Chapter 98: I can’t hold it any longer.

“Slaaap-!”

“Ahhh…!”

Each time the thick leather grazed my skin, a pain as searing as flames spread across my backside.

My eyes were already drenched with hot tears, and unending moans escaped through my trembling lips.

“Slaaap-!”

“Hic…! Please, stop…!”

Clenching my eyes shut, I bit down hard on my quivering lips.

But when Lillian’s palm gently caressed my aching skin, the burning pain miraculously faded in an instant.

“Tina, how should you address me?”

“Hic… h-hic…”

At her words, I lowered my head deeply. My endurance was nearing its limit. From the very beginning, I was never strong-willed enough to withstand the pain inflicted by that heavy whip.

“A-ahh, h-hah…”

Ironically, though, it wasn’t the raw pain tearing through my flesh that tormented me the most.

My legs and waist quivered uncontrollably, trembling like a frail tree in the wind. This wasn’t just from the agony.

‘I-I can’t hold it any longer…’

Lillian’s mysterious mark, etched onto my lower abdomen.

Ever since that moment, when the mark was engraved with its purifying force, clearing impurities like a stream of pure water, an unbearable sensation had taken hold of me. My legs hadn’t stopped trembling since.

‘Please… the bathroom…’

This discomfort, which had plagued me relentlessly since that moment, surged upward like an unstoppable tide, a pressing biological need threatening to overflow.

Instinctively, my body tried to close my legs, but I couldn’t budge with them firmly restrained.

Spread out and bound, I had no choice but to grit my teeth and endure the relentless pressure.

My entire body tensed with the strain, making any movement nearly impossible.

But my determination to persevere crumbled far too easily.

“Slaaap-!”

“Hiiic?!”

As the whip struck my skin again, the sharp pain drained all the strength from my lower body.

“N-no…!”

In that fleeting moment, something warm and faint dampened my undergarments.

“Haa… hhic… ah, ahh…”

Though it was just a tiny amount, I knew all too well what that wet sensation was.

The realization that I had wet myself, even slightly, sent a wave of shame burning through my cheeks. A single tear of humiliation slid down my face.

“Tina, can you call me once again?”

Unaware of what had just transpired, Lillian calmly caressed my sore skin with the same tender expression.

“P-please… stop…”

I couldn’t endure it any longer.

If Lillian were to strike me with that whip even one more time, the pride I had clung to so desperately would crumble in an instant.

Humiliating myself in front of her was worse than death itself.

It was an unthinkable last line I refused to cross.

So in the end, I had no choice but to obey her.

“P-please… please stop…”

A thin, trembling voice escaped my lips.

“…How should you address me?”

“L-Lillian… sister… hhic…”

Lillian’s eyes widened in surprise as she looked at me.

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Soon, a faint blush spread across her face, and she gave a gentle smile as she reached out to embrace me softly.

“Well done, Tina. I won’t whip you anymore.”

“Sniff… Hic… Sob…”

“I love you. Now, I’ll need to think about what kind of reward to give my good pet.”

“Hic… Sob… Hic…”

Noticing something unusual in my unstable sobbing, Lillian looked at me with a slightly confused expression.

Her hand gently caressed my cheek. With my face burning with shame, I lowered my head and barely managed to speak.

“Lillian… sis…”

“Yes, Tina?”

“I… I need to use the bathroom…”

“Pardon?”

Lillian tilted her head in puzzlement. Unable to avoid her gaze, I bit my trembling lip and, with teary eyes, looked up at her desperately.

“I can’t… hold it anymore… Please let me go to the bathroom…”

A brief silence.

My plea trembled in the air. Lillian stared at me with widened eyes, speechless.

Her pink eyes flickered like dark waves for a moment, but soon, a soft smile spread across her lips.

“Of course. It’s the owner’s responsibility to take care of her pet’s physiological needs.”

She slowly unfastened the restraints on my legs.

Freed, my legs began to tremble as if trying to release the tension, but I crossed them tightly, fighting back the pressing urge.

“Well then, shall we go to the bathroom, Tina?”

When I nodded hesitantly, Lillian responded with the same gentle smile and nodded back.

She carefully placed her hands on both sides of my thighs.

Then, with strength, she lifted my legs.

“Ah!?”

In a humiliating position, with my arms bound above me and my legs raised, I looked at Lillian in astonishment and cried out.

“L-let me go!”

“Tina, are you speaking informally now?”

“P-please… Let me go… I really can’t hold it anymore…”

Lillian’s eyes sparkled mischievously.

“Come to think of it, today was supposed to be bathroom training day, wasn’t it? What perfect timing.”

Her voice carried a playful mischief.

Lillian slowly moved her finger in circles over the mark engraved on my lower abdomen.

“We haven’t prepared a bathroom for Tina yet, so let’s do the training here for today.”

“Wh-what are you talking about…!”

Lillian took a step closer.

“Now, Tina. From this moment on, this will be our first promise.”

We were so close that our breaths intertwined.

Lillian looked at me with calm yet slightly excited eyes.

“Every time Tina keeps this promise, I’ll stamp a mark for you. Conversely, if you break the promise, you’ll face corresponding punishment.”

“What kind of nonsense…!”

“I-I don’t understand what you mean.”

Faced with Lillian’s quiet gaze, I instinctively closed my mouth and held my breath.

“When Tina earns one hundred stamps, I’ll let you leave this place.”

What?

She’ll… let me leave this place?

“Is that… really true?!”

Lillian’s smile deepened gently.

“Yes. And after that, I won’t care what Tina does. Moreover, I’ll give you my entire fortune.”

I had no interest in her wealth, especially when I just wanted to escape this prison-like place. But the promise of leaving was an irresistible temptation.

“Really? Are you saying you’ll let me go? Truly?”

“I swear.”

“What promise is this?”

If it meant escaping this hell, I was prepared to lick Lillian’s shoes—or worse.

Suppressing the deep-seated resentment bubbling within me, I waited for her next words.

“The first promise is that you will only relieve yourself when I give you permission.”

An absurd statement.

Truly, it was nothing short of degrading.

Though a part of me wanted to hurl unthinkable curses at the saint standing before me, doing so would change nothing. It would only make things worse.

It seemed she was intent on treating me like a pet. If that was the game she wanted to play, I had no choice but to comply.

“…Fine. I’ll only go to the restroom when Lillian allows it.”

“Lillian sister, right?”

I hesitated for a moment but swallowed my pride and answered.

“…Yes, sister.”

A satisfied smile spread across Lillian’s lips.

“Good girl,” she chuckled.

“Now, since you’ve made your promise… take me to the restroom,” I pleaded.

Inside, I felt like I was about to explode. The indignation swelled in my chest, suffocating me. In my current position—legs bound and spread wide—it was even harder to endure.

Lillian tilted her head slightly and added,

“Oh, and there’s one more thing. You’ll only go when I give you a special signal.”

“A… signal?”

My body trembled now with every word I uttered.

“Yes, keep it in mind,” she said as she released one of the hands holding my legs, lowering it slowly to place a finger against my lower abdomen.

My fingers began to trace a soft, circular motion.

“This is a signal that Tina is allowed to do her business.”

Before Lillian even finished speaking, her lips suddenly covered mine.

“Mmgh?!”

Her tongue, soft yet assertive, parted my lips and slid in.

With warm breaths, the tip of her tongue grazed mine teasingly and began exploring every corner of my mouth.

Chup- Chup-

“Hah… Ah… Hnng…”

The sudden kiss sent shivers down my spine.

Lillian’s breath mingled with mine, and a strange thrill coursed through my body.

As it did, the physiological pressure teasing my lower abdomen intensified.

The discomfort became increasingly unbearable, and the only relief seemed to manifest as trembling fingers and toes.

Then, Lillian’s fingers pressed down on my lower abdomen.

They dug in, stimulating deep inside my stomach.

“Huuaaah?!”

As her tongue delved into my mouth, her fingers mercilessly pressed against my lower belly.

The sharp pressure on my already strained lower abdomen made it feel like everything I had been holding back would soon burst out.

“Ha, st-stop..! I-I need… the bathroom…!”

“Tina, just relax and let it happen.”

I looked at her with wide eyes.

“W-What…?”

“This is a signal that it’s okay to let go. Don’t hold back anymore. Go ahead.”

She smiled warmly and nodded.

“Unbelievable.”

What is this?

Here… they want me to do it here?

I shook my head vigorously in defiance.

Ah, no way.

Are they telling me to relieve myself here?

‘No, no! Absolutely not!’

Churup- Chuut- Kkuuk- Kkug- Churup- Kkug-

“I desperately cried out, but Lillian firmly began to press against my lower abdomen and lips.

‘Ah, ah! Hic? Wh-what the heck?! Ah, pl-please, stop!!’

‘The first time is always difficult for everyone. But Tina, I believe you can do it.’

‘P-please…! No, I don’t want to—bathroom…!’

I pleaded earnestly, but instead of answering, Lillian left a passionate kiss on my lips and placed her hand on my lower abdomen, applying pressure.”

“Stop… No… Please, stop…”

Despite her desperate plea, her voice trembling with tears, Lillian didn’t even blink.

“Tina, don’t you want to collect the stamps? You need a hundred to get out, don’t you?”

“N-No..! I-I don’t, h-huh?! Ah, ahh…!”

Her mind went blank in an instant.

All her senses focused downward, and the dizzying pressure that started in her lower body surged through her like a wave.

Her entire body began to tremble, and the tingling sensation tightened her form as if pulling her taut.

“Ah, ahh…!”

My wrists were tightly bound, suspended toward the ceiling, while one of my legs was awkwardly held in the air by Lillian’s grip—a humiliating and explicit posture.

In such a position, where neither pride nor dignity could remain, I could only helplessly surrender my body to Lillian.

“N-No… stop…!”

Crunch!

Summoning all my strength, I bit down hard on Lillian’s tongue.

It seemed to have some effect, as Lillian’s face twisted in pain, and her aggressive movements ceased.

With a sound of a deep inhale, I looked at her with desperate eyes.

“I… can’t hold it anymore… Lillian, please… please, the bathroom…”

A voice so fragile it seemed as though it might break. Trembling breaths escaped in jagged bursts.

At this moment, all I could do was beg.

The silence stretched longer, and the unbearable tension kept mounting.

“Mmnh?!”

Lillian’s lips once again crashed into mine.

Through her rough and relentless kiss, the metallic taste of blood mixed with her saliva spread to the tip of my tongue.

Then, her fingers, which had paused for a moment, resumed pressing against my lower abdomen.

“Ah, ahh… No, I—ah, ngh, stop…!”

“Tina, there’s no need to hold back. It’s a natural bodily function; nothing to be embarrassed about.”

“Agh, haah… Please… please, just let me…”

“Well… I suppose I have no choice. I’ll help you with the first time.”

Lillian let out a soft sigh and lifted her fingers, spreading her palm wide before placing it on my lower abdomen.

Her actions, so clear in intent, made me plead with a trembling voice.

“P-please… don’t… I’m begging you…”

“Tina, it’s okay. The master has given permission, so just relax.”

As soon as she finished speaking, Lillian pressed her palm firmly against my lower abdomen.

Squeeze—

Her hand wasn’t gentle. The moment the pressure registered, my body began to tremble as if instinctively responding to the delicate stimulation.

“N-no, st-stop, I, I can’t, ah?! I, ah… I can’t…”

“Hurry.”

Lillian urged softly. Her voice carried the weight of a commanding order.

My final resistance crumbled under her words.

“Ah…”

For a very brief moment, it felt like everything had come to a halt.

It felt as though my mind had gone completely blank, and the pressure pressing down on my lower abdomen suddenly transformed into a sense of liberation.

And then—

“Ah, …! Ngh, ah. Ahh, ah…ah, aah…!”

A warm stream gushed out from between my legs.

Every ounce of tension in my body unraveled, and an irresistible wave of release overwhelmed me. The sensation of heat spreading lightly outward made my fingers and toes twitch and tremble as if in spasms.

“Ah? Ah, ngh, aah, I need to stop…ah, aaah…”

“There, good job, Tina♡.”

Lillian smiled faintly, her cheeks flushed with a soft blush.

She held my waist even tighter in her embrace.

My and Lillian’s bodies were pressed together, as if sharing warmth like a kiss.

And soon, it became clear that even Lillian’s lower half was gradually getting damp.

“Ah, n-no… ahh, no, no… ahhh…”

“Hehe, you’ve held it in for quite a while.”

“Ah, ugh, ahhh… sob…”

“Once it’s done, it feels comfortable and relieving, doesn’t it? You did well, Tina.”

Lillian gently patted my trembling hips and whispered softly into my ear with a kind voice.”

Lillian, as if completely unbothered by her body becoming sullied, pulled me even closer.

“I love you, Tina.”

Once again, Lillian initiated a kiss, her lips pressing against mine.

Smooch, slurp—

The suffocating pressure inside me dissipated, and before I knew it, I opened my mouth to accept her tongue.

Shame and self-loathing overwhelmed my thoughts, leaving my mind in disarray, incapable of rational thinking.

Smooch, slurp—

“Ah… sob… no… please… don’t look, don’t look at me…”

“Tina, you’re so beautiful.”

“Heh, ah, ugh, ah, no, don’t… don’t look…”

“No. You’re beautiful. No matter what kind of mess Tina makes, I will always love you. I promise.”

Don’t lie.

There’s no way you could like me like this.

Sooner or later, you’ll surely hate me too.

“Ah, ugh, huh…”

But why is it?

The promise to always love me.

Those words from Lillian sparked a small desire in a corner of my heart to believe them.

Because my self-loathing was already breaking me down.

“Ah, ah… sniff, Lillian…”

“Haa… Yes, sister is here, Tina.”

“You, you really won’t… haa, despise me…?”

“I swear to the goddess. So let it all out, okay?”

“Ah, ugh, heh…”

Ultimately, all I could do was helplessly yield my lips to her, trembling uncontrollably at the waist.

Slurp- Slurp-

Between my increasingly damp legs.

Closing my eyes, I surrendered my body to Lillian.