episode_0011

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Back to that morning

“I told Gyu-ri. Since I told her I’d be home this afternoon, she’ll stop by after her academy to pick up the eye mask.”

Seon-mi said to her son Si-woo, who was preparing to go to the academy and leaving the house.

“Okay, I got it. I just need to pick up the eye mask, right? I’ll be back.”

“Okay, be careful on your way~”

Seon-mi saw her son off, the last of the children to leave for their academies.

The boisterous morning routine that she performed like a daily event was finally over.

An unfamiliar time, alone in the empty house

As if to fill that empty time with busyness, Seon-mi moved her body busily.

She goes to the laundry room to do the laundry she has collected and starts the washing machine.

She comes to the kitchen, cleans the table, and does the dishes.

When the dishes are done, she starts cleaning the house.

The living room, kitchen, laundry room, and master bedroom are finished, followed by the 2nd floor stairs and hallway.

She doesn’t touch the children’s rooms.

All she does is empty the trash cans.

That was Seon-mi’s educational policy of respecting the children’s privacy.

When the cleaning is done, she takes the washed laundry out of the washing machine and hangs it on the drying rack.

Only then does Seon-mi take a breath.

Seon-mi, a full-time housewife, has faithfully repeated these tasks almost every day for nearly 20 years.

And soon, she heads to the bathroom to wash away the sweat from cleaning.

In front of the bathroom, there was a space that served as both a laundry room and a dressing room.

She takes off her clothes in the dressing room.

She glances at her lavender panties hanging on the drying rack with the other laundry.

Seon-mi knew that Si-woo had recently started masturbating.

The smell of chestnut blossoms spreading from Si-woo’s room trash can

Careless aftercare

It seemed that Se-hee had also noticed her younger brother’s masturbation.

Provocative morning attire

Se-hee throwing mischievous sexual jokes

Even if it wasn’t a seduction between a man and a woman, but for teasing between siblings, the effect was the same.

Her son’s erect penis

Seon-mi knew that her son was reacting even when he saw her.

So she always had to be careful to wear modest clothes at home.

And Seon-mi knew that the panties she had taken off last night had disappeared.

Si-woo also used her panties to masturbate…

The smell of male semen left on the panties

Si-woo didn’t know, but Seon-mi was taking care to change Si-woo’s room’s trash can every day.

Today’s amount of tissue was much more than usual.

The smell also seemed stronger.

Seon-mi thought that it was natural for men and women to feel excitement, even if they were family, when exposed to accidental stimulation.

But it’s another matter to recognize family members as sexual objects in order to gain intentional excitement.

That made Seon-mi impatient and nervous.

Seon-mi opens the opaque bathroom glass door, steps in front of the shower head, turns on the water, and wets her body.

She puts body cleanser on a shower towel, foams it up, and applies it to her body.

After running it over her chest, stomach, sides, and body several times, she moves her right hand toward her groin.

She raises her middle finger, aligns it with the parted crack, and rubs it up and down for a long time.

She checks if it’s wet enough, then suddenly finds the hole and inserts it.

In that state, she stimulates the clitoris by turning her thumb.

It was a fairly familiar hand movement.

Sweet pleasure enjoyed after diligent labor

This time of liberation was precious to Seon-mi.

Seon-mi was originally a person with strong sexual desire.

Even when her husband was alive, she often enjoyed these secret times of liberation separately from sex with her husband.

Even when her husband had an affair, even when she found out that the affair partner was her daughter, even when her husband died without coming to any conclusion, Seon-mi compulsively masturbated to maintain the image of a perfect mother.

For Seon-mi, this time was an almost unique reward activity that helped her find balance in her life.

A pleasurable reward means secretly performed to relieve tension and pressure and maintain life as a complete mother.

This was like a religious meditation act for Seon-mi, beyond addiction.

After reaching a climax separated from reality, Seon-mi collapsed on the floor and enjoyed the long afterglow.

No traces are left.

**

As time passes, in the afternoon after a simple lunch, her younger sister Seon-ju comes to visit.

Seon-ju, who is not much younger than Seon-mi, is a single mother with a daughter Soo-ah who is the same age as Se-yeong.

Seon-ju knew that her dead brother-in-law had cheated, and she also knew that the other party was Se-jin.

One of the few special acquaintances who share Seon-mi’s secret with Gyu-ri.

Seon-ju often stops by Seon-mi’s house.

They were originally close, and their houses were close.

Because Seon-ju knew about her brother-in-law and Se-jin’s situation, she was paying extra attention to her sister after her brother-in-law died.

The two were chatting over tea when they started talking about Se-hee’s clothes.

“You have to show some skin with your family at home, Se-hee is doing well!”

The aunt started taking Se-hee’s side.

“Doing well, she’s just teasing Si-woo like a vixen~”

Seon-mi, who saw Si-woo suffering in the morning, reacts more excitedly to Seon-ju’s words out of pity.

“If you’re so covered up at home like my sister, the boys’ immunity to stimulation will only decrease! I heard he’s started masturbating with my sister’s panties? If you’re going to pretend you don’t know anyway, shouldn’t my sister help him to be able to come freely like Se-hee does?”

Seeing her sister getting excited, Seon-ju now speaks as if teasing her.

“Hello, Si-woo is my son, okay? Are you going to take responsibility if something else happens?”

Seon-mi answered as if she was dumbfounded by Seon-ju’s words.

Seon-ju couldn’t tease or joke anymore because she knew that the word ‘again’ in the middle of Seon-mi’s words was referring to Se-jin’s incident.

Seon-mi also realized that she had said that, and they both fell silent for a moment.

After a moment of silence, Seon-ju speaks first.

“Does Se-jin still not come home often? Doesn’t she answer my sister’s calls?”

“Yeah, she’s on a leave of absence from university and seems to have started a part-time job. I’m hearing news through Si-woo, but…”

Seon-mi trails off.

“Go and talk to her properly. You can’t keep living like this.”

Seon-ju felt sorry for the two of them.

“It still feels a bit awkward. Let’s stop talking about that.”

Seon-mi cuts off Seon-ju’s words as if to gloss over them.

Even if they share secrets, they can’t know the person’s inner thoughts inside and out.

Seon-mi had already forgiven Se-jin.

A thousand times, ten thousand times in her heart…

No matter what she did, Se-jin would have been Seon-mi’s daughter

But what Se-jin wanted was not forgiveness.

Recognition of the relationship that Se-jin was accepted as a woman by her mother from her mother’s husband

And the consciousness beyond the mother and daughter not becoming a mother and daughter that her husband might have wanted if he were alive

That was too harsh for Seon-mi, whose ego as a mother was strong.

“Then let’s all meet up with Gyu-ri unnie this weekend~ I’ll go!”

After chatting for about 30 minutes more, Seon-ju said goodbye, promising to see her next time, and left.

**

Today, Seon-mi had scheduled Se-yeong’s psychiatric treatment at the hospital.

Recently, Se-yeong has not been able to fall asleep alone at night.

Seon-mi, as a mother, was worried about her daughter, but she was also feeling considerable pressure about being disturbed during her secret time of liberation.

Se-yeong started to whine from time to time, asking Seon-mi to touch her chest and suckle her.

She reluctantly let her suckle a few times, but had a hard time due to the unpleasant heat in her body.

After that, she tried coaxing, appeasing, and even scolding, but Se-yeong’s whining only got worse.

Seon-mi left a text message for Se-hee.

A notification about going out with Se-yeong and detailed instructions to take care of Si-woo and eat.

She didn’t write in detail other than that the outing was for Se-yeong’s psychological counseling.

She took a taxi and went to the academy to pick up Se-yeong in time for dismissal.

Se-yeong was waiting for her mother in front of the school gate.

She had told Se-yeong in advance the day before.

Inside the taxi on the way to the hospital, the daughter was silent, as if she was very nervous.

They arrive at the hospital, check in, and go straight to the examination room.

Seon-mi also participated in the not-so-short examination and consultation.

Anxiety disorder

The doctor said that Se-yeong was showing signs of childhood regression.

He added that it would be better to set aside time for her to be spoiled rather than scolding her.

That meant setting a time and allowing the daughter to act spoiled as she demanded…

In other words, it was the same as allowing her to suckle her mother’s breasts like a baby.

Se-yeong seemed to be secretly happy, even though she didn’t say it.

Seon-mi didn’t hate letting Se-yeong suckle her breasts.

She was just distressed that she couldn’t handle the excitement that followed after letting Se-yeong suckle her breasts.

It was dark outside when they left the hospital.

They took a taxi again and went to eat Se-yeong’s favorite chicken breast and egg rice bowl.

Throughout the meal, Se-yeong wrapped her arms around her mother’s waist and snuggled against her mother’s big, fluffy breasts.

Like a young child happy to be allowed to be spoiled

Seon-mi loved Se-yeong’s innocence so much that she decided to let Se-yeong do whatever she wanted.