episode_0160

Atra had a lot to say.

Didn’t you say that you would stay calm and safe during the vacation and then come back? Don’t worry. Didn’t you say you would come in full body? But why did you go to China? Also, why did the incident occur there? Just like in Sifnaha, are you deliberately looking for dangerous things to do?

What is the news from the Gyeophwa family? Why is that violent thing, the whole family treating you like a lover?

Also, what is that metal lump on your left arm?

Scolding, scolding, worrying, nagging…

All kinds of thoughts were floating around in my head. I was worried about what to say first, so it was difficult to decide on an opening line.

“Ah…”

I couldn’t spit it out.

At best, all that came out between my lips was a dizzying exclamation.

Atra barely managed to keep her mind from fading away. If I were not careful, my instincts would swallow up my reason and I would act as I pleased.

I barely managed to suppress the impulse and hugged Lee Ha-yul tightly.

It was like that before… but now, my petite body fits comfortably in my arms.

A sense of satisfaction that is difficult to describe filled my heart.

My body trembled at the feeling of unity, as if something that was missing was being adjusted to fit just right.

Meanwhile, a unique scent kept touching my nose.

When I opened my tightly closed eyes, I saw pure white hair that I had never seen before in my life.

One of the highest mountain peaks in the Demonic Scenery… the color was purer than that of the heavenly snowflake, which has been waiting for decades to bloom at the top.

There is a sweet smell that cannot be attributed to humans.

The sweet and dense smell of honey, and the cozy smell that comes from a blanket dried in the clear morning sunlight…

It’s Lee Ha-yul’s unique fleshy smell.

Atra’s eyes trembled.

It had been an unbearably fragrant and stimulating smell before, but it was even worse now.

It was hard to bear.

He buried his nose in the hair that was making his impulses stronger.

“Seup… Sigh…”

As I take a deep breath, the smell of flesh fills my nasal passages.

Atra’s body trembled. Then he frantically buried his nose in his hair and inhaled the scent of flesh.

“Uh… Well, wait a minute. It looks a bit different…?”

Liana, who was next to me, unable to say anything and covering her mouth, quietly made a comment.

She was startled and looked around to see what was happening.

At first glance, the scene in Liana’s field of vision looked very dangerous.

Atra’s behavior was not good even with empty words.

The once shining golden pupils have become dull and tremble as if they cannot figure out what to do, and their eyes are bloodshot.

The hair that used to be neat and shiny has become dull, and there are dark shadows under the eyes.

It looks like you might think he’s a bad person. Honestly, it wouldn’t be strange if you were drinking or smoking a cigarette.

In fact, Atra thought about finding alcohol and cigarettes several times. When Atra was stressed in the past, she always resorted to smoking cigarettes to relieve it.

I couldn’t bear to pick it up.

This is because Lee Ha-yul has a shocking memory that he experienced once.

In fact, if he had touched it, Lee Ha-yul would have screamed and struggled.

In that case, Atra’s already anxious heart may have been shattered into pieces and she may have truly become a wreck.

The scene where Atra, who looked like that, trapped the now petite Lee Ha-yul in his arms, lowered his head into her hair, and took a deep breath… Atra seemed like a very dangerous person.

Despite Liana’s harsh words, Atra did not show any signs of restraint.

She didn’t have much time to worry about such trivial matters.

All I could do was hug Lee Ha-yul tightly and indulge in the scent without stopping.

“Haaa…”

How much time has passed?

A ray of reason returned to Atra, who had resolved her impulses quite a bit.

It was as if the distant anxiety and pain I had felt over the past few days was being restored.

A small light appeared in the dull pupil.

Atra let out a dizzy sigh and slightly raised her head.

The pure white hair receded.

“…huh?”

And, Lee Ha-yul’s face was seen with a tearful expression on his face.

The innocent eyes are droopy and full of melancholy.

thud! Atra’s heart sank. There was also a dizzying feeling as if I had stepped off a cliff.

“Mi, I’m sorry. Did you… hug me too much? Did you feel sick somewhere, or did you feel bad…”

Did I give in too much to my impulses?

Reason, which had returned just a little, sounded a warning.

Thinking about it later, it occurred to me that I might have been in a bad mood.

In the past, I could smell Lee Ha-yul little by little when her attention was focused somewhere else or when she was asleep, but now she was acting too blatantly.

Atra hurriedly adjusted his posture while holding Lee Ha-yul and repeatedly apologized.

Lee Ha-yul’s eyes trembled.

Then, he closed his mouth as if searching for a comforting feeling, and buried his face in Atra’s chest.

[sorry…]

“Ugh…?“

Lee Ha-yul’s necklace. Because of her smaller body, the confession necklace that had been wrapped several times around her neck clicked.

[really sorry…]

Apologies continued.

Even a whimpering sound came from inside my breastbone.

Atra and even Liana rushed over to comfort Lee Ha-yul, who was crying.

* * *

Before going to China. To be honest, I didn’t think there would be any risk.

China was a place with quite a few dungeons and monsters.

It would be too optimistic to think that there would be no danger while creeping in there, dealing with the branch of the Church of the Four Gods, and subduing monsters at the same time.

So, I had my own means of emergency escape.

A long-distance spatial leap using the power of space.

Since I had memorized the coordinates in advance, I tried to run away when it was really dangerous.

This was the reason why the leader of the Church of the Four Gods was able to show his courage even when he tried to kill him himself.

In fact, in terms of ability, I was confident that I could respond because I was a good match with my teacher.

It was not the head of the Four Gods Church, but a two-headed poisonous dragon that had appeared.

I couldn’t bear to run away from the subject that contributed to the situation.

Also, there was danger in a place where I could reach, so I rammed in, wanting to reduce the damage as little as possible.

And I wandered through death several times.

If there had been no inexplicable return of the body, the body would have been pickled in poison and even melted.

It hurt very much.

The feeling of a dying body soaked in poison was terrible.

The sensation of my body burning, freezing, returning to dust and breaking apart in the aftermath of the Three Kinds was truly terrifying.

It was scary to die alone, wriggling like a bug, in an unknown place.

[sorry…]

It hurts much more now than before.

With slightly recovered mental strength, I used the power of observation.

Master’s appearance was observed in a narrow range.

It’s a mess.

Her eyes, which used to sparkle like the morning sunlight, became dull, and the ends of her hair became dull and brittle.

I heard from Professor Liana that it didn’t take a week to get here after being rescued after going missing… Master was very haggard.

Because of me.

[guilty]

[I apologize]

[sinful]

[really sorry…]

My heart ached.

The Master was hurt because his poor student was causing him concern.

The topic that had caused me worry brought tears to my eyes.

It was a very shameless act, but not only Master but even Professor Liana comforted me. Tears came to my eyes again.

“…Hayul. Do you really feel wrong?”

[sorry…]

[It’s my fault…]

After a while.

When the teacher asked a question that seemed like he was thinking about it, I nodded without thinking about it.

“Really? If you do something wrong, you should be punished, right?”

[yes…]

“Hmm…”

This time, I nodded without hesitation.

I am aware that I have made a big mistake.

Then Master gave me a strange look.

It was difficult to interpret.

Is this correct? There was some hesitation… and various emotions rushed through me.

Master held me in his arms and placed my butt on the chair behind the desk.

Then, he lowered his hand from stroking my back and stroked my buttocks.

– gulp

I swallowed my saliva and tensed.

I haven’t heard what punishment will come yet.

I was filled with fear, but in the end, it was my karma so I was determined to receive it.

It was around the time when I was stiffening my body with that determination.

The hand that was stroking my butt dropped and was swung weakly.

– Bang…!

– Hike!?

For a moment, a small star appeared in the dark vision.

.

.

.

An exhilarating sensation spread to my buttocks and then flowed down my spine. My back straightened out on its own.

It’s a feeling I felt quite recently. It was stronger then, and less intense now… but I couldn’t forget this strange sensation.

[S-Master…?]

When I asked, trembling, Master did not reply and just played with his hands again.

– Bang…!

My body was shaking.

It was tickling… and a strangely hot sensation arose.

Only then did I understand what this was.

Corporal punishment… Among them, corporal punishment involves hitting the buttocks, an act that can only be done to children.

Heat rose to his face as well. I was not a child, but I felt ashamed and embarrassed at the fact that I was being spanked.

My face automatically turned red.

The pounding stopped as I buried my face in my chest to hide him.

“Does it hurt a lot?”

Instead of patting, there was a stroking sensation.

Master put his hand on my head with one hand and my buttocks with the other hand and asked while stroking me.

“If it hurts so much that I can’t stand it, I’ll stop here.”

It was a voice that seemed to contain some concern. Even though he raised his hand saying he should be scolded, he seemed worried that it might hurt a lot.

I took a quick look and answered.

[…it doesn’t hurt that much]

My butt was burning… and tingling, but it wasn’t really painful.

I don’t know the exact performance of my body, which has changed in many ways as I get younger, but I don’t have the delicate skin or muscles like an ordinary child.

There was no way there would be any scars from this embarrassing butt slapping.

It was also a weaker bee than expected. To be honest, a little spanking wasn’t even in my category of punishment.

“Then let’s guess a little more.”

[yes…]

Still, I felt ashamed.

As I was unable to raise my head, a hand followed.

– Bang! phut! phut!

‘Ugh…’

It didn’t hurt.

It was just a burning… tingling sensation. There was also shame and embarrassment.

Considering that I felt this way, I thought it might have some corporal punishment meaning.

If you don’t want to feel this kind of shame again, be mindful of your actions.

– Paang!

‘…?’

It was then.

I felt an inexplicable feeling.

– Bang!

A hand clinging to my buttocks.

In an instant, his palms wrapped around his buttocks and he stroked them a few times before leaving. Then the action is repeated again.

I could feel affection and concern in that touch.

The impression that it was a knock rather than a hit became stronger.

Suddenly, the eyebrows twitched.

The unidentified feeling gradually became clearer.

In the back of my mind, an image of parents patting their baby’s bottom came to mind.

Other people were substituted into that image.

The confession necklace rattled.

[Comfort]

A gruff voice spread around.

“…What?”

The touch stopped. Master’s expression became blank.

‘ah.’

I opened my mouth.

While I was thinking about something else for a moment, the necklace spontaneously spat out its thoughts as words.

[Sense of stability]

[touch]

[Affection]

[I like patting my butt]

– Click click…

A blunt voice rang out in the quiet interior.

My face, which was already very red, turned as red as the peel of an apple.

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[Player Correction System: Favorability]

Lee Ha-yul → Atra Clyde

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｢Master｣ ｢Expectation｣ ｢Security｣ ｢Craving for affection｣