episode_0326

‘… …Why am I like this?’

Heart pounding.

Heart pounding.

I definitely didn’t think much of it when I came in.

I came in without any ill intentions, just because the door opened and I was curious.

Neither Irene nor I said anything, we just lowered our heads and scanned the floor.

I felt like I would start to feel strange if I stayed here any longer, so I quickly smiled and looked at Irene, speaking as casually as I could.

“S, should we go out soon? It doesn’t seem like anyone lives here, but the manager might come… … It’s not my house anymore. Let’s pack what we need and go back quickly.”

After saying that, he started walking away in a hurry.

No. To be exact… …I was about to take a step forward. If only someone hadn’t grabbed my wrist from behind.

“… … Irene… …?”

When I turned my head… … Irene was looking at me with her mouth shut, as if she was preparing herself for something.

“… … .”

“Um… … W, what… … is it… … ?”

I tried hard to look like I didn’t know.

Irene spoke strongly, as if she had no intention of giving me any leeway.

“Swen.”

“Huh?”

“Do you know what I… … am trying to say? ”

“Uh… … .”

“You’re smart… …you’d know… …right?”

At those words, my heart started pounding again.

Against my will, I started running faster than ever.

You know that because you’re smart? No, even an idiot can know that.

What is she hinting at to me now, what is the usual thing a man and a woman can do in this situation?

We had practically confirmed each other’s feelings.

I told her over and over again, to wait for me. She answered over and over again, that she would wait.

So, even if the ‘fruit’ of love comes to fruition somewhat quickly… … it might not be strange.

I looked at Irene cautiously.

Her chest. Of all things, her most powerful weapon, which no woman could match, came into my sight.

It’s really absurd, but I can’t help but think that if I had those breasts, the long nights would be so much fun. I probably wouldn’t be able to sleep. In so many ways.

“… … .”

We didn’t say anything to each other.

The heat of the dark torch that was barely emitting light and the brightness of the moonlight pouring in through the window illuminated the woman named Irene more beautifully than ever.

What should I do?

What can I do to make it better?

Irene and I… …will it be okay if we cross the line?

I’m not forcing it, and if she wants it too… … I… …

“… … I.”

That was the time.

She, who never trembled on the battlefield… … confessed her true feelings with a trembling voice.

“I’m not as feminine as Reika… … nor am I as beautiful as my lord. All I can do is… … give you… … what you want, what men want… … and more. I don’t know where to start or what to do… ”

“… … !!!”

Shudder.

I definitely felt it. It felt like something was digging into my chest.

“You will soon marry Lady Reika. You may meet many women after that. Very virtuous and beautiful women like Lady Ioline will constantly woo you. Because you are a wonderful man.”

“In the meantime, somehow, in order to convey my feelings to you, Swen, I… … I.”

“I… … am okay. No matter what I do… … I give you my all… … .”

“If I don’t do this, I might not be able to keep you by my side because I’m not feminine enough… … .”

It was strange.

A situation where a beautiful woman like Irene is telling me something like, ‘I’ll give you my all.’

Normally, you would feel a heartbeat that felt like it was going to burst, intense attraction, sexual signals… … to put it bluntly, a feeling that made you go crazy.

Aside from the fact that I care for Airen, as a man, it’s a natural physical reaction to feel a strong attraction to women, and to have that so-called ‘want to do something’ feeling.

But what I feel now is definitely a different feeling.

Sadness, and… … sadness.

“Irene.”

I walked over to Irene and hugged her tightly.

I lightly stroked her back, intending to calm her down as she flinched slightly.

“It’s okay. Even if you don’t do this, I won’t leave you. I won’t look down on you or take you lightly. No matter what moment, no matter who I’m with, I’ve never forgotten that you’re always by my side.”

“Swen… … .”

“I really appreciate your feelings. But, I… …I don’t want you to force me to do something when I don’t want to, just because you’re in a hurry. You know how I feel, right, Irene?”

“… … .”

I slowly stroked her head until Irene, who wasn’t answering, answered.

It’s okay. It’s okay to talk whenever you want, as much as you want to talk… … I want to convey my feelings without words.

Finally, she nodded slowly.

“So, even after we get married, it’s okay. Everything will be sorted out, and in a slightly nicer place. It’ll be an unforgettable day for both of us… … Let’s prepare nicely and have a day that no one else would envy. Okay?”

“… … Yeah.”

Naturally, a night with Irene was an offer I could never refuse.

To be honest, I’d be lying if I said I’d never once imagined degrading her in my head.

Because her tyrannical breasts have shaken my heart as a man dozens of times.

I just wanted to pour out all my instincts to her right now.

Still, I didn’t like it this way.

With her, I wanted to be in a situation where I could relax and face everything openly.

I don’t want to take advantage of her anxious mind… …and get her in a hurry.

That was my true heart.

Irene also seemed to understand my feelings, and slowly looked up at me.

“You won’t abandon me…?”

“Yes.”

“No matter what happens?”

“Yes.”

She was the type who listened to me very obediently.

I thought you’d be relieved now that I’d told you this much, but-

“Evidence.”

“… … Yes??”

“I need proof.”

“… … .”

I thought about pretending not to know, saying, “What do you mean, evidence?”

I didn’t want to ignore it until then. It was more of my own will than thinking about her.

And I just… …

Cover your lips with Irene’s lips.

“Ugh… … Ugh.”

Choop, choop… … Choop, choop.

The vulgar sound of lips rubbing wildly filled the house where we used to laugh and chat.

In a place where we sweat together, and talk about the past we have walked together, and the future we will be in… … the two of us only shared a shallow, sticky feeling that was almost instinctive.

Just our lips interlocking and interlocking… … A thrill I’ve never felt in any battlefield filled my entire body.

Unlike the sudden encounter under the tree with falling flowers, this time he took his time and savored her tongue.

Irene kept hitting on me hard.

It digs in strongly, as if to erase all the memories the tongue originally had and dye everything with its own colors.

As we mixed our tongues and exchanged saliva… … the presence of Airen inside me grew larger and larger, replacing the Reika-san and Serpina-sama who had once passed by.

She made me a man. Am I making her a woman, not a general or a knight?

The more I wish for that to happen, the more I realize.

“Whoa… … ♥”

Finally, we slowly separated our lips.

Gulp, the saliva drips down. We are connected. Even when our lips part, we are still connected by a string of saliva.

I looked into her purple eyes as she looked at me with a deep blush on her face.

His pupils were dilated as if he had been drinking alcohol.

As soon as our eyes met, we kissed again.

“Ugh… … Ugh… … Yeah… … Ugh… … Sigh… … ♥”

A more vulgar sound than before filled the empty room.

I licked her lips, sucked her tongue, ran my tongue over her teeth… … I explored every nook and cranny, intensely.

When I opened my eyes slightly, I saw Irene again concentrating on kissing me with a blank expression.

And then you realize.

The fact that only I can see the melting of the human being named Irene Juliet.

The fact that this knight, who is always strict and solemn in front of others, becomes a female, no, a female, in front of me.

At the same time that I noticed it――

“Irene… … ?”

“… … .”

Lady Irene, grabbing my arm… …

Leave me behind.

“Uh… … ?”

Thud!

I took a few steps back and, with perfect timing, collapsed on the bed where I had originally been sleeping.

what?

What is this situation?

Lady Irene… …pushed me backwards?

Before I could even figure out what was going on-

“… … !!!”

Irene climbed on top of me.

I admit that the expression is very strange, but there is not a single sentence other than that word that can explain this strange situation.

“Irene, sir… … ?”

I let out a trembling voice in embarrassment… … Only then did I realize that my two arms were tied by her.

No matter how hard you try to move it, it’s no use.

There is no way I, with my low strength rating, can defeat the might of a knight trained in the battlefield.

Lady Irene… …was looking at me from above, holding my two arms in check.

‘… … ?’

I feel hot liquid dripping down my cheek.

A drop of sweat.

These are Irene’s sweat drops.

The beads of sweat that had formed on her face and sternum fell onto my face.

Her breathing, her soft breasts that were so large they almost touched my chest, her purple eyes, her face, her red hair, everything was so close… …

‘what?’

It was only when I had that stupid thought that I was going to be eaten by her like this-

“Swen.”

She finally opened her lips.

“Yeah… … Huh… … ?”

An answer that sounded extremely stupid came out, but she didn’t say anything about it, just looked into my eyes with a very excited face―

“This is the last one.”

“… … ?”

“Swen… … I’m so grateful for your consideration… … I like the way you care for me. Because of that, I can trust you even more… … I really think so.”

“But.”

“Me too… …I think this will be the last. If, if only――”

――If a similar situation comes up again, I don’t think I can bear it then.

Only after hearing Irene’s voice could I realize it too.

This is the last one.

If a similar situation arises again, my will will never be able to overcome Irene’s will, just like it did today.

No, it wasn’t a matter of winning or losing. When that time came, me and her too…

-Gulp.

“Okay?”

“Huh? Ah… … Yes, four!”

What filled my eyes at that moment was her face, flushed red as if about to burst, bathed in the full moonlight, her pursed lips, and her two chests covered in sweat.

The first thing that catches your eye above all else is the purple eyes. Those eyes, raised to protect only one person, are extremely loyal and upright, and make you want to protect someone.

After seeing her eyes before her beautiful body or face, I realized something new and asked myself a question.

Do I… … love Irene?

Instead of my 100% intelligence brain naturally not answering since I wasn’t asked a question, I nodded slowly.

I love you Irene.

And I will never forget this scene until the moment I die… … .

And so, our ‘final pre-stage night’ was coming to an end.