episode_0037

That evening.

I looked at the setting sun through the window and adjusted the brooch on my chest.

“… … .”

A strange, indescribable sensation tingled from the fingertips that touched the brooch. It was a strange feeling, as if my heart was itching and my hands and feet were shrinking.

I already knew quite well what this feeling was, so I wasn’t confused by what I was feeling.

What had me swamped with thoughts right now was none other than one question.

“Why now?”

If we had been possessed together from the beginning, I’m sure… … . no. At that time, I must have gone wild and died.

At least it would have been better if it had been the previous episode. What are you going to do now? Even if he gritted his teeth, he must have been influenced by his sun-like personality. They must have worked together and headed toward a happy ending.

No really. Why now?

I patted the brooch on my chest and looked out the window. The sun has long since sunken beyond the ridge. A black darkness fell in the cloudy sky where not even the moon, let alone the stars, could be seen.

“… … .”

Well, isn’t it meaningless to think about this now? I looked out the window with a drowsy face and turned my back.

It’s okay for now. There is no need to be swept away by these emotions or influenced by that child. It’s already late. It was too late at least. I’ve become a crazy bitch who worries that my plan will go wrong rather than feeling guilty about killing people, so what am I going to do now?

Well, it would be better to keep it on until the friends play is over. It’s a useful-looking artifact that I bought at best. I laughed and took off the brooch and placed it on the chest of the new school uniform I received this afternoon.

“Starting tomorrow, life at the academy begins in earnest――”

As I was yawning profusely and sitting on the bed, idly passing the time, someone opened the door and came in. I looked back, and Mel was standing there.

Mel’s face was already very flushed, and she was looking at me with eyes that looked like she would attack me at the slightest provocation.

“It’s quite late, isn’t it?”

“――Sorry. Since the entrance ceremony was tomorrow, I was late because I had to pack up my belongings at the villa.”

Mel quietly closed the door and knelt in place, and only then did I get up and head toward the balcony.

“Why are you still wearing the dress?”

For some reason, looking at Mel’s strangely embarrassed face, he chuckled, placed both hands on Mel’s shoulders, and whispered in her ear.

“Don’t you think it would be better for you to be naked rather than for me to be naked?”

“ugh… … .”

Then I passed Mel, who was reaching for me, and placed a silencing curse on the door and curtains. Just like back then.

That action alone must have stimulated Mel, and I could clearly hear Mel’s breathing becoming heavier.

“Mel. Do you know what day it is today?”

“… … no. I’m not sure.”

“Really… … . No matter how excited you are, I want you to give it a little thought.”

“Sorry.”

Even though I lowered my head, I lifted the skirt of my dress slightly and slowly moved my legs for Mel, who was still glancing at my legs.

“Tomorrow is the day of admission. So what are you doing today? It is the day when one year ends and a new sun rises. January 1st. I don’t know if it’s past 12 o’clock, but it’s probably right.”

“That means… … .”

He smiled and sat down on the bed and crossed his legs.

“I am an adult starting today.”

As I made eye contact with Mel and smiled, she rushed towards me.

Although it is rougher than usual, the clothes are removed with a simple touch, and the entire body is teased by Mel’s hands.

okay. love? friendship? That sounds funny. What’s the use of it all? Things will all fall apart anyway. I don’t need anything. Because it’s all lies anyway.

“Lady… … . miss… … !!”

The head that felt friendship died with me when I was betrayed by Sarah.

‘I hate you’

The heart that could feel love was broken when she was gang-raped by many men.

‘Tighten it up bitch!! Dirty noble bastard!!’

The skin that felt the warmth was cooked by the heat rising from the decomposing dead body, so I couldn’t feel anything other than the wet and sticky copulation.

‘Oh, he also has maggots’

“Today, you can do whatever you want. Mel.”

okay. To me, it’s an excitement that makes my heart explode. Just the pleasure that makes your brain melt is enough.

‘I want to make everyone happy!’

Ah, but I still can’t help but want it.

With a sticky smile, he wrapped his arms around Mel’s neck.

.

.

.

“Keuung… … .”

My waist.

sick.

I literally climaxed so many times throughout the night that I couldn’t sleep well and my back and thighs felt like they were going to explode.

“Sorry… … .”

“No. Because I said I could do whatever I wanted.”

I put on my school uniform, tapping my still shaking legs.

Unlike the dress, I could wear it alone, so Mel’s only job was to support me from behind so I wouldn’t fall.

If I continued like this, I felt like I would collapse when I gave my speech as the valedictorian, so I put a curse on my leg. The shaking in my legs stopped, but the tingling in my thighs didn’t seem to get better.

Was I too lazy yesterday… … . I felt good, so that’s okay. With a sullen look on his face, he massaged his inner thighs and patted his lower back.

“Come on, let’s go down.”

Just because I could move didn’t mean it wouldn’t hurt, so when I said that with one hand on my waist, Mel looked at me for a moment and then opened her mouth.

“… … Would you like me to carry you on my back?”

“That’s it.”

Is that what you call a horse…? … .

I sighed inwardly and went outside, and the cool morning air welcomed me. After stretching, I patted my back one last time, then straightened my back and put a smile on my face.

Preparation is over. I came down to the first floor to take the carriage, and Seria and Sera were standing there wearing the dress I bought them.

“Ah, Charles!”

“Add ‘young lady’ to ‘young lady’!”

“What do you think, we’re students at the same academy now!”

“Same academy student… … ? Do not be ridiculous! How can a commoner try to compete with a nobleman?”

As I watched the two people in the bickering battle, lightning raced through my head.

Why did I move to have Seria until now? All I have to do is make Seria rely on me.

Rather than catching a bird and throwing it into a cage, you just have to make it so that the bird has no choice but to enter the cage on its own feet.

“Sera.”

“Yes?”

With a grin, he stepped between the two and placed the fan on Sarah’s forehead.

“Do you remember what I said last time?”

“… … The young lady gave permission to speak informally… … .”

“I know it well.”

After saying that, I just passed them by and got into the carriage. Sarah must have been sad to hear what I said, so she got into the carriage with a gloomy face. Seria kept looking at me in front of the carriage.

“What are you doing? Aren’t you going to ride?”

“Can I overthrow it?”

After nodding, Ceria smiled brightly and got into the carriage, and finally, Mel got into the carriage and closed the carriage door.

Soon after the door closed, the carriage began to slowly roll, and I leaned back and closed my eyes.

ruler… … . Let’s think about it. What should I do to break Seria’s heart? I don’t think I’ll even get a scratch by simply pushing reality in, so I have to squeeze harder… … .

Which method is better?

I made various plans and imagined what the reaction would be.

‘please… … . I don’t want to do anything anymore… … !’

Will she rip off her own wings like Sarah did and crawl under me?

‘Now, I’ll do whatever you tell me.’

Will we compromise and bow to reality like Mel?

‘why… … ?’

Or should I be like the old me and suffer without knowing anything?

Either way, it’s not bad. I chuckled to myself and slowly opened my eyes, and I saw Sera still with a gloomy face, and Seria fidgeting as she looked back and forth between me and Sera.

Oh right. I guess Seria still doesn’t know the relationship between me and Sera. It would have been difficult if it was discovered that Sera had already broken down, so I sighed and patted Sera’s head.

“Sera. Don’t be so gloomy. Because I didn’t scold you because I hated you.”

“Lady… … . sorry… … . Because I’m stupid… … .”

“Don’t say that. Sera is working hard, right? are you okay. Sarah is doing well. If something is difficult or difficult, I will help you, so just keep doing it like you are now.”

It seemed like he was comforting me, but he whispered to me to remain like this, a half-pun who relies on me. Sarah nodded, thinking only of me hugging her and patting her back.

After calming down somewhat, he sat Sarah back down and smiled.

“Sorry. Sera acts foolish sometimes.”

“Ah, ah. huh. I see… … .”

It seemed like Ceria felt something was strange, but she didn’t pay any attention.

What on earth is this sense of discomfort? No, Sarah just got better because Charlotte comforted her. I didn’t say anything particularly bad, but I was just comforting Sarah.

But, as expected, something is strange――I guess they are thinking the same thing. I left behind Seria, who looked a little confused, and looked at the main gate of the academy, which I had already arrived at.

How many years has it been since I looked at this damn front door? haha.

“It’s just the beginning.”

“Yes, that’s right.”

I smiled while looking at Seria.

Seria looked at me and smiled nervously.

“Please take care of me in the future.”

“Please take care of me.”

The same words, words with different inner meanings, were exchanged towards each other.

In the meantime, I waited and waited and sharpened my knife in my mind. Anger has been pounded and tempered with hatred.

‘This time, I will destroy no one without missing a single one.’

‘I will definitely make everyone happy.’

This was the start of the real game.