episode_0019

Since smelling my hand, Yerim *noona* has only quietly eaten.

That Sex-man fellow doesn’t talk when eating.

That fellow also only quietly ate.

Soon, as if that fellow had finished eating, he started talking to himself.

“Everyone’s eating isn’t very satisfying?”

Mom said,

“No. It’s delicious.”

Mom showed a smile.

Honestly, I felt jealous for no reason towards Mom showing a smile to that fellow.

Even if that smile was showing sociability.

After the meal, we came out of the store.

That Sex-man fellow said,

“You guys go first.”

I wanted to spend a little more time with Mom.

“Let’s go to the store together.”

That Sex-man fellow smiled wryly.

“How long have you been dating to already be visiting an adult shop? No matter how open-minded and new-generation I am, don’t do too much of that in front of me.”

Mom added,

“Yeah, Ji-won, you go in first.”

I can tell that Mom is saying that because she’s uncomfortable with me following her around due to the situation earlier and because she’s working, but I felt uncomfortable because it seemed like she was taking the side of that fellow, not mine.

That Sex-man fellow took out a 10,000 won bill from his wallet and handed it to me.

“Go to a coffee shop with Yerim.”

I felt bad.

It felt like he was telling me to take this and get lost.

“I’m going with In-kyung, and does this guy not have any tact? Right? In-kyung?”

I have no idea what kind of tact he’s talking about.

I decided to back down for now.

Since there was the incident where she misunderstood the vibrator.

I felt bad, but I had to for now.

I said to Mom.

“See you at home later.”

“Okay.”

Yerim *noona* also said to our mom.

“I’ll be going. See you next time.”

“Go in carefully, Yerim.”

Yerim *noona* nodded and quickly turned around.

And went her own way.

I also bowed to that Sex-man fellow and followed Yerim *noona*.

Yerim *noona* walked silently with her arms crossed.

I, unable to contain my anger, said to her.

“I wasn’t planning on swearing if possible. This is really annoying.”

Yerim *noona* said.

“That Sex-man?”

“He’s acting like he’s Mom’s boyfriend.”

“Really? I’m annoyed with you.”

“Huh? Suddenly?”

Yerim *noona* stopped walking and said.

“Tomorrow’s the last day of the declaration, right?”

“Ah. Yeah.”

“Quickly finish the declaration with Mom.”

“I will. I was going to do that anyway.”

Yerim *noona* took out a cigarette and put it in her mouth.

“Okay, now go back to being a normal person.”

“A normal person?”

“Yeah, you’re a little weird.”

I came back home and thought about what that meant.

“A normal person? I’m definitely a normal person!”

I felt bad for no reason.

The world became like this because of the declaration, and I have to commit sins that I don’t want to commit.

But she says I’m weird?

Of course, that’s going to happen, right?

“Geez….”

By the way, when is Mom coming home….

I decided to wait and waited, but I couldn’t stand my curiosity.

I called Mom.

[Yeah, Ji-won.]

[When are you coming?]

[I’m going around six in the evening.]

[You know what day tomorrow is, right?]

[…I know.]

[I’m not going to wait until tomorrow. Let’s just end everything tonight at twelve.]

[Okay. I’m working. I’ll see you later.]

[Okay.]

As I was about to hang up, I heard Mom’s voice.

[Ah… ooh….]

It was another moan.

And the call immediately ended.

Even after checking Mom’s vagina, I kept doubting.

Why does she keep making that moaning sound?

I was worried because she was in a place I couldn’t see, and I kept getting strange thoughts.

And that unlucky Sex-man fellow’s face kept flashing in my mind.

“Ah. I’m really tired.”

I was really tired, so I fell asleep.

*Click. Click. Click.*

*Tiririk—!*

I woke up to the sound of the door lock.

I fell asleep in the living room, so I could immediately see Mom.

Mom didn’t know I had woken up and was sitting in the entrance, doing something.

‘What is she doing…?’

“Ouch… it hurts.”

I quietly approached Mom and looked to see what she was doing.

The back of Mom’s heel was scraped.

“What’s wrong there?”

“Oh my… Oh, this.”

Mom lifted up her shoe and showed it.

It looked like a shoe she wears at the 69 Plaza store.

“My heel got scraped because I wore heels for the first time in a while….”

“Ah….”

Suddenly, I felt sorry.

The reason Mom moaned was because her heel hurt.

“Sorry….”

“What are you sorry for? It’s not like you did it, so why.”

“I’m just sorry.”

It was an apology for the ‘vagina check’.

I couldn’t bring myself to say it.

“Let’s end it at twelve. Go wash up now.”

“…Huh?”

Mom’s shoulders flinched.

She seemed surprised.

“No. Let’s wash up and end it quickly.”

“There’s no need to be that hasty….”

“There is a need. We’ll die if the declaration doesn’t end like last time.”

“…Still.”

“Don’t turn away anymore. This is reality.”

Mom didn’t answer and quietly sat down.

“…I’ll go wash up first.”

Honestly, I didn’t like Mom’s attitude very much.

Why is she being so passive when our lives are at stake?

Mom got up from her seat and went into her room.

Well, it’s not like I’m full of courage either.

I just don’t understand why I, who has almost no sexual experience, has to lead….

Honestly, my heart is still pounding.

‘I’m going to have sex soon.’

‘I’m going to have sex soon.’

“Sex!”

I didn’t know if this was excitement or anticipation.

I could hear the shower running in the bathroom.

I waited for the shower to stop.

Because that was the signal that would tell me and Mom when it was time to end the declaration.

After waiting for about 10 minutes, the bathroom door opened.

“Ji-won.”

“Yeah.”

Mom didn’t come out, and I heard Mom’s voice.

“Come in.”

“…Huh?”

Suddenly she’s inviting me into the shower room?

Honestly, I was very surprised.

Has Mom also faced reality and decided to be proactive?

“…Why?”

“Just… won’t you come in?”

Honestly, I was turned on.

I immediately took off my clothes on the spot and approached the bathroom door.

Mom was covering her front with a towel.

Mom’s side breast, visible next to the towel, looked very alluring.

“Get in the bathtub.”

“Okay.”

The bathtub was filled with water.

Mom had been filling the bathtub with water for 10 minutes.

“If you’re uncomfortable, Mom will get in first.”

“Ah… okay.”

Mom got into the bathtub. As the water in the bathtub rippled, Mom’s figure was momentarily not visible.

Mom’s figure was faintly visible each time the ripples calmed down.

*Gulp….*

I also put my body in the bathtub, starting with my feet.

The moderately warm temperature of the bathwater felt good.

As I fully entered the bathtub, Mom said.

“Ji-won.”

“Uh-huh…?”

“When Ji-won was a baby, we used to take baths together often, do you remember?”

“…Right? And the toys we used to play with back then are still on my bookshelf in my room.”

Mom showed a faint smile.

“Now that I see, our son has grown up a lot.”

“…I’m an adult, you know.”

“You told me not to call you son, but I can’t do that.”

“…Wouldn’t it be uncomfortable to have sex while thinking of me as your son?”

Mom looked at me intently and said.

“No. Mom likes calling you son.”

Those words were quite shocking.

Does Mom have that kind of taste?

An incestuous taste? No way….

Or does she have other thoughts?

While many thoughts were running through my mind, Mom said.

“The declaration is reality. Mom knows that too. That it’s a scary future that will be applied to everyone.”

“…I underestimated Mom too much.”

“No. Mom has only been waiting for the last day.”

“Waiting…?”

“If not for this opportunity, when would Mom ever embrace my son’s depths?”

At that moment, I felt a strange sensation in my lower body.

It was Mom’s foot.

At first, I thought it was just touching me, but it wasn’t.

Mom’s foot was constantly stimulating my penis.

“It’s okay.”

Now I remembered a fact that I had overlooked.

Our mom gave birth to me because of a premarital pregnancy.

From the start, Mom is a woman who knows about sex.

Now, Mom is even more proactive.

Before, it was something that happened by accident, but now, it really feels like….

I was being led.

Mom’s soft foot made my penis stand up powerfully.

“…Ah.”

A strange sound came out of my mouth.

Mom showed a mysterious smile.

“Shall we see if our son’s penis has ripened?”

“D…don’t say things like that… it’s embarrassing.”

“It’s okay. Come here.”

Mom’s legs burrowed under my lower body.

“Put your butt on Mom’s legs and lift your waist.”

“Ah, okay.”

I carefully put my butt on Mom’s legs.

The skinship taking place in the water made me excited.

“This position is a bit funny….”

“It’s okay. Now lift your waist.”

“Okay.”

It was a position where I entrusted my lower body to Mom.

When Mom slightly lifted her knees, my penis revealed itself above the water.

It was like a dragon ascending to heaven.

“It’s ripened a lot.”

My penis was standing in front of Mom’s face.

“Our son looks like Mom?”

“…Maybe?”

“Mom’s breasts are also this big, right? Ji-won’s penis is also this big.”

“I… is it big?”

Mom showed a smiling face.

“Yeah. Bigger than your dad’s.”

“I see….”

At that moment, Mom lightly kissed my glans.

*Chu-up-!*

“Ah-ah….”

“Pfft.”

Mom showed a mysterious smile.

That smile was really stimulating.

“I stopped kissing Ji-won after elementary school, but now I’m kissing you like this.”

“I… I don’t know if you can call this a kiss.”

“Then would this be a kiss?”

Mom momentarily sucked my glans in a sticky way.

“Ah-heu-eut….”

“What do you like?”

Mom kissed my penis once more.

“*Chuk*.”

That act was repeated.

I defined it as Mom’s ‘expertise’.

In some ways, it was a trivial kiss, but it was enough to evoke the desire to put her penis in Mom’s mouth.

‘I want to put it in her mouth…!’

That thought came strongly.

However, Mom was still only kissing me while watching me intently.

Then, Mom licked the underside of my glans with the tip of her tongue.

“*Haltjjak—!*”

“Eu-hut…!”

At that moment, I thought that Mom was a ‘sex master’ and an ‘oral expert’.

Because Mom was stimulating me while watching my reaction without taking her eyes off me.

Mom’s tongue gradually moved from the glans to the shaft of my penis.