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Time rewinds back to the alumni meeting.

Honestly, having an alumni meeting wasn’t particularly enjoyable.

It felt like a waste of time, and I thought spending time with Kang Minhyuk on a date would be more fun.

I even considered persuading Kang Minhyuk to skip the alumni meeting.

If I told him not to go, he would probably give up.

But I couldn’t bring myself to say that to Kang Minhyuk, who was looking forward to the alumni meeting.

“What’s so exciting about it?”

“Oh, Seonghan is coming today. It’s been years since we last saw him.”

“Ah… Seonghan.”

Although my boyfriend Kang Minhyuk seemed happy to see him, I wasn’t particularly thrilled.

I had noticed his feelings back in our school days.

Not only did I often intrude on their dates, but I also caught him staring at me absentmindedly.

Even though Kang Minhyuk was oblivious to actively expressing his feelings, I couldn’t help but notice that Seonghan liked me.

I remembered how Kang Minhyuk had been disappointed for a while after we graduated, as we gradually distanced ourselves and communication became sparse.

I was secretly worried.

What if he still had feelings for me?

It might have been an overactive imagination, but I had experienced similar situations before.

When the topic of attending the alumni meeting came up this time, some alumni subtly contacted me, asking if Kang Minhyuk and I were still together.

Some even suddenly confessed their feelings.

Of course, I rejected them all.

Seonghan might be different.

As the time for the alumni meeting arrived, we arrived a little late and attracted the attention of our former classmates.

“Wow, are you two still dating?”

“You two really suit each other.”

“You’re still the perfect couple.”

Kang Minhyuk smiled and deflected the attention, and I sat beside him, smiling as well.

The perfect couple, a phrase I often heard.

But in reality, Kang Minhyuk’s appearance wasn’t the reason we started dating.

It was his purity and the way he looked at me that influenced me.

Yes, now his purity and innocent gaze were tormenting me.

“Isn’t this going too far?”

It’s not like I lacked charm as a woman, and I didn’t refrain from seducing him.

Even his seduction didn’t go unnoticed.

Sometimes, I could see it popping out when I looked at Kang Minhyuk’s pants.

But I always avoided getting involved by saying I would cherish him.

“Is he gay?”

I had such suspicions.

“I should have just made a move from the beginning. Ugh…”

I didn’t want to make a move now that we were here.

I wanted to somehow seduce Kang Minhyuk and make him make a move.

But my petty pride was the reason why we still hadn’t established a relationship.

Looking around, Seonghan seemed to be absent.

“We’ll go smoke for a bit and come back.”

Saying that, a group of guys placed various luxury items on the table and went outside.

I glanced at what they left behind and saw car keys, wallets, rings, and necklaces.

They were all subtly showing off their luxury items.

“Wow, these guys.”

“Let them be. When else are they going to show off?”

“But where’s the car?”

So, this is what an alumni meeting is like.

Seeing the subtle show-off that I had only heard about made me feel strange.

While some of us looked down on the guys who went out, there was also an envy and slightly different atmosphere among some.

It seemed like they had some sense of accomplishment in showing off.

And the group of men who were the center of attention now brought in another man.

“Who’s that?”

“Isn’t that outfit really expensive?”

“And the shoes too…”

Except for himself, who had no interest in luxury goods, it seemed like everyone else had subtly noticed the expensive attire.

To him, it just looked like a slightly neat outfit, so he was a bit puzzled when it was referred to as expensive.

Just saying that made it look a bit pricey…

And then his gaze lifted, this time towards the man’s face.

Average.

Familiar, despite the long absence.

It was the Sanghan he had agreed to meet today.

He was a bit bulky, and in this unfamiliar setting, he seemed to be looking at us as if we were strangers, not even able to look at us properly.

But as Kang Minhyuk and his gaze met, they shook hands as if they were glad to see each other.

In the past, there was a sense of awkwardness as if he was restraining Kang Minhyuk because of himself, but now he couldn’t find any trace of that.

He felt relieved at that.

“Sanghan, sit here.”

At Minhyuk’s words, Sanghan naturally sat down next to him.

Honestly, it was a bit uncomfortable, but since the alumni gathering would be over soon, he decided to endure it until then.

And then Sanghan asked him a question that was hard to believe.

“What was your name again?”

“Huh? It’s me, Ye-na. Don’t you remember? The three of us used to hang out together with Minhyuk.”

He even forgot his name?

Could that be possible?

Really, he felt a little, just a little bit disappointed.

He had forgotten all about the time when he openly showed his affection for Kang Minhyuk and even disrupted their dates.

Although he still looked at him, the old sinister feeling was gone.

Somewhere, he seemed a bit more grown-up.

Actually, he was an adult, but somehow, it felt different from himself and Kang Minhyuk.

Could it be because he hadn’t climbed the stairs to adulthood?

‘Today is the day.’

Now it was time to cover up whatever Kang Minhyuk had drunk.

Kang Minhyuk, who usually didn’t drink, raised his hand to the alcohol at the alumni gathering and started drinking.

Seeing him gulp down beer, he thought this was his chance.

‘But isn’t he drinking too much?’

He knew Kang Minhyuk’s drinking capacity very well.

At most, he could handle one beer.

Knowing that he would fall asleep quickly after drinking, he was worried.

With an anxious gaze, he followed Kang Minhyuk—

Clang.

Unintentionally, he knocked over a spoon with his elbow.

“Ye-na, you’re drunk~”

“Minhyuk, what are you doing! Take care of the drunk Ye-na!”

“What are you talking about~ I’m not drunk!”

As if waiting for this moment, the hyenas teased him, saying he was drunk.

Bending down to pick up the spoon, he peeked under the table.

And then he saw it.

Something stiff was standing up in Sanghan’s pants, lifting up his jeans.

‘Crazy… It’s so big…’

He didn’t know why he got an erection from seeing that, but the moment he saw it, a switch flipped inside him.

Already overflowing with sexual desire, he masturbated every day.

And on top of that, the content of the videos he had been using as masturbation material lately was none other than videos of men being forced by strangers.

If he saw something like this—

‘Is it getting bigger?’

As he continued to stare, the object in the jeans grew larger, and now the shape of the glans was visible.

Holding his phone in his left hand, he secretly took a picture of that sight.

And then he slowly picked up the spoon and raised his head.

In that moment, he glanced in Sanghan’s direction, and their eyes met.

‘Why, why was he looking this way? Could it be…’

Was he turned on by looking at him?

Thinking like that made his stomach feel a bit queasy.

If he didn’t relieve himself somehow, he felt like something would go wrong, so he opened his secret SNS account and wrote a post.

[The size of the man’s penis next to me… disgusting…]

[Lately, my sexual desire is exploding, and I accidentally saw an erection.]

[Today, I’ll make my boyfriend go crazy and devour him.]

[But he seems to be good at resisting again…]

[Sigh, I want to be sexually assaulted.]

After writing with a wildly lustful heart, I felt a bit relieved.

And by the time I finished writing, Kang Minhyuk had finally passed out.

‘Looks like it’s not happening today after all…’

With Kang Minhyuk in this state, he didn’t get up no matter who hit him.

It seemed like it was time to leave, just as his classmates had said.

And Seonghan stepped up to take Kang Minhyuk home.

Taking a taxi, they arrived at Minhyuk’s house with Minhyuk on Seonghan’s back.

Gulp.

I felt nervous for some reason.

What if I forcibly took advantage of Minhyuk while he was sleeping?

…Just in case, I decided not to broadcast today.

However, Seonghan didn’t take any action towards the subject who got aroused by seeing himself.

He didn’t even engage in much conversation.

But Seonghan let out a small sigh while looking at his phone.

“…Why?”

“Well, they said the broadcast we were waiting for today isn’t happening.”

My heart pounded at that moment.

The timing was too perfect.

He had just posted a notice about the broadcast being canceled, and right after that, he looked at his phone and said that.

Was it really just a coincidence?

In case I asked who it was, Seonghan deliberately avoided answering.

That behavior only made me more convinced.

“Are you an adult broadcast streamer?”

Surprised, Seonghan hesitated for a moment before finally nodding.

Doubt turned into certainty, and at the same time, excitement began to build.

Despite being on the verge of being caught for a secret that shouldn’t be revealed to anyone, I felt oddly good.

Honestly.

I was getting excited.

Lastly, I wanted to ask.

“Who’s watching?”

“Um, it’s Amber.”

Ah—

Just with that answer, my legs trembled again.

My breathing quickened, and I felt a bit hot.

The person who had unknowingly stumbled upon me turned out to be Amber, the protagonist of the adult broadcast I secretly do.

I felt sorry, but also a bit proud.

From this moment on, Seonghan and I became partners in sharing this secret.