episode_0314

Edan’s movements, unrestrained and driven by his desires, felt different from usual as they collided with mine.

Touching my chest as if determined not to hold back any longer, gathering my nipples in the center and sucking on them crudely, he seemed to have thrown away all sense of propriety and was completely immersed in desire.

…It’s a funny story, but I realized that I had seen a similar Edan in a past life.

The Edan and Lilith from the ‘flashback scene’ in Release… to be precise, the sex with ‘Hyumdahn’ in the original work felt like this.

“…When you think about it, it’s only natural.”

No matter how much his appearance may have changed, in the end, Edan is still the same. It may be a very natural phenomenon that this is the form he takes when he sheds the veneer of politeness and focuses only on desire.

In the game, the scene where the chubby pig teases Release’s body was always skipped due to its disgusting nature… but even just the change in appearance made it feel quite different from the original work.

Unlike the Edan in the original, he had grown much taller, without the thick layers of fat, and overall, he looked much more handsome.

Actually, more important than the change in appearance was the fact that he had made an effort to change his own worth. As someone who had witnessed his transformation up close, I couldn’t help but be moved by his passion.

And the most significant difference from the original was that he didn’t forcibly suppress Lilith and took me after confessing properly and waiting for my heart.

After those series of actions, he was now exploring me with desire… and strangely, this sight felt even more romantic to me.

It was a moment when I confirmed that I had been holding onto these desires in my heart all this time.

“…I can’t believe I didn’t realize this until now.”

Just realizing this important fact made me disqualified as a maid and a temporary lover.

At the very least, I should have let Edan have sex in the way he wanted, as much as I gave him ‘rewards’ until now. Not being able to do that meant something.

Since it had come to this, I should let Edan play with my body as he pleased from now on.

I could only be with Edan for a maximum of 2 years, and in that time, I could certainly play the role he wanted.

-Whack, whack, whack!

“Ugh…!! H-Hey, Ed, Edan…!!”

“Why, Lilith. Are you going to resist now?”

“Oh, no… Th-that’s not it….”

“…Or, what?”

“J-just… I wanted to tell you that if Edan wants, he can handle me like this as much as he wants…. I know that you’ve been holding back a lot until now…. That you always wanted to have rough and uncultured sex, I know that too….”

“….”

“Just… at least in bed…. instead of thinking of me as a full-time maid or a temporary lover…. you can think of me as a sex maid…. someone you can handle as you please….”

“Lilith…?”

“Anyway, Ed already knows how much he loves me, so….”

“….”

Damn it.

As soon as the words left my mouth, I wanted to run away from this place. I had never even thought that I would confess something so embarrassing to Edan.

…But well, it’s only 2 years after all.

Anyway, since this lover’s game will end in two years, I wanted to do everything as Edan wished.

Besides, Edan has been considerate of me during the day. So at least at night… it’s okay for me to surrender.

“Sigh, Lily.”

“…Yes, Ed.”

“You really have nothing to say even when you hear things like being a genius of seduction, right?”

– Hyaek!

“……!!!”

With those words, Edan suddenly put his hand into my pants and swiftly stripped off my pajama bottoms and underwear.

I was startled by his sudden action, and my legs momentarily tensed up, but it didn’t last long.

Edan’s rough touch forced my thighs apart as his hand entered between my legs.

– Jjilggeokeok!

“Ugh, hah…!”

“You’re this sensitive down here too. Did you feel it the whole time I was touching you, Lily?”

“Can you… honestly tell me? Or just act like usual?”

“What do you mean by honestly telling you?”

“Since Edan was apologizing to me in a monologue while undressing me earlier… I was kind of expecting it.”

“….”

Edan looked at me with eyes that seemed to drip honey as soon as he heard my words.

Ah, that look. The look that Gyeonmyeol had mentioned, the look I usually give Edan.

…Well, no man would dislike hearing such words. I had even mentioned treating Edan like a sex maid, so I was willing to endure this level of embarrassment for his sake.

-Tseup!

“Ugh, hah….”

-Jjilgeok, jjilggeokeok!

Edan kissed me roughly after bringing his gaze to my lips, and then he used his index and middle fingers to scratch my G-spot several times as he pushed them into me.

The clitoris that he usually touched with his thumb in this position felt different this time, rough and pressing rather than gentle.

It was not about making me feel good, but about fulfilling his own desires.

So naturally, my body felt something more than the usual care-filled sex, something that filled a void in my heart.

It was as if my body had wanted to be used as Edan’s sex maid from the beginning.

‘Now, I don’t even know.’

Whether it was Lily’s body’s will in the original work, or if I had harbored such desires in my heart from the beginning. I decided to forget all these annoying issues and just focus on this sensation.

Edan was enjoying himself and satisfying his desires as he pleased, so there was no need for me to complicate things with unnecessary thoughts.

-Jjik, jjikgeokeok!

“Ugh, hah, hah…!”

Edan’s lewd finger play, roughly teasing my insides while sealing my lips with his.

“Suck, Lily.”

“Ah, hah, ah…!”

-Tseup, tseueup.

After giving me a moment to prepare, Edan arrogantly demanded that I take his erect member into my mouth.

-Jjilgeoeoeokeok!!

“Ugh, hah, hah, ah?!”

Unlike the usual sex where he slowly pushed in after giving me time to prepare, Edan ruthlessly thrust into me without warning.

Everything. Somehow, it felt more pleasurable than the sex I had with Edan before.

Let’s just focus on this pleasant feeling now, and forget about the complex reasons or causes.

-Jjilgeok, jjilgeok, jjilgeok!!

“Ugh, hah, hah, ah!!”

“Your moans sound more lewd than usual. Lily, were you secretly hoping for rougher thrusts from me?”

“Ah, hah…. I… don’t know….”

“…You don’t know anything. Your body is telling me everything. You lewd maid.”

-Stab, stab!!

“Ahh!! Ughh…!!”

“Be honest, were you expecting this? You always acted polite and cold towards me, but deep down, you kept fantasizing about this, didn’t you?”

-Pinch!

“Ouch, ahh!!”

Ethan forced an answer by pinching my left nipple as if considering it a switch to make me tell the truth.

Normally, the pain should have made the excitement fade away, but for some reason, at this moment, even that pain felt like pleasure.

Why is my body more excited in this rough and uncaring sex than usual?

If I were to realize that I get excited by this rough and animalistic sex… I couldn’t deny being called a lewd maid.

After about fifteen minutes of Ethan thrusting into me in a rough and animalistic manner, when it was about time for the usual climax, Ethan looked into my eyes and asked softly.

“Can I come inside?”

“D-Do as you please…”

“Even if you said no, I would have done it anyway.”

“I-I knew you would…”

I should be grateful that I can use cleansing magic.

After the warning of climax just now and the slightly rougher movements, I prepared myself to accept Ethan’s internal ejaculation.

From the declaration of internal ejaculation, Ethan’s member made about twenty round trips inside me.

At the last moment, his hot liquid, boiling like a bubbling liquid, began to fill me up from the deepest penetration of his member.

“Ughh…!! Ahh, h-hot… It’s hot… It’s so hot…!!”

Ethan’s semen, overflowing with force, filled my uterus and began to fill my body with his hot ejaculate.

This satisfying climax would prove that Ethan also enjoyed this kind of sex more.

Even after climax, while struggling in the aftermath of the unfulfilled orgasm for a few more minutes, Ethan’s member slowly entered my face.

“Ahh, ugh, ahh…”

“Lily.”

“…Yes?”

“Clean this up for me.”

“O-Okay… Just a moment…”

Ethan wiped his member, covered in my fluids, with the towel I used to wipe my sweat, but then he grabbed my wrist and said with a lowered head.

“Not with the towel, clean it with your mouth.”

“…What?”

“You wanted to be treated like a sex maid with your mouth, right? So after the act is done, it’s your job to clean my member with your mouth, isn’t it, Lily?”

“…”

Honestly, I wasn’t thrilled about it.

The taste of semen was unpleasant. It was sticky and disgusting, and I really didn’t want to do it, especially since it had just been inside me.

“…Fine, I’ll do it.”

But… I did ask for it in the first place.

It’s only for another two years, so I can handle it.

Changing my mind after asking for it would be unmanly. It was better to suck Ethan’s sticky member covered in semen than to change my mind and act like a coward.

…I’m definitely not doing this because I want to suck his member.

-Suck, suck.

“Suck, slurp….”

His long and thick member pushed into my mouth, past my lips, through my throat, even after climaxing once.

…Compared to what I initially thought, it wasn’t as disgusting as I thought.