reaction, Lilia explained to me in depth the play she was sharing with Karaham without any shame.

“Ah, I didn’t explain it to Senior Release. Normally, our tribe regularly holds sparring matches with other tribes to secure hunting grounds, but what I’m talking about is a slightly modified form of this sparring… .”

“No, but you just said you were going to spar naked. What on earth does that mean?”

“This is literally what it means. Originally, when I first started, I started purely with the idea of training to improve my concentration, but honestly, when I divide it by the amount of heat, my husband and I can only look at each other with lustful eyes.

But I felt like it felt pretty good to have sex right after all that sweaty sparring, so I added a few more rules, like now the loser submits to the winner… .”

“… No, but aren’t you more embarrassed than that? No matter what, sparring naked doesn’t seem like normal sex between a man and a woman.”

“What is there to be ashamed of when my husband and I do something for fun? Oh, if you’re just curious about unusual and unusual sex, then one of you also has sex in a reasonable way often… .”

“… How do you do that? Could you explain in detail?”

“First, one of the two people usually decides what makes sense. In my husband and I’s case, I usually… .”

… At first, all I wanted was a friend to share some moderate level of sexual knowledge with.

After hearing all the extraordinary ways in which Lilia and Karaham played, I felt like my blocked up way of thinking was suddenly released.

I was barely contemplating whether to go backwards or not, but somehow I looked stupid. Since they were two people with a lot of energy, I thought they would have had a lot of sex, but I never imagined that the type and method would be this raw.

“… So in the end, it often ends with the captive being defeated by the master. After all, the person who played the role of the captive inevitably ends up using up more stamina. ”

“I, you were really sharing a raw relationship. I couldn’t possibly have imagined that the two of you would share love like this… .”

“There is nothing wrong with confirming your love for each other! If only it could make each other happy, wouldn’t it be better to experience as many different kinds of joy as possible!”

“… Certainly, what Lilia said seems to be true.”

“Are you worried about your relationship with Prince Blackwood? If it’s okay, next time, have one of you take the role of the speaker and do what I said earlier… .”

“Oh, no. No matter what, that seems a bit too far ahead, but I’ve thought about doing it through the back hole too… .”

“… This is a type of relationship I’ve never heard of before, but is it actually possible to have sex through the back hole…?”

“They say it’s not impossible if you start by solving it well. But don’t forget to empty your mind before you start… .”

“I don’t know if you’ll like it, but I’ll keep it in mind for now. As always, Senior Release is always helpful to me… .”

“No, I’m the one who got a new idea today thanks to Miss Lilia… .”

In the end, it was me and Lilia who ended up sharing only this kind of knowledge for two hours.

… I just wanted to ask for some light advice, I didn’t intend to have this kind of explicit girls’ talk.