episode_0075

When three days had passed since the meteor disappeared, Seris was very anxious. I wonder if something happened to him.

Still, I had a vague feeling that we would be able to meet again soon.

That vague feeling collapsed after five days, when I couldn’t even find the shooting star’s shadow. I just realized it.

That he abandoned her.

‘I-I got greedy…’

Yoosung was embarrassed. He clearly said that he didn’t want this kind of relationship and that he didn’t want to be found out, but she got greedy and ruined the whole thing.

‘I guess you’re sick of me…’

A delusion unfolded in Cerise’s mind. Yusheng has a woman on either side of him. The women and Yoosung talk happily.

If you think about it normally, it’s an unthinkable delusion, but she wasn’t normal right now. The topic of conversation between Yoosung and the women, who were laughing and chatting, changed.

-Ahaha, is that really true?

-Is it true? This is something I experienced myself.

-Wow… You’re really crazy, aren’t you? How did you think of touching your sister’s boyfriend? And even threatened them.

-I know yeah. I still get goosebumps when I think about that time.

-I ran away well. A bitch like that is a woman you should not interact with.

The woman laughed and clung to Yoosung. Yoosung also grinned and massaged the woman’s breasts. The two clung to each other and soon…

Wow.

Seris hugged Yoosung’s pillow tightly. As if that wasn’t enough, I buried my face in the pillow. It was very hazy, but I could smell the scent of a meteor. Tears flowed from Cerise’s eyes.

“Yuseong…”

sorry.

I will never be greedy again. Please forgive me. Come back…

But those words never reached Yoosung. Because he already left her.

‘I’m sorry Kara…’

She is a good little sister who even worries about such an ugly older sister. However, she couldn’t control her greed and caused great harm to her younger sister. I felt guilty.

A mixture of delusions and guilt gnawed at her mind.

‘…Will I die?’

Her simple dream of living happily for a long time with her precious people has already been ruined.

It was torn to shreds to the point where recovery was impossible.

Yoosung has left, and Kara may be worried now, but she will resent her later.

Now there is no one left who values her.

There is no reason to be alive.

But Seris could not decide to die.

It is because of the very small hope that the shooting star might return. I was having a hard time leaning on it.

It was then.

Yoosung’s name was faintly heard beyond the door. The moment she heard that name, Seris ran towards the door. Udangtang. I tripped and fell, but got up right away.

“Yoo, Yoosung, did you find Kara Yoosung?!”

As Cerise hurried out of the room, Kara closed the front door.

“I don’t know yet. Instead, you should wear your sister’s mask!”

“Ah…!”

It was almost like it would be a big problem. Seris came wearing a mask. Kara opened the door again and was talking to the innkeeper.

“Oppa is there? But you said there wasn’t one last time.”

“That’s because she asked me never to tell her. But looking at the current state, I couldn’t help but say it.”

“Why, why?! How are you, Yoosung?”

Cerise suddenly intervened and asked. The innkeeper sighed.

“It’s a bit hard to put into words, but you’ll find out when you get here. Are you coming?”

“Yes!”

It’s a natural thing. I tried to look for him for a week, but I couldn’t find him, and I suffered a lot. Now that I could see him again, there was no reason not to go.

Cerise and Kara walked after the innkeeper. I wanted to run first, but I held back.

‘Mr. Yoosung…!’

We can finally meet. At that thought, Cerise’s heart pounded. What should I say first when we meet? Okay, first I have to ask why you didn’t come home.

At that time, the delusion she had appeared in Cerise’s mind. The delusion of him drinking and laughing with other women.

‘If you go and it’s like that…’

It is the Heavenly Demon Punch.

With that in mind, I entered the inn. When I faced the shooting star, all my previous thoughts and resolutions flew away.

Yoosung was lying face down on the table, holding a glass of ale. Her hair was frizzy, as if she hadn’t washed it, and her clothes were sloppy.

Yoosung was so picky about cleanliness that it made you think he was in trouble. Seeing him looking like that, Seris and Kara were slightly shocked. The two approached Yoosung.

‘The smell of alcohol…’

I don’t know how much I drank, but the smell of alcohol permeates my body. He was a self-controlled person who tried not to get drunk…

Cerise and Kara shook him to wake him up. Yoosung swung his arm.

“I’m not drunk. I’m not drunk, so leave me alone.”

“Oppa, it’s me.”

Yoosung raised his head at Kara’s voice. I glanced at Kara.

“Kara? How are you here…”

“I said.”

The innkeeper approached with his arms crossed. Yoosung frowned.

“Madam, how many times have I asked you not to tell me…”

“Look at your friend and tell me. I lock myself in my room every day and drink alcohol… What is that?”

“Every day?!”

Cerys shouted in surprise.

“Okay, so take him away before he gets ruined even more.”

The lady said that and returned to the kitchen. Yoosung looked at the back and sighed.

“Anyway, Ozzy…”

While saying that, he drank his ale again. Cerise approached him.

“Yuseong… Let’s go back…”

He looked back at Seris and made a bitter face.

“Just drink this.

I shook the glass and drank it down in one go. I emptied my glass and stood up.

“Let’s go.”

The three left the inn and walked toward the house. Yoosung, as expected, must have been very drunk and stumbled a lot. Because he looked so dangerous, Seris rushed over and squatted down in front of him.

“…what are you doing?”

“I thought you were very drunk. I’ll carry you on my back.”

“That’s it.”

Yoosung refused and continued walking. It was the same no matter how many times Seris recommended it. In the end, Seris and Kara had no choice but to cling to both sides of Yoosung. He wrapped his arms around his neck and supported him.

“You said it was done, so why do you keep doing this?”

“Do you know how precarious Yoosung’s steps are now? I’m not going to say anything about piggybacking anymore, so let’s just leave it like this.”

“…”

Yoosung did not respond further. The three moved towards the house in silence. After some time, Yoosung broke the silence.

“I’m sorry.”

“Yes?”

“Huh?”

Ceris and Kara looked at the shooting star. He walked looking down at the floor, as if he couldn’t bear to see the two people.

“I should have made sure. Because we couldn’t do that, a board of directors broke out. If I had done well, the two of us wouldn’t have had a reason to fight like that, and we could have continued to be good sisters…”

Yoosung confessed his inner feelings as if complaining. The voice had no strength.

“I’m sorry…”

Yoosung mumbled those words until he arrived home and lay down on the bed.

* * *

came back home

Cerys and Kara laid me down on the bed. He looked at me as I lay down for a while and then left the room. I lay down on the bed and stared blankly at the ceiling. I remembered what I said to two people on the way home.

“I want to die…”

I feel like I’m going to die of embarrassment. Even though it was something I had to do, I was very embarrassed to show it like that.

But I had no choice because of what my runaway sister told me.

-There are times when a woman feels like she wants to protect her man. Do you know when that is? This is when my man, who I thought was perfect, broke down. At that time, my heart ached, and I felt like I wanted to help this man somehow.

The older sister said that while very drunk. The reason I drank until I was drunk that day was because I lent money to my boyfriend and he ran away.

Anyway, I didn’t go home for a week to use that method either. I didn’t wash properly like before and just drank a lot of alcohol.

Even though I wasn’t that drunk, I pretended to be drunk and confessed my feelings.

Of course, this is an act of deceiving two people and taking advantage of their hearts. Of course I felt guilty. But now is not the time to discuss such things.

‘I hope this method works…’

The best thing is for the two to reconcile and for one party to give up. It’ll be a bit shaky for a while, but if we work together, we’ll be able to get back to normal.

With that hope in mind, I turned on ‘Wolf’s Pact’. I can hear the sound of two people talking. I sighed as a crying voice reached my ears.

‘I should have looked for another way.’

It was more heartbreaking than I thought. But the water has already been spilled. I continued to eavesdrop on the conversation, hoping that things were going well.

After a while, I turned off ‘Wolf’s Pact’.

I hope what I just heard was a joke.

* * *

The two left Yoosung lying on the bed and left the room. I sat in a chair and was lost in thought.

Kara opened her mouth.

“Sister… What should I do…?”

It was a crying voice.

“This is my first time seeing my brother do something like that… He was always a cool guy. I feel so weak…”

“Kara…”

Kara couldn’t hold back and burst into tears. Seris’ heart also became heavy.

‘Mr. Yoosung…’

To Seris, Yoosung was the perfect person.

A person who has many wonderful and outstanding qualities, but has no shortcomings.

He has always shown the way forward for Seris and Kara. Even though the road was a little rough, it was definitely something two people could pass through, and the reward for their hardships was certain. As time passed, the lives of the three people improved.

That’s why Seris trusted and followed him until now. I didn’t even have any doubts. Also, that’s why I forgot.

Even though he is perfect, he is ultimately only human.

That I am a weak human being like her, who hurts when I get hurt.

Seris got up and walked to Kara’s side. He gently hugged me and patted my back. Kara continued, receiving Seris’ encouragement.

“Is it my fault? Should I not have confessed then?”

“No. You didn’t do anything wrong.”

Rather, it is Seris who is at fault. she did

‘I shouldn’t have done that…’

I should have put my obscene desires in a corner of my mind and lived in satisfaction. If that were the case, he wouldn’t have had such a hard time.

My heart was full. Kara continued.

“I really like you, but it’s nice just to be with you… but I don’t think you are… It’s harder when I’m with you…”

“Don’t say that.”

“I don’t know anymore. What can I do to live like before…”

Kara said, wiping away tears.

As before.

Those words pricked Ceris’ heart. Because she knows how to go back to ‘the way things used to be’, as Kara calls it.

‘If I give up even now…’

I’m sure we can go back that way.

In fact, the relationship was ruined because of her dirty desires.

But can you give up?

‘…’

Honestly, I wasn’t confident.

It would be better if she didn’t know. She already knows.

The feeling of warmth and stability you feel when you are held in Yoosung’s arms.

The ecstasy you feel when you kiss him.

The pleasure and mental satisfaction you feel when you mix your body.

Even if I go back to the past, I definitely won’t forget it. Not only that, it will hover by her side and gnaw at her heart.

And in the first place, Seris didn’t want to give up Yoosung.

He is the man I fell in love with for the first time in my life. The man who gave her all her first moments. It was too harsh to give up on such a person.

‘I’m so selfish too…’

It was because of her greed that she came to this situation. Has everything you’ve been suppressing all your life exploded all at once?

I didn’t even laugh out loud.

At that moment, Kara wiped away her tears and stopped crying. I looked at Seris with an expression that made up my mind about something. Seris was truly disgusted by those eyes, but she had small expectations.

‘if…’

The expectation that Kara would give up on Yoosung.

But the words that came out of Kara’s mouth were different from what she expected.

“Sister. Should we share my brother half and half…?”

It’s a little shocking too.