episode_0419

– Rubbing.

“Ugh, huh… .”

-Rubbing, rubbing.

“Ugh, huh, hmph… .”

A small desire to relieve myself secretly started with a pen I took from Ethan.

Although I could see his feelings, it was honestly too much to bear. Since I was spending hours with Ethan in the same space every day, I felt like my desires were building up over time.

Luckily, Ethan is focused on his work and has his eyes fixed on his desk, so he’ll probably have an hour or so to spare.

That amount of time was enough to satisfy my sexual desires alone. If any traces remained, I could just clean them up with clean magic.

– Rubbing.

“Whew, Whew… .”

He was holding a letter in one hand and pretending to read it, while holding Ethan’s pen in the other and rubbing the top of his underwear.

Moreover, the fact that Ethan was in the same space made the sense of depravity considerable. Especially the fact that she was relieving her sexual desires by looking at Ethan’s face and using Ethan’s things.

“Whew, hoo, hooo… .”

‘… I guess I should at least pretend to work. After all, it’s work that Ethan left to me.’

With that in mind, I read the letter I received from Ethan and thought about the content of his reply.

If you organize in your head what you are going to write about, you will be able to write it more fluently later when you have more free time.

First of all, it was a letter that seemed to start off lightly, with the content of the exchange with the Blackwood estate, but then subtly mentioned Countess Freeha’s daughter, so I should at least give her a light compliment in the part where she was mentioned…

-Tick tock.

“Up, huh…?!”

Oh, damn it. Of all things, it had to be a voice.

I was so focused on reading the letter that I unconsciously stabbed the pen in deeper. Of course, it wasn’t that deep because I stabbed it through my underwear.

… The problem was that the moans I had been holding back as much as possible had leaked out, and Ethan, who had heard my voice, had turned his gaze from the desk to me.

“Release? What’s going on?”

“… Oh, no. I just dropped my pen and was a little startled.”

“… … Really? I don’t think I heard any sound of it falling.”

“I caught it in the air just before it fell. Like this… .”

“Yeah, that’s good.”

With those words, I lifted the pen I had taken down and showed it to Ethan.

It was an excuse made up on the spot, but it was pretty plausible, so Ethan didn’t seem to suspect anything and just went back to work.

… I don’t think it was noticeable that the back of the pen was slightly wet because it was far away.

‘Haa, ah, I didn’t catch you… Haaah… ‘

-Thump, thump, thump.

The feeling of your heart pounding like crazy at the thought of almost getting caught doing something weird under the table.

I don’t know why, but it felt even more exciting than what I had done in bed last night. Maybe it was the thought of Ethan finding out that made my heart race.

I wondered what Ethan would have done if he had caught me doing this under the table with my pen. I thought about this and once again took the pen in my hand and put it under the table.

‘What’s wrong, Lilith? What are you doing moving so hard under the table right now?’

‘Ah, no, Master Ethan… . T, this is just a misunderstanding… .’

‘What’s the misunderstanding? Isn’t that the pen that you’re holding in your hand right now the one I was using just now? Could you explain why the other side of the pen, not the nib, is so wet?’

‘That, that’s….’

– Rubbing.

‘Heehee, crane?!’

‘Besides, Lilith’s underwear is soaking wet. I never thought Lilith would do something like this in front of me.’

‘… … .’

‘A lewd maid who comforts herself in front of her master must be punished, right? Yes?’

“Haa, haa, haa… .”

Punishment, punishment… What kind of punishment are you trying to give me… .

Since simple sex isn’t enough, maybe they’re trying to tie her up and stop her just before climaxing several times.

Or maybe I should just walk around the mansion naked like in the original game. But I don’t want to do anything that could potentially show my naked body to any man other than Ethan.

… But since Harold is not here right now, it might be possible to control the fourth floor of the mansion so that other servants cannot go up there and do something like that.

‘Release, pee here. Lift one leg.’

‘Wh, what are you saying, Master Ethan? Even though I’m crawling around naked with a leash on, ah, even if it’s your order, Master, I can’t bring myself to do something like that… .’

‘Did you really think that you could be forgiven for committing an obscene act in front of me like this? You can just wipe away the traces with a cleansing magic anyway.’

‘Ha, if a dog lifts one leg to urinate, it’s not a female dog, it’s a male dog… .’

‘Release, when did I ever tell you it was okay to disobey me?’

‘Haa, ugh, ugh…’

-Crunch, crunch, crunch…

“Haaah, ha, haa… . Sob, ha… .”

Ah, no… No matter what, this is just too perverted.

Just because you did something like this without telling her, she won’t make you walk around naked and do peeing games.

Of course, this is still a bit much considering what Ethan did in the original. And, if no one else but Ethan was watching, I would still be barely safe… .

“Haa, haa, haaa… .”

“Ah, Release. Can you come here for a minute?”

“Haaah, huh, huh… . Haha, huh… .”

“Release?”

“Ugh, huuu?!”

It was the moment when my body reflexively reacted and woke up to the unexpected voice of the ‘real’ Ethan.

It was not the voice calling me in the momentary delusion I was lost in, but the real Ethan’s voice.

Only then did I realize that I had been so absorbed in the act that I had momentarily wandered into another world.

“Yes, yes?! Did you, did you call?!”

“Oh, sorry. Were you concentrating?”

“Ah, ah, no! No, yes, yes! I, I was concentrating so I didn’t hear!”

“Huh?”

“… Phew, I’m sorry. I was trying to organize what I wanted to write in my letter for a moment, so I didn’t hear your voice right away. I’m sorry, but could you tell me again what you said?”

“Come here for a minute, I have something to give you.”

“… … Yes?”

When I heard that I had something to give, the thought of ‘punishment’ that had been on my mind just a moment ago suddenly came to mind, but of course it wouldn’t be something like that.

Because the real Ethan wouldn’t ‘punish’ me or make me do ridiculous things like ‘naked walks’ or ‘pee play’.

I knew that this was something that only happened in my imagination and would never happen in reality, so I tried my best to act calm and approached him.

“What, why did you call me?”

“Take this, release.”

“Yes?”

As I walked towards Ethan, taking careful steps so as not to let anyone see the liquid flowing between my legs, he placed something in my hand.

What Ethan, who had said he had something for me, placed in my hand were two round, shiny gold coins.

“Thank you for helping me with my work the past few days. This isn’t something I should have done, but I asked you to do it, so this is a bonus.”

“… Performance bonus, right?”

“I was thinking of giving it to you all along, but now that I think of it, I’m giving it to you. Don’t refuse, take it.”

“… … .”

Performance bonus, I didn’t know I could actually receive it.

In the first place, it wasn’t something I did for money, and if I had to be specific, it was something I did because it was more beneficial for me to finish Ethan’s work quickly.

Until a few days ago, in order to secure a little more time for sword fighting with Ethan, and recently, in order to bring forward the date of the date with Ethan by one day.

If I had to be specific, it was an act close to my own selfish desires, but I never even thought that I would be able to receive performance-based pay like this.

‘Besides, considering what I did a little while ago, I don’t even know if I should accept this… .’

My mind became complicated as shame suddenly surged in like a wave.

Because it felt like such a crappy thing for me to have taken Ethan’s pen under the pretense of ‘Ethan was manipulating me’ and to have secretly satisfied my desires in the same space as him.

Moreover, I had made up my mind of such a kind Ethan as a master who punishes his maid and orders her to go for a naked walk and pee. So, in the midst of the shame that made my brain feel like it was going to go numb, Ethan’s voice reached my ears once again.

“… By any chance, write it down?”

“Oh, no… . I never thought I would be able to receive a separate performance bonus, so that’s why… .”

“Release is a high-level talent who even went to Luminor Academy, so it’s a bit strange to use such talent for free just because she’s my maid.”

“… Is that so?”

“Anyway, the last thing I have for Lilith to do is reply to the letter I just sent, so I’ll leave it to you. I think I can finish the rest of the work by this morning.”

“… Oh, I see. Thank you for the bonus, Master Ethan.”

With those words, I bowed and returned to my original seat at the table.

… I couldn’t possibly continue doing what I was doing in this mood, so I just quietly continued reading the letter and writing the answers.

‘… Let’s just focus on work. Don’t do something stupid and get caught by Ethan.’

Anyway, these are all things that can be done tomorrow.

With that thought in mind, I secretly wiped the slightly wet tip of my pen and proceeded with the last task given to me.