episode_0042

Not long after finishing the sparring, Germa looked at the sky to check the time and announced the end of class.

Aside from everything else, I thought I should go to the health room first, so I left the preparations for the next class to Sarah and headed to the health room.

As I was walking with a handkerchief covering my right eye, where tears were still flowing, someone stopped me.

When I turned around at the sound of a familiar voice, I saw Seria standing there.

“Charlotte!”

“Ah, Seria.”

“How are your eyes? Are you okay?”

I was wondering what he was going to say when he suddenly came, but I was worried that he would do anything. He chuckled and nodded.

“It’s okay. Just go to the health room and put some eye drops and you will get better.”

“Would you like me to go to the health room with you? Oh, the next class was Basic Magic, right? Shall I prepare it for you?”

“I asked Sarah to prepare for class, and Mel can take me to the health room, so it’s okay. Thank you for your concern, I will accept your thoughts.”

“Ehehe. huh. I’m glad you’re okay… … . Then I’ll go prepare for the next class. I will tell the professor that I went to the health room. If you’re not feeling well, get some rest. Got it?”

My hands itched at the kindness that seemed a little burdensome, but I tried my best to smile and nod.

Only then did Seria leave with a smile, and after seeing that Seria had left, I sighed and walked towards the health room.

“Miss, are you really okay?”

“Is there any way it could be okay? I’m dying from pain. My wrists are sore and my eyes feel like they’re falling out. It’s a total mess in many ways. Why?”

Seeing Mel looking at me with a blank face, I chuckled and shrugged my shoulders.

“Everything I said to Seria earlier was a lie. Actually, it’s not okay at all.”

“Why tell such a lie… … .”

“I didn’t want to appear weak. That’s it.”

As I said that, I slightly raised the corners of my mouth, smiled, and shrugged my shoulders. I can’t smile because my eyes hurt.

Mel blinked at my words and made a strange face, and at the slightest sympathy and pity I felt in her eyes, I wiped my smile and looked at her.

“Mel… … . I’m asking because I’m asking, but you’re not pityting me, are you?”

“No, I… … .”

He smiled at Mel, who was so embarrassed that he couldn’t speak, and pulled Mel by the collar and whispered in her ear.

“I am. I really hate it when someone sympathizes with me. I haven’t lived a life worthy of sympathy, and I have no desire to be pitied. Every choice and every action I have ever taken in my life was done with my own will.”

Pitying me like that is tantamount to insulting me. got it? After whispering that, I let go of the collar I was holding.

I could no longer find sympathy or pity in Mel’s eyes, and only then could I smile in satisfaction.

“Thank goodness. If you didn’t understand what I said, I would have punished you, but Mel is smart.”

“… … .”

I left Mel, who just quietly closed her eyes, and walked back towards the health room. Seria said she would tell the professor that I was going to the health room, so I should go and get some rest.

When I opened the door to the health room and entered, I saw the princess sitting on the bed.

“Are you here?”

I almost lost my strength in my legs as I was going crazy, but I gritted my teeth and held on.

“Is the princess also here because she is sick? I tried my best, but I guess I’m still immature.”

“No, I’m not sick. I just came because I was worried about you. I was wondering how to find him since he went away while I was being held by my grandfather, but it seemed like he would come if I just waited in the health room.”

I thought I didn’t do anything I regret in my life… … . I’m starting to regret fighting the princess and winning… … .

The corners of his mouth trembled, but he somehow maintained a smile and nodded.

“By the way, I don’t think there is a health teacher. Do you know where it went?”

“It wasn’t there even before I came.”

I didn’t know because I didn’t have to come to the health room last time, but there is no health teacher at this time. ha… … . How is it that nothing happens?

As I was sighing inwardly, the princess stood up, grabbed my wrist, and dragged me to the bed.

“What are you trying to do?”

“What are you doing? There is only one thing to do when you come to the health room. Oh, and you there. I will take care of Charlotte, so you can go anywhere.”

Mel noticed what the princess said and as soon as I gave her the signal to go, she bowed her head and left the health room.

The princess, who was looking at the door of the health room where Mel had left with a puffy face, poked me on the cheek.

“You have a loyal maid. It is impossible to believe that the princess’s orders were followed by the owner’s feelings first.”

“Hehe, thanks for the good education.”

“Tch, whatever. Is it because of the dirt that got in my eyes? Wait a moment, I’ll find some eye drops for you.”

The princess said that and started rummaging through the cupboard. No, is the princess saying that she will find medicine?

Aside from everything else, the princess didn’t seem to be able to find the right medicine, so she tried to get up, but the princess, who noticed it like a ghost, looked back and frowned.

“Sit down. If you think I can’t find the right medicine, don’t worry.”

“Do you know much about medicine? … ?”

“If you hold a sword, various injuries are bound to occur. The same goes for secretly training your sword. I’ve treated most minor injuries, so don’t worry. Ah, I found it.”

The princess said that and took out a bottle of medicine from the cupboard. Contrary to what I had feared, what the princess took out was eye drops.

The princess, who was checking the medicine bottle here and there, nodded and came towards me.

“Take your hands away. I need to check the status.”

“I can put in some eye drops.”

“You need to check the condition of your eyes. Just adding eye drops doesn’t do everything.”

It’s a straight argument. I sighed inwardly at the correct words, which left no room for refutation, and lowered the hand covering my right eye. The princess gently lifted my right eyelid to check the condition of my eye.

“Um… … . It’s in a bit of a bad condition. Eye drops are just a temporary measure.”

“Is it very serious?”

“The soil at the training ground is very rough. It caught my eye, but I kept fighting, so how can it be good?”

“In the end, it’s Hermel’s fault.”

“Hehe. sorry. Instead, I, the princess, take care of her. Who would ever experience something like that?”

Are you saying that right now? … . I also thought I was shameless, but it is impossible to compare myself to a human being who was born with shamelessness.

As I frowned slightly, the princess fixed my eyelids and put eye drops in me. It wasn’t even a single drop, but it was squeezed out steadily, as if pouring out eye drops.

“Blink your eyes slowly.”

I followed the princess’ words and blinked, and although it was better than before, the feeling of a foreign body still remained.

“I feel a little stiff.”

“Show me where. hmm… … . There is still a little bit left. I’ll take it out now, so don’t move.”

“Yes?”

As the princess said that, she stuck out her tongue and came towards me. No, you crazy bitch, what are you doing now!?

I was scared and bit myself, and the princess looked at me with a frown.

“What are you trying to do… … !?”

“What do you mean, I’m just trying to get the dirt out of my eyes.”

“So why are you sticking out your tongue!”

“It is better to lick it with your tongue than to pull it out with your hands.”

Can not be done. This crazy bitch has no words. I have to somehow come up with a good reason… … .

While I was so embarrassed and unable to move my head properly, the princess sighed and pushed me down on the bed, and I was crushed under her due to the difference in strength that made it impossible for me to resist.

‘Hey Captain! This bitch, she looks pretty. Can’t we just have a little fun instead of killing her!?’

“Hehehe, looking down from above isn’t bad either.”

Please stop. no. It’s a memory I’ve mostly forgotten, but why does it keep bothering me? why?

“Hermel, me. Because it’s really okay. Can you please get out of the way?”

‘Hehehe, this guy. You’re a virgin, right? Even though she said she had a fiancé, I’ve never seen a virgin before!’

“No, if you move out of the way, it will move back again. Just lie down.”

The hands held by the princess began to tremble. A pain that seemed to pierce my stomach throbbed up my lower back. Memories of that time began to come to the surface little by little.

I tried to curse my subordinate again, but I felt the taste of blood running down my neck and frowned. It was obvious that if I cursed any further, I would vomit blood, so I relaxed my body for now.

“Okay. I won’t move anymore, so please get off of me.”

“Do you really need to get up? Just lie down.”

‘Tsk, you’re so tight, bitch!’

You can’t even curse. I can’t even convince you… … . Maybe it’s good? no. think. There must be a way to get through it somehow. It’s different from back then. I remained as calm as possible and looked up at the princess.

“I’m covered in sweat from the sparring earlier. I’m a little embarrassed because I think it might stink… … . Can you please get out of the way?”

If persuasion doesn’t work and force doesn’t work, it’s sensitivity. I smiled and said that.

“Smell?”

The princess tilted her head, lowered her head, and buried her nose in the crook of my neck. I felt goosebumps all over my body as I felt the unpleasant sound of inhaling at the back of my neck and the hot exhaling running down my collarbone.

‘Whoa…’ … . Maybe it’s because he’s a nobleman, but he smells nice… … !’

“It only smells good? And why are two women so shy?”

Same words as back then. Same situation as back then. I unconsciously closed my legs as the auditory hallucinations and pain pierced my entire body.

I feel bad, I feel bad, I feel bad, I feel bad, I feel bad, I feel bad, I feel bad, I feel bad, I feel bad, I feel bad, I feel bad, I feel bad, I feel bad, I feel bad, I feel bad, I feel bad, I feel bad, I feel bad, I feel bad I feel bad, I feel bad, I feel bad, I feel bad, I feel bad

“No, I mean… … . Please get out of the way for now.”

“Why do you hate it so much? Is it just treatment?”

I was so nauseous that I could throw up at any moment. Memories of that time crawled up my body like bugs. Memories of that time flooded my mind. Hold on. Don’t look weak. no. I am… … .

I tried so hard to hold back, to hold back, but…

“Get out of the way.”

“What!?”

I covered my entire body with the curse of my subordinate and pushed the princess to get rid of her from above me.

I trembled at the unpleasant feeling flowing through my entire body.

“――I feel bad.”

Cough――

After saying that, he vomited blood on the spot and fell unconscious.