Chapter Index

    My younger brother did not come to dinner that night.

    hmm. I thought he would burst out at the dinner table and go crazy, but he turns out to be surprisingly calm. Or, if you serve someone you like, you become stronger! What type of person is that?

    It’s okay, as long as it doesn’t interfere with my plans.

    After a decent meal, I went out for a short night walk before returning to my room. To be precise, I’m going to check if there are any drugs hidden inside the garden.

    Before going to the academy, I have to figure out how to use it or dispose of it.

    “After all, it looks like fall is fall.”

    Even though I was wearing a cardigan, it was quite cold and I shivered. It would have been nice to have Mel by my side at times like this. It appears briefly in the afternoon and then disappears again.

    I wonder if it’s okay for her to disappear this often, but when I think about it, she started disappearing this often after she became my exclusive maid. Oh, I released it to ask for some information.

    It seems like my memories got a little mixed up while I was in and out of Sarah’s body. Well, I just need to take some time to reorganize my memories, so that’s okay.

    After leisurely taking a walk around the garden and making sure no one was following me, I went straight into the hidden path.

    “It’s almost fall here, but nothing has changed.”

    After looking at the tree, which was still green, perhaps because it was evergreen, for a moment, I squatted down in front of the roots and traced the inside of the roots to find the latex that had dried a few months ago.

    After groping for a while, I felt something other than dirt, so I reached out and took it out.

    Sure enough, it was the one I had hidden a few months ago.

    “Let’s see… … .”

    When I unfolded the well-wrapped cloth to check whether the latex had dried well, black, rotten latex was revealed. I didn’t even think it was a waste because it was so completely rotted that I couldn’t even use it.

    hmm. Well, I wasn’t even expecting it in the first place. I don’t have any professional skills in making drugs, so there’s no way I could succeed from the beginning. Above all, thanks to Mel’s good work, I no longer need to make it separately, so I’ll dispose of it.

    I squeezed the latex and cloth in my hand and burned them in my hands. After confirming that the cloth and rotten latex had completely turned into ashes in my hands, I shook my hands off and came out of the secret garden.

    I tilted my head as I watched the evergreen leaves, which were once green, turn gold, and the leaves that were vibrant from gold to light yellow melted as if a rubber band had been pulled.

    “Ah, this was originally meant to be lit and smoked like a cigarette.”

    I went back to my room, pressing my temples against my pounding head. When I entered, I walked leisurely so as not to get caught by other users. The position of the moon was difficult to see due to the weak energy, but it was not so bad that it could not be seen.

    Anyway, when I returned to the room, Mel, who had returned to the room before me, was waiting for me. I grinned and muttered as I hung the cardigan I was wearing on the hanger.

    “Good night Mel.”

    But strangely, no answer came back. It’s a shame. When I looked back to where Mel was, she wasn’t there. It was a situation that made me tilt my head, but I quickly understood. The medicine is a bit strong.

    The matriarch will later take medicine that has this effect every day. Ha, isn’t this going to make you crazy? I laughed and lay down on the bed and covered myself with the blanket.

    I guess I’ll just have to get some sleep today until I feel less energetic. If the head of the household is sick, you don’t have to go out during meal times, right? no. hmm… … . I’ve never tried drugs so I’m not sure. When will it take effect?

    I yawned profusely as I experienced a strange phenomenon in real time, as if I was falling asleep but my brain was awake, and my eyes were closed but I could see my surroundings. I wish I had Mel at times like this.

    As my body gets sucked deeper and deeper, my body loses strength. But my mind has risen higher and higher, and now I can even look down on myself.

    ‘It feels like I’m playing a third-person game.’

    Is this the point of view of an omniscient author? It felt like the ceiling of the mansion had been blown off and I was seeing the inside of the mansion in 3D. This is fun. The residents of the mansion were seen moving through the hallways at regular intervals.

    They were dolls, not people. In Sarah’s room, not Sarah, but a puppy was sleeping. Oh, that’s Sarah. Umm. If you taste this, you’ll be in big trouble. I think I understand why drug addicts can’t quit drugs.

    But is there something similar to this out-of-body effect among the opium effects? Or is it all a hallucination? Umm. It must all be a hallucination. Since I burned and drank a fist-sized amount, I would have hallucinations of this magnitude. okay.

    I returned to my room and watched me yawn profusely. The moment I opened my mouth wide, I felt like I was slowly being sucked into it. My sinking body began to rise, and my lost senses began to return one by one.

    The irritation of the blanket rubbing against my skin was too much. I felt like my five organs and six parts were swelling up and then shrinking again. Wait a minute, is this a heart?

    “Umm… … .”

    It was a pain as if my melted body had melted and solidified. If it had been a spirit that still maintained its form, rather than a spirit that was worn out and collapsed after going through dozens of regressions, it would have collapsed long ago and started to depend on drugs. The power of the medicine was that strong.

    Contrary to the slowly expanding senses, the receiving brain becomes increasingly smaller. Thoughts converge to one point and sensations are maximized. I know it’s the same thing, but my thoughts couldn’t go any further than that.

    Now even my thoughts are mixed up. This feels a little off. It was definitely unpleasant that I couldn’t think straight. I hope the medication goes away quickly.

    I forced my arms up and moved my body. I stretched my arms to the sky and clenched and unclenched my hands. My arms lost their strength and fell down. Thoughts become shorter and shorter. It’s unpleasant.

    Click――

    It wasn’t a hallucination or auditory hallucination, it was a real sound of the balcony opening, and at the same time my body and vision, which had moved away, returned to their original state. My mind was still awake, so my body didn’t move, but at least there was no gap in my senses.

    “Excuse me… … . I’ll do it… … .”

    It’s Mel’s voice. I couldn’t hear the voice creeping in, but my senses, which were wider than usual, caught Mel’s voice clearly.

    A sound that comes lightly, a sound of something like clothes being taken off and falling to the floor. The sound of swallowing. Eventually, the owner of the sound stretched out his hand towards me.

    “Haa――Haa――”

    With a heavy breathing sound, the tip of my finger touched something slightly hard with a slight heat. It was the same feeling as Mel’s lower abdomen, which I clearly remembered.

    Mel seemed to be displeased with something, so she moved my hand a little harder. The feeling of pressure on my fingertips became a little stronger, and I felt stimulation all over my palm, as if I was hitting my stomach with my hand.

    “Hmm… … . Uh, why… … .”

    Of course, Mel felt nothing because I had no will whatsoever. Now, as if I was about to leave, I felt a subtle heat and dampness from my fingertips.

    Let’s have a little fun. Although my body was asleep, my mind was clear, so I felt very little about Mel. I turned it around a little bit.

    “Huh!”

    Perhaps surprised by the sudden sensation, Mel took a deep breath and seemed to cover her mouth with both hands. The sticky heat that I could still feel even after I took my hand off my arm told me that Mel had walked away without letting go of my finger.

    Let’s wake up. There’s no way you can be satisfied with a prank like this. You don’t plan on leaving alone the obnoxious maid who uses her master as a masturbation tool, do you?

    My mind sank for a moment, and then I forcibly pulled up the body that was lying beneath the surface. My vision slowly returned, and I could see Mel breathing heavily and moving her hips in a dark room.

    I looked at Mel, who was probably so preoccupied that she didn’t even notice that I was awake and was playing with my fingers. He smiled and curled his fingertips like hooks.

    “Hugh!”

    “Mael――My cute maid… … .”

    “Ah, lady… … !!”

    “Doing something like this while I was asleep for a moment? I guess it was really fun, even if it was just for a little while?”

    Mel was startled and tried to pull away, but I got up from the bed and pulled my fingers out. Mel collapsed onto my legs, shaking. Beyond the thick blanket, a different heat, different from Mel’s warm body temperature, covered me.

    “It’s embarrassing… … . I clearly told you to reflect on yourself until you find out what you did wrong… … .”

    As he stood up, brushed his bangs, and smiled slightly, Mel, who had been shaking, lowered her head with tears in her eyes.

    “Sorry… … . please. Can you please let me go just once, just once… … ? No matter how much I try alone, I don’t feel anything… … . Even though I try not to pay attention, my lower abdomen keeps throbbing and I feel like I’m going crazy… … !”

    “Do you know what you did wrong?”

    “Yes… … !! I will never, ever be held by a man again! I will only hug you! So, please… … !!”

    I whispered into Mel’s ear, who was now crying.

    “Okay, I think I understand now. I think I’ve done enough to reflect, so I’ll give you a reward.”

    I grinned and extended my hand towards Mel.

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